Once upon a Disaster...

You'd think that life was just a 'once upon a time' to a 'happily ever after' but its not. Reality is never like that as this teen is about to find out. Her name is Jess and her best mate Rosie. There life is going bad and there's not always a prince charming to save you but you can save yourself if you stick together as these two girls learn.

Based on a true story :D


13. Things Go From Bad To Worse

It had been a week since Rosie's brake up with Josh, and since Jess's romantic night in the field with James.

Jess P.O.V

I woke up in my nice warm bed, not really wanting to get out of bed, but I knew Rosie needed me in her time of need. I also knew it was the only way I could see James. My alarm was a constant and irritating tune. Well it wasn't really a tune at all, just a bell being bashed side to side at a constant lightning speed. Let's just settle it as a blimmin racket. I switched my alarm off burying my head in my pillow. My mum's voice sounded from downstairs "you had better be getting up! James just rang saying her will be down to pick you up in about 15 minutes!" I freaked out as I frantically threw my cover to the ground, running round the house like a lunatic. I got ready with two minutes to spear. It's amazing how quick I can get out of bed when it involves good looking boys coming to see me. As a knock sounded at the door I bounded over with excitement. Quickly looking at the mirror in the hall before opening it. James did not look happy. I was worried so asked him what the matter was as we started walking to school.

James P.O.V

I didn't really want to tell Jess it wasn't working out but I had to. I breathed heavily before saying "I'm sorry, if you do rememeber I said this was a trial and I could back out at anytime, well anyway I want out". I didn't say this very politely, but it's anything to get the point across. A tear trickled down Jess's cheek as she said "what d you mean it's not working out, everythings going fine". I sighed again and said "don't make this any harder than it already is. I did tell you it might not be a properly sealed relationship, remember back in the Costa?" I asked enthusiatstically. Jess got mad at me and said with tearful rage "yeah but you also said you had decided to make it more serious and that you had decided to make it a proper relationship, rmemeber the field?! I to can play that game!" I then got mad at her and said "look listen her you! I-do-not-love-you-anymore! Do I have to make it anymore painful than it already is?!" Jess was in tears "I cannot beleive your not even upset about this! I thought you cared! You don't care do you!" Jess yelled at me. I just wanted to get this over with and without meaning the next thing I said I yelled with rage "no I don't care about you! I mean"-Jess cut me off and said "too late, I've heard more than enough! Goodbye James!" Jess then ran off leaving me dumstruck at the side of the road.

Jess P.O.V

I couldn't believe all that had just happened. I had to be dreaming. James had never been mean to me before. I pinched myself to check. The truth was painful, I was not dreaming, James had really broken up with me, and with such aggression, almost as if he had never cared in the first place. "How could I have been so stupid" I cried out as I hugged Rosie who was also crying because I was so sad and it reminded her why we were both so alike. Rosie said as confidently as she could "don't worry Jess, we don't need nobs like them! We will find people way better, guys who will treat us right". I looked at her and said "you really think so". I wiped away my tears as she said "I know so". I said "how?" Rosie sighed thoughtfully and said "there's a perfect someone out there for everyone".

After first and second lesson I had started to forget about him. It only become painfully clear when the bell rang and I was heading towards Tutor. He would be there, and what if I lost it and ended up sobbing in front of everybody. I nearly didn't go but didn't have the gut to do a truancy  I not one of those bad girls, I stick to the rules, even if it hurts. When I got in there I avoided him. He did not look at me once. I talked with a girl in my year about Exams coming up to take my mind off of him. I couldn't help notice that he was whispering to his mate. I overheard some of it. "there's this girl" was one thing I heard James say. The most hurtful part was when I heard him say "I think I like her". It's as if he wanted me to hear him, just to hurt me even more.

After Tutor I kept a close watch on him as I told my best friend Rosie everything. Nothing prepared me for what I was about to see next. My heart ached at the sight, my final ounce of strength holding the tears in, collapsed and down they fell. I saw him walking off on his own with a one of the girls in my class. I never really liked her but I hated her even more now. As I watched them walk off, side by side, so close it made me feel sick I couldn't take it. I felt I was going overboard with emotions flooding onto me so quickly. It was too much to take in as I saw them hold hands and walk round the distant corner out of sight. My heart felt like it had just shattered into a million pieces, beyond all repair. The tears wouldn't stop falling, I ran into the toilets with Rosie running frantically after me. I felt that not even my best friend in the whole wide world could cheer me up at this moment in time. A huge part of me had died inside today. I myself felt hollow, a huge piece of me stolen and crushed. My heart like a heavy burden I no longer wanted. I turned to Rosie and said beyond any longer making sense of what I was actually saying. I said faintly as if using my last ounce of strength "Rosie". She said in a soothing voice "yes Jess". I breathed with a stutter through my tears before saying weakly "Rosie, could you rip my heart out so the pain will go away. I feel like I shall never love again, my heart is just getting in the way. All it causes is a little joy and then great pain, torture, and sadness!" I yelled the last bit, as I balled out in tears, uncontrollably.

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