Never Regret something that Once made you Smile (sequel to From a Nightmare to a Dream)

This is the sequel to From a Nightmare to a Dream. I highly suggest you read that first so you understand why and what is happening.
The last book left off with Lisamarie and Brendon still together. Niall and Demi broke up, Lisamarie lives with Brendon now, and there are going to be some big changes and decisions Lisamarie will have to make. Could a package she receives one day change it all?
Where does Niall and the boys play into this? You'll have to read and find out.


2. When we First met, I had no Idea how Important you would be to Me

     It felt like everything just slowed down, time stopped when those words came out of Brendon's mouth. "Will you marry me?" Like what? Honestly, I've never really imagined this moment. I know just about every little girl dreams about her future husband, the proposal, the wedding, the honeymoon, their life together, the family they'll create, and growing old together. But, I never have. I mean I've always pictured what my wedding would be like. But I never pictured the man waiting for me at the end of the aisle. Do I want to marry Brendon? I mean we have made it this far and I don't see us not together really. Maybe he's "the one", my family loves him, my friends hate him. But I love him, I'm sure of it.


"What?" it seemed like Brendon was shocked. But he still had a huge smile on his face.

"Yes, I'll marry you Brendon!" I shouted with laughter.

     He slipped the ring on my finger and picked me up and spun me around. When he put me down he kissed me passionately, one of the kisses when I was leaning back holding onto him and my foot was popped up. When he finally pulled away we couldn't stop smiling at each other.

"This is the best day ever. I love you so much, so so so much!" Brendon exclaimed.

"I love you too! I can't believe this is happening." I couldn't stop staring at my ring.

"Me either." Brendon mumbled into my neck. He couldn't stop kissing me all over.

"Brendon." I laughed. "Let's go home." I said with a wink pulling on his hand.

"Yes!" Brendon picked me up and carried me off the boat.

     He put me into the town car and shut the door behind him. He couldn't keep his hands off me, they were roaming all over my body as we were kissing. He started to slide his hand up my inner thigh, but I placed my hand on top of his stopping him.

"Not now." I said in between kisses. He just groaned.

     We continued kissing until we felt the car stop and our door opened. Brendon got out first then helped me out. We thanked the driver and then he picked me up again carrying me into out home. He kicked off his shoes without breaking the kiss, and also took off mine. We went to our bedroom and he lied me down on our bed. As he kept kissing my neck I unbuttoned his shirt with my trembling hands, then I undid his belt and unbuttoned his pants. Brendon broke the kiss for a second as he took his pants off. I was still fully dressed, this needed to change. Before Brendon went back on top of me he noticed this also, he pulled me up and stood behind me. He kissed my shoulder down to my hand as he unzipped my dress and slid it off. Next, he unhooked my bra then threw me back on the bed and kissed me with hungry lips. Our tongues played with each other as our hands explored each others bodies. Brendon slipped my thong off and soon enough slipped a finger inside of me then a second one shortly after. I moaned into his ear and I felt him smile on my lips. I was biting his bottom lip while my fingers were in his hair, but they soon moved down to his boxers and I ripped them off. As I grabbed onto him Brendon gasped then took my hands off. He made us roll over so now I was on top. I saw him reach over in the nightstand and grab a condom and he put it on. He grabbed my hips so I was lifted for a few short seconds and I screamed with pleasure as he went inside of me. I looked down and Brendon was smirking, and his eyes were dark with lust . As our hips moved in sync, he grabbed my boobs. But he was starting to hurt me so I tried to pull his hands off, but he was too strong. Soon I dug my nails into his chest and we rolled over again so I was underneath him. He just kept going faster and faster, I was out of breath from moaning and screaming and I was clinging onto him. Eventually Brendon let out a huge groan and I knew this meant he was finished. He rolled off of me and pulled me close to him. I rested my head on his chest, he stroked my back delicately with his finger tips. He kissed the top of my head.

