Its You, they add up to.

~(One Direction/Ed Sheeran Fan Fiction) This story is a little bit different, its a fan fiction of Ed Sheeran when he was 17 (the time he wrote "Little Things") and it will go between his P.O.V when he was 17, and then One Directions thoughts through out the time of releasing the song. It's a little different, and maybe a little confusing at first, but I hope you all like it! The more comments I get, the faster I update!

I really actually like this one, so please don't let the rubbish above stop you from reading it...

(Also, it would be lovely if anyone knows how to make youtube video's..I would love some previews of my fanfics, if you know anyone, let me know pllleeassee)

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7. Weight gain & Voice Tones

"I know you've never loved,

the sound of your voice on tape, 

You never want,

To know how much

you weigh"

17 y/o Ed's P.O.V

The second she woke up the next day, she again wanted nothing to do with me. It hurt. 

"Babe, please, let me kiss you." I was begging her at this point, but right now, I would be happy if she was even sitting next to me. She insisted on sitting opposite from me, and on a different chair. "I don't feel in the mood for kissing Ed, I don't feel good." Another one of her excuses. It's always going to be an excuse. I'm sick of it. "I think I'll go use the toilet, and then I'll be off." My eyes searched her's as she stood up from her seat, and walked down the hall to the bathroom. Why did she have to be like this? She has many insecurities  and sometimes it drives me mad, but I need her like I need air to live. 

She's been in there for a while, so I make my way to the hall, and walk slowly down. The door is open slightly, and I see her standing on the scale. The whole hall, reeked of vomit. I hope she's not doing what I think she's doing. I knock on the door, pretending I didn't see anything. She kicks the scale back into its place and pulls the door the rest of the way open, her face is drained of color, and I feel my heart breaking. 

"Are you okay?" She looks to the mirror and moves pulls her hair up into a ponytail. "No, I got a bit sick actually. I think I should go home, so I'll call you, yeah?" I nodded, but blocked her from being able to move past the door. "Babe, I need to get through." I shook my head, and looked her with the most painful look I could muster up. Her eyes searched mine, and fell, but only for a split second. She pushed my arm and started walking towards the door. "All I want is a kiss! Or a hug! God-da, ugh! Did I do something wrong?" We had this same fight yesterday. We were lying on the couch just cuddling and I started playing with the skin outside of her pants. Sure, I'll admit, she had gained some weight within the last couple weeks, but I didn't care. I loved her. She could weigh 500 pounds and still be the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. She hated her body, and lately it was getting worse. Which is one of the reason's I was shocked to see her on the scale. This past month she wouldn't go near one. She looked back towards me, and I could see the tears springing from her eyes. If us fighting hurt her so bad, then why won't she let me comfort her!

"No. You didn't do anything, I just...I just don't feel good, alright? I need to go. I'll call you, I will. I lo- I adore you Ed." and with that, she walked out of my flat. 

*~*

Liam's P.O.V

And we're back. To another empty moment, a wordless conversation, and last but not least, another fight over nothing. This time however, is completely different from the last. We are arguing about the fact, that I didn't argue with her about who loves the other most. I usually always let her win anyways, so for her to get upset about me not saying this time, is pretty absurd.  

"Li! The point is, you obviously don't love me, if you can't even say 'No, I love you more.' How do you think that makes me feel? That I say 'I love you more Liam' and all you say is 'Ok babe' really, Liam, what is going on when I'm not around?" See what I mean? It's been a long day, and I'm tired, and all I want to do is sleep! Why does she have to nag about the littlest thing right now? 

"Dani, I'm tired, its been a long day, can I please just call you tomorrow? We can talk about it then or maybe you'll be over it by then." Whoops.

"Are you serious right now? This isn't some little game Liam, its not just going to disappear. But I'll agree about the talking thing. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Goodnight Liam." I would of said goodnight to her to, but after that, she hung up. What am I doing wrong? I thought 'Payzer' was the perfect relationship? Sure, we had our moments, but every relationship does, and it was never THIS bad. I hope she just forgets it. I love this girl, and I know she knows that. I'd be lying if I said I didn't wonder what it was like to be single. Maybe I ran into this relationship to soon. I was only 16, and it's been 2 years, maybe I need to live a little. 

I decide to call her back now, and tell her I'm sorry. 

But all I get is her voice mail. 

"Hey its Danielle, there's a reason to me not answering your call and all-" and then my voice comes on behind her "-She doesn't like the sound of her voice!-" and then her laugh fills the other line "shut up Li! I'll call you back, just leave a message." I didn't even notice that I was smiling. My head fills with the memory of that day when she made her voice mail message. We had talked about how when you played back your voice on tape or anything it always sounds different from how you think you sound. We laughed and talked for hours that night. I can't let this girl go. 

"Dani, I know you didn't pick up for a reason. I just- I just wanted to tell you I love you, I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, but I do know that if it's something I wont like, I'm going to live through it. I lived with only one kidney, so I think I could do it without a heart to. Goodnight." Ok, so that came out really Emo like, but after the first few words, I didn't choose the words I was saying, my mouth just spit them out.

My destiny, and my life, is in the hands of fate now. Let's see what happens tomorrow.  

 

 

 

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