Once upon a Disaster...

You'd think that life was just a 'once upon a time' to a 'happily ever after' but its not. Reality is never like that as this teen is about to find out. Her name is Jess and her best mate Rosie. There life is going bad and there's not always a prince charming to save you but you can save yourself if you stick together as these two girls learn.

Based on a true story :D


11. Serious Talks

So sorry about the delay. This is Jess writing this. My friend Rosie cannot get on the account right now and so is going to write the next chapter. I will try and make this chapter pretty long to make up for it.. Thanks for waiting. Hope you like it. Don't forget to keep giving us feed back :) Love Jess xxxx

Rosie's P.O.V

As soon as Jess and James left together Josh breathed in and sighed before saying with a stutter "I um, have to tell you something". I looked up at him nervously keeping eye contact and I said "oh right, what do you want to say?" Josh said "you know were suppost to be going out right now". I said with a shudder "uh yeah". I paused before saying with a gulp "we are still going out right?" Josh sighed once again before saying with sorrow "I really don't know if this is working out". I felt shocked at what he just said to me. "Whu-what do you mean?" Josh said with regret "I don't know...It's just we had a good run till I moved schools. But then I got to thinking. We haven't seen each other in a long time. My feelings for you aren't what they used to be. The move has confused me". I felt a tear go down my face as rage flowed through my veins. My blood boiled as my anger erupted into shouting. "Why are you telling me this now? I'm already going through a bad time! Now you've made it worse! When I was dying you said you loved me! I got the strength to pull though! But now, I just want to kill myself! Your love may have worn off, but my love for you is still strong!" Josh tried to apologise. "I'm so sorry Rosie! I don't want to hurt your feelings. I do like you still. Please forgive me. Your a good friend. I just want to be friends" Josh pleaded to me. I said as I started really crying hard "can't you at least think about it? I'm so madly in love with you. You have no idea how hard this is for me, hearing you say that!" Josh looked serious at me and said "ok, for you I will think about it. I will get to know you again and see where that takes us". I looked into his eyes once more with a surprised look at his words. "you mean it?" I said with hope. Josh nodded yes at me. I held my arms up for a hug and he hugged me. We hugged for a while. Then we talked for ages. Answering questions to get information on one another. Things were going well. I was still a little hurt about what he said. His words racing over and over in my mind. At least he's thinking about it. I can't believe I thought about killing myself when he said that. Am I really in love with him that much. I just hope he will change his mind over time. If I can wait that long. My heart feeling broken, there's a hollow place where my heart once was. I think Josh is the only one who can heal it.

Jess's P.O.V

After leaving Rosie's house I remember wishing my friend good luck in my head. When me and James got outside he held my hand. Gently enclosing my hand in his big hands. I looked into his eyes and smiled. He smiled back as we walked away leaving Rosie's house behind us. I had no idea where we were going. At one point I thought he was taking me home until he changed direction and began going up the hill at the bottom of my road. We went up for ages, James never letting go of my hand. It was all rather romantic. We turned right near the top of the hill, going down a quiet neighbourhood. The hospital was only a little way from here. I know this because Rosie went to that hospital. We walked on until he stopped at a house. He said "this is my house. Do you want to come in and meet my parents?" I stepped back and said "no not yet. Soon". James said "ok, let me take you somewhere else". We continued down his neighbourhood. There wasn't a person in sight. It was starting to get dark. There was a slight chill in the air. James noticed that I was shivering. He stopped me and took his coat off. I said "oh no please don't suffer for my sake". James said "it's fine. I too hot anyway". I'm sure he's just saying that to make me feel better. He put his thick black coat on me and we continued walking. We came to a dead end with a grassy area. There was two pathways. Very narrow little paths that went into pitch black as there was no street lights. I was a little scared to go down there as we took the right path. It was getting really dark now. I felt safe with James still holding my hand and the coat keeping me warm. We came to a gateway that we both opened. We ended up in a big field. I shuddered a I followed him. Squeezing his hand tightly. He comforted me by squeezing my hand back. I felt brave with him by my side. We walked together across the field. An old run down cottage with no doors, windows or roof came into sight. We walked up to the cottage as I looked at it in amazement. We walked along a tiny path beside the cottage, ending up in another slightly smaller field. We walked in slightly and he sat down on the grass. He lowered me down as I sat beside him. It was really dark now. No street lights were in sight. We led on our backs and looked up to the stars. It was a magical sight.

We both rolled onto our sides so we could look at one another. James said "I need to have a quick serious talk with you". I got a little worried but said nervously "oh ok, sure thing". He said "I really am glad I changed my mind and decided to secretly go out with you". I said "you are?" James nodded and said "this is working out great". I smiled and said "you have no idea how happy I am to hear you say that". I hugged him as he hugged me back. He said "there's just one thing". I gulped and said "oh really. And what's that?" He said in a stern voice "I think we should continue keeping it a secret for a while longer". I said "sure, I totally agree. I don't want people knowing yet anyway. We can keep it a secret as long as you feel is necessary". James smiled at me as we both kissed. He looked at me with a cheeky grin saying "I love you". My heart skipped a beat as I said "I love you too". I leapt onto him and we hugged. We had a good laugh, he is really funny. We rolled around in the grass having a tickle fight. I have never been happier in my entire life.

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