"I love you so much, and now we're going to be together forever."

"I love you too baby." I said as I cozied up to him more.

     We just talked about all the different ways our wedding could go, and then some meaningless things like maybe re doing our home, what we were having for dinner tomorrow, just random things like that. Finally we drifted off to sleep into each others arms. I began dreaming soon. As soon as it started, I knew exactly what dream this was going to be. My wedding, with Niall. I wanted to change it, put Brendon at the end of the aisle, be able to talk, but I had no control over anything. I began walking towards him, he had that huge goofy grin on his face and I couldn't help but smile. Right before my dad was about to pass me off to Niall, I woke up. I opened one eye to look around. Brendon was getting out of bed, he was getting dressed for work. I loved his work clothes because he looked so nice and handsome. I sat up and smiled.

"Well hello handsome." I said and tilted my head biting my lip.

"Good morning beautiful. Are you going to spread the news today?"

"Yeah, about that, I was wondering if I could see the boys to tell them. It's not something I would really like to do over the phone when I could see them in person, I feel bad enough I have to tell my family and Melanie over the phone."

"You want to go see the boys?" Brendon questioned.

"Yes please."

"Sure. Why not. But I'm running late. And I'll be late tonight, don't wait up. I love you so so so much!" He gave me a quick peck on the lips and left.

     I was so happy, I jumped out of bed and grabbed my phone. I mass texted the boys saying 'I'm coming over today, see you in about two hours! :) xxx!' I was so happy. Harry texted back 'Can't wait!' Louis said 'Finally, miss you :)' Zayn said 'Looking forward to it xx' Liam said 'Excited, miss my babe! :) :) :) xxx' and Niall said 'Awesome :)' I jumped in the shower and took one of my super ones because I had to look my best, I haven't seen them in a while besides Harry and Liam for like ten minutes the other day when we had a small fight. But I didn't care about that now. When I got out I decided to call my mom while my hair dried.

"Hey Leese."

"Hi mom! I have some news."

"Oh no what's wrong?"

"Nothing! It's good! I'M ENGAGED!"

"Ahhh!!! I'm so happy for you, this is so exciting! Can I throw you a party? When can we go dress shopping? When is the wedding? Where is the wedding?"

"Whoa calm down, this just happened last night. I have no answers to anything mom."

"Alright, alright sorry. But I'm at work, we'll talk later, I love you so much, congratulations!"

"Bye, mom, love you too!"

     Awe she was so happy, next I decided to call my dad. The conversation basically went the same except for all the questions, he was also at work. I honestly still never got used to the time difference thing. Next was Melanie.

"Hey Lisa!"

"Hi Mel, what are you up to?"

"Nothing at all, how are you?"

"Really good, I actually have some news."

"What is it?"

"Well, I'm engaged! Brendon proposed last night!"

"Whoa, for real?"

"Yes for real! Why aren't you screaming with me? Aren't you happy for me?"

"Lisamarie, I can't be. It's time for me to be honest. I hate Brendon, he's a jerk and pushes you around and controls your life. You shouldn't marry him."

     I didn't even reply, I just hung up. I can't believe she just said that to me. I looked at my phone and she was calling me, I ignored it and started to get ready. I put on a blue and black stripped shirt and black sweater. I also put on black stockings and black boots that went over my knees. I blow dried my hair and brushed it out and put it into a high pony tail. I did my make up and right before I left I texted Harry telling him I was on my way. After driving for about twenty minutes I was finally at the complex. It felt weird being here, just visiting. I got out of my car and walked up the steps to Harry's flat. I knocked on the door. I still had all the keys but I didn't feel right using them.

"Leese!" Harry exclaimed opening up the door!

"Harry!" I jumped into his arms.

"The rest of the boys are inside."

I practically ran inside, "BOYS!"





"How are all of you?" I asked hugging them all. Niall's lasted a bit longer I noticed.

"We're good." Niall replied.

"So Brendon let you out of your cage today?" