You're All I Ever Wanted And More....

My name's Janelle. I'm 16 year's old and I go to high school in New York City. My brother is the most popular guy in school. He gets all the girls along with his 4 best friends. You see, everyone cares about Harry Styles but when it comes down to me, Janelle Styles... I could kill myself and not one person in my school would notice or even worse care. My brother doesn't want to ruin his rep so just like everyone else he bully's me. I just deal with it.. because he's my brother. His 4 best friends use to be my best friends as well. I was always closer to Zayn. He always understood me and helped me. But now that they're all grown up, I'm nothing but a stupid little junior.



21. Chapter 18

(Janelle's POV)

"Janelle?! Janelle!" I felt someone shake me awake. My vision was blurry. I blinked and tried to clear it up. I was in Harry's arms. His eyes were red from crying. "Fuck are you okay?!" He wrapped his arms around me.

"What did he do to me?" I looked down at my bare body. Cuts and bruises were spread all over me. I felt tears swell up in my eyes. "No." I broke down into sobs. "NO HARRY NO! WHY?!" I kicked and screamed. "WHERE IS HE?!" I shrieked. I looked around the room. Zayn, the boys, Krysta and Ana we're crying and awkwardly staring at me.

"Janelle... we'll get through this." He tried to assure me.

"Harry.." I mumbled. "I didn't want this. EVERYTHING ALWAYS FUCKING HAPPENS TO ME!" I pulled a blanket from the bed over me and wrapped it around my bare body. 

"The cops are on their way." He pushed the hair out of my face.

"I don't know what he looked like." I felt more sobs coming. Zayn sat next to me and pulled me into his lap.

"Shh... It's okay." He rubbed my back and kissed my forehead.

"I didn't even get to enjoy my first-time." I sobbed. 

"Harry and I are gonna check you okay?" He whispered into my ear. I nodded. Harry opened the door and pushed everyone out. I stood on the floor and dropped the blanket slowly.  Zayn and Harry stared at me. I picked up my hair so Zayn could check my neck and back. "Shit. Harry her back." Harry walked over to where Zayn was standing. 

"What?" I asked them. They stood quiet. "WHAT!" I screamed.

"After this person... finished they decided to mark you I guess." Harry hesitated.

"What is it?" I asked, scared.

"It says, you're mine now." Zayn mumbled. 

"The cops are here." Krysta mumbled from the door. I wrapped the blanket around me and walked out.

"Hello, miss I'm Officer Starch. Come with me." He placed his hand on the low of my back and led me back into the room. I jumped at his touch. "Don't worry ma'am, I won't hurt you. Take a seat on the bed." He nodded at me. He let Harry in but everyone else had to wait in the living room. "What happened?"

"I'm not a hundred percent sure. When I woke up, I was bare." I squeezed Harry's hand. 

"Okay, what do you remember?" He asked me.

"Well, I was smoking.. It was my first time so I fell asleep on the couch and a guy threw me over their shoulder. I thought it was my boyfriend, Zayn." I squeezed my eyes shut. "He tossed me on this bed and he put a cloth over my mouth and told me it wasn't Zayn. He tore off my panties and leggings and that's all I know." I chewed on my lip. 

"Cloth? This means you were drugged with chloroform. We're going to have to take you to the hospital to find out. Ma'am have you ever had sexual intercourse before today?" He asked me.

"No I'm a virgin... well was." I whimpered.

"Have your parents or guardians been contacted?" He took his phone out slowly.

"No." Harry answered for me.

"Okay, well I'm going to need her number so they can meet us at the hospital okay?" 

"Okay." I mumbled. Harry and the officer walked out of the room. I fiddled with my hands, trying my best to hold back the tears. What did I ever do to deserve this? I just came here to have a good time with my friends. But no, of course. Something bad has to happen to me. The door busted open and I jumped. I stared at my mother. She had tears in her eyes.

"Baby." She ran over to me and hugged me. I hugged her tight against me.

"Mom.. I'm sorry." I mumbled against her hair.

"Baby, it's okay. Look at me.." She pulled away from me and cupped my face with her warm hands. "We'll get through this. Whatever it takes." She wiped a tear away from my eye and kissed my nose. "I love you." She whispered.

"I love you too." I forced a smile.

"C'mon, we have to go." Harry said from the door. The girl who had the party lent me some clothes so I put them on. I made my way into the ambulance and sat down on the stretcher. My mom and Harry sat down on the bench. I guess the boys, Krysta and Ana were following the ambulance. The ride wasn't long at all. When I got to the hospital things were pretty rushed. First they decided to do a check in my... area. I changed into a dress and took off my panties. I left my bra on.

"Do you want us to leave?" My mom asked me.

"Harry stay." I whimpered. My mom left the room and Harry said in the seat next to me. He grabbed on to my hand. "I'm scared." I whispered to him.

"I'm right here." He kissed my hand.

"Harry, what if somethings wrong..." I felt the tears form in my eyes. The doctor walked in. She smiled at me and kept telling me to relax. I had to open my legs and place them on each side of the bed. Harry squeezed my hand. She inserted a clamp into me. It didn't hurt but it put A LOT of pressure. I winced at the cold feeling of whatever utensil she was using.

"Lot's of bruising." She told the nurse behind her. I looked over at Harry.

"Relax, relax." He combed his fingers through my hair.

"Besides the brusing everything is okay. I have to get a picture for the case okay?" She told me. I nodded and she snapped a picture of the "brusies." I thought it was pretty weird but I guess if it's for the case, it must be important. She exited the room with the nurse. I took my legs down and covered myself with the blanket. Harry rested his head on the side of the bed.

"Do you want to lay down?" I asked him.

"No it's okay." He mumbled. The door opened and my mom walked in.

"We can go now..." She smiled at me. Harry helped me up from the bed. They left so I could change into my clothes. We got a ride home from the officer and Louis drove the girls home. When we got to the front, Zayn was sitting on the stairs. Mom and Harry went inside.

"Hi." I whispered.

"I'm sorry." He threw his hands over his face. I kneeled down and hugged him.

"This wasn't your fault Zayn." I kissed his cheek.

"If I wasn't late... This wouldn't have happened." He sobbed. 

"Come, lets go inside. It's cold." I opened the door and let him in. "I need a shower." I mumbled. I grabbed his hand and pulled him up to my room. He sat on my bed while I showered. I tried to scrub the bruises and scratches away, but nothing happened. I heard the door open slowly. "Zayn? Is that you?" I jumped.

"Yeah no worries." He mumbled. I poked my head out of the shower curtain to make sure. He was undressing. I rinsed off the soap from my hair and let him in. He pulled me into a hug. The warm water hit my back. I knew that it was okay to cry now, so I did. I sobbed against his shoulder. His fingers combed through my soaking hair. I punched at the shower wall and screamed. My knuckles started to swell and bleed. Zayn pulled me to sit on the shower floor. He turned on the tub and added bubbles. He pulled me into his lap and kissed my forehead. "I won't let anyone hurt you anymore. I'm going to protect you Janelle. I promise." He whispered into my ear.

"I'm not gonna get through this. I'm going to be traumatized for the rest of my life. I don't know what to do..." I whimpered as I blew at the bubbles in my hand. They flew back into the water. "Sometimes... I wish I was a butterfly. They're so.. carefree. They get to do whatever they want within 2 weeks. They get to explore and experience the good."

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