Little White Lies

After a terrible accident encountered with Crystal's parents causing death over the Summer holidays, Crystal has never been the same, but she tries to ignore it and get on with her life. She's the most popular girl in school, she has a boyfriend Mitch, and her life is going great when he doesn't think about her parents. What happens when she meets someone who totally turns her world upside down? read to find out!

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19. Feelings.

 

It was the day of the concert in Canada, and me, Brit, and Maddy were as nervous as anything, and were practicing like crazy. 
"Okay, let's go again," Brit said, before we started singing and she started to strum her guitar playing our song. We were singing and the girls could obviously hear the nervousness in my voice. 
"You're going to be fine, okay?" They both reassured me, and I nodded. "How are you guys going?" Zayn said, walking into the room. 
"We're so nervous," Maddy admitted, playing with her hands. "You guys are great together, just be yourselves, they'll love you." He said to us, and pulled us in for a hug. Zayn was still acting weird, and  I wanted to know why. 


Zayn's P.O.V. 
All the boys suspect that somethings wrong, even Crystal. Which is bad. 
Because I'm not really feeling it with Perrie anymore, and I'm falling back into Crystal, but I know that she and Harry are happy. But he cheated on her!? I still can't let that go, not just like that. Maybe there was a way I could tell her, but without really telling her. 
"Mate?" I heard Niall say, knocking on my door and interrupting my thoughts. 
"We're leaving now, the stylists are waiting for us there," Niall told me. I nodded and we left the bus and made our way to the concert. 
We were all getting our hair and makeup done while the rest of the girls were getting theres in a different room from us. Once we were all done we made our way back stage, and we could already hear the screams from the fans in the crowd. The rest of the girls made their way back stage, they all looked beautiful, but Crystal looked amazing, and I couldn't keep my eyes of her, and Harry seemed to notice. 
He went up to her and kissed her passionately on the lips, and I felt a pang of jealousy run though me. 
"3, 2, 1!" I heard over the speakers, and me and the boys ran out on the stage, and opened with 'Kiss you' And the crowd was going crazy. After the song, it was time to invite the girls on stage. 
"Okay, now you all know well that Faith is here tonight, and they're actually backstage," Louis said smiling, and the crowd was going wild. 
"But, they can't come out because they think the crowd isn't loud enough!" Harry said. The crowd was so loud, and were chanting 'Faith' over and over again. (I'm actually so proud of myself for that 1D reference!) 
Soon enough they ran out on stage, "How are you guys all doing tonight?" Brit asked. The crowd replied with ear piercing screams. "Okay, so we're going to play a few songs for you, and then we'll hand you over to your boys, yeah?" Crystal asked. As we all ran off stage to let them perform. 
They started with their song that Crystal, Brit, and Maddy all wrote together, which was called 'Suspense'. 
And soon they performed all the songs they recorded, and they were absolutely amazing. Crystal was so beautiful out on stage, I-I mean, all of the girls... were.. as well. 

Harry's P.O.V. 
Once they were done, the crowd started chanting something to Crystal in the audience, and I couldn't understand what, until a moment later, "Kiss Harry! Kiss Harry!" They continued, I came out on stage and she wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me, and I could hear all the 'Awws' and 'Oohh's' and the occasional sob from fans in the crowd. I realised that Zayn didn't look to happy, and I could tell something was wrong with him. But why would he care what me and Crystal do? I get that they're best friends and he wants to look out for her, but he's with Perrie, he should worry about her and not my girl friend. 
Soon it was our turn on stage, and I could tell the crowd didn't want them to leave as they walked off, Crystal gave me a peck on the cheek, "Good luck." she whispered just as we ran out onto the stage. 
We performed "Over again". 
"Can we take the same road, two days in the same clothes, and I know just what she'll say if I make all this pain go, can we stop this for a minute? You know I can tell that your heart isn't in it, or with it." 

Zayn's P.O.V. 
We finished 'Over Again' And then it was time for 'Heart Attack'. Oh great. 
"I never thought it'd hurt so bad, getting over you, and ow! you're giving me a heart attack, looking like you do." I kept on giving Crystal glances as I sang it, because it was almost like that song was made for me to sing to her. 

Crystal's P.O.V. 
When Heart Attack came on I couldn't help but notice the constant glances Zayn was throwing at me as he sang it, and it seemed like he really meant what he was singing. 
Was he singing to me? or was I being paranoid? He doesn't love me, he loves Perrie.. right? 
When the show was over we made our way back to the tour bus, and the first thing Brit did when she got home was walk to the kitchen with Niall, typical. I went into me and Harry's bedroom and dropped myself onto the bed exhausted. 
"Long night?" Harry asked, lying on the bed next to me, and giggling. 
"Yep, but it was so worth it," I said propping myself up on my elbow. "I wasn't even very nervous, the practising all day definitely payed off." I told him. 
"You guys did great tonight," He said, and kissed me on the head. And then we fell asleep. 

I woke up and checked the alarm clock, 2:00am. Great. 
I slowly let myself out of Harry's grip without waking him, and walked to the kitchen to get a drink, and I noticed that Zayn's light was still on. 
And I made my way into his room, "Zayn?" I asked as I opened his door, and he was playing on his guitar humming 'Last first kiss'. 
"What are you doing still up?" I asked him. 
"I could ask you the same question." He said, smirking at me, and putting his guitar down. 
"I woke up," I told him. 
"You did great tonight," He said, "Well, last night." He corrected. 
"So did you," I said, noticing how close to me he was. He started to stroke my cheek with his thumb, and he was staring into my eyes, his eyes were so beautiful, and... brown. "Zayn we can't..." I trailed off, managing to choke on my words. He pressed his lips against mine, and I kissed him back. What was I doing!? I was with Harry! 
I managed to reluctantly pull away, and I hated myself for wanting to kiss him. 
"I'm sorry," He said, as his hand was still under my chin and holding my head up to look at him. I moved away, and walked back to my room, taking everything I had not to turn around again. 

I woke up to light streaming in through the curtains, and the smell of pancakes coming from the kitchen, I checked the time, 6:30am. The memories of me and Zayn kissing came flooding back all at once and I felt sick.
I walked out of my room still in my pyjamas, and saw Harry in the kitchen cooking pancakes, he turned around and smiled at me, leaving butterflies in my stomach. 
"Good morning beautiful," He said, as he kissed me on the lips. 
"Morning," I said, trying to smile.
"Where is everyone?" I asked him. 
"Sleeping still, so it's just us right now," He said cheekily, and pulling me into another kiss. 
I broke away from the kiss reluctantly, "I'm going to go have a shower," I told him, and then walked into the bathroom. 
I hopped in the shower and let the warm water run over my body, thinking. What's wrong with me? I love both boys, how could I even manage to let this happen? I've ruined everything now. Stupid feelings. 

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