Never Regret something that Once made you Smile (sequel to From a Nightmare to a Dream)

This is the sequel to From a Nightmare to a Dream. I highly suggest you read that first so you understand why and what is happening.
The last book left off with Lisamarie and Brendon still together. Niall and Demi broke up, Lisamarie lives with Brendon now, and there are going to be some big changes and decisions Lisamarie will have to make. Could a package she receives one day change it all?
Where does Niall and the boys play into this? You'll have to read and find out.


3. You don't know what you mean to me, you don't have a Clue, you can't tell by Looking at me, what I Feel for You

     As I was sitting in my car I started to drift off to sleep. Crying usually made me tired, and when I eventually calm down I usually get tired. That's when the dream started, again.

     I looked down and I was still in the beautiful, white, strapless gown. There were family and friends seated. My dad was by my side, and my mom was sitting in the front row. As I looked further down Melanie, Elanor, and Perrie were wearing similar dresses. Then further right stood Liam, Harry, Zayn, and Louis wearing similar tuxes. Next to Liam was Niall. He looked so handsome, so happy, a little nervous also. The music played cuing me to go, and once again I just began to walk to the end of aisle. Just before I reached the end, right before my dad was passing me to Niall I was woken up again. This time by really annoying tapping. I yawned and turned over. Niall was tapping on my window. I motioned for him to go to the other side of the car and I unlocked it so he could get in.

"Hey Niall." I said in a tired voice. He smiled.

"What were you dreaming about, you kept smiling." Niall said with a little laugh.

"Oh, the wedding."

Niall's smile faded, "Oh."

I was confused because I was still tired, "Oh, I'm sorry. Not my wedding though. Our wedding! I keep having that dream, and every time right before my dad hands me to you I get woken up."

"That's weird, that and that you're dreaming about marrying me."

"Can't help it. It's like I have no control over this dream, it's so weird."

"Yeah, I've had dreams like that?"

"Really? Tell me!" I said sitting up better.

"Nah, you don't want to hear it. They're silly."

"Niall tell me, please." I begged.

"Okay, well I've dreamed about getting married to you also, I've also dreamed out having kids, and stuff."

"Oh really? While we dated?" I asked curios.

"Well yeah, but also after."

"How recently?"

"Actually, I had the wedding one last night."

"Oh my god Niall! That's so weird, me too!"

"That is weird. Weird we both dreamed of marrying each other, while you're engaged to someone else." Niall said then looked out the window.

"Yeah. Hey Niall?" I said quietly.

"Mhm?" He said while still looking out the window.

"I miss you, a lot. Everyday." Niall looked at me with sad eyes.

"I miss you too."

"You were my best friend, this sucks."

"Can I just hold you?" I just nodded my head.

     Niall moved over, even though it was a passenger seat he made room and I climbed over. My butt was kind of on the seat while my legs were intertwined with his. I placed my hands on his chest and my head in the crook of his neck. He wrapped his arms around me tightly and kissed the top of my head, then rested his chin there. He started to hum Lego House by Ed Sheeran. This was so wrong and but it felt so right. Not only was I with someone else, but I was fucking engaged and I was enjoying being held by my ex boyfriend.

"Does he really hurt you Lisamarie?" Niall whispered.

"No." I lied.

"Then why do you have bruises and why does Harry say he does?"

"Because Harry doesn't like that I moved out and spend all my time with Brendon." Second lie.


"You know how clumsy I am." Lie three.

"I can't believe you."

"Why? You're my friend, you're supposed to believe me."

"That night, about a year ago I watched him pushed you, I watched him punch you under the table."

"You don't know what you're talking about." I said moving away from him and back into the driver's seat.

"Why are you in denial? Just leave him, you can move back in with one of us. It can be that easy. Please, I'm begging you. I hate this."

"Niall, I'm going to marry Brendon."

"Lisamarie, I need to tell you something."


"I-" my phone started ringing.

"It's Brendon, I have to answer." I answered the call. "Hey baby." I said as happy as I could.

"What are you doing?"

"In my car, leaving the boys."

"How was the visit? What did they say?"

"It was really good, I miss them so much. But they're really happy for us."

"If they're your real friends they should be." Niall heard this and his face turned angry.

"They are. How's work?" I asked quickly changing the subject.

"Boring, but I'm doing as much work as possible so I can have an extra day for the weekend and I was thinking we could take a small holiday, maybe to New York."

"Are you serious?! Are we visiting my family babe?"

"Yes! I already talked to your mom and she is wicked excited love."

"You're the best, I love you I love you I love you!"

"I love you too, but I need to get back to work. I'll see you around 10 maybe?"

"Okay, I'm going to go shopping then. See you tonight!" I hung up super happy, I looked over to tell Niall, but he wasn't there. I saw him walking towards his flat. I got out of the car. "NIALL!" I ran over to him, "Niall, where are you going?"

"Getting away from you. I can't handle this."

"What are you talking about?"

"He beats you, then buys you things so it makes it better. He controls your life but tells you he loves you so it makes it better. That is so fucked up. I can't believe this happened to you."

"Niall, it's not like that."

"And it's even more fucked up that you don't see it. Text me sometime if Brendon lets you."

"I just don't even know what to say."

"You don't have to say anything, just get out of here."

"Come on, Niall."

"NOW!" He yelled at me.

     I just hung my head and walked back to my car. It was official, I lost everyone that once were the closest people to me and my heart. Harry and Niall hated my guts. Liam was upset with me too, probably hated me, Louis and Zayn tried to find good out of the situation but they also didn't approve. And Melanie, my absolute best friend wasn't even happy for me. Everyone thought I was making a mistake. Was I? I didn't think so. I drove off with tears in my eyes and went to the nearest store. Shopping always made me feel better. I bought some dresses, new shoes, and lingerie that I knew Brendon would appreciate. It had only been a couple hours but I just kept thinking about how I think I've lost everyone. That night I cried myself to sleep.

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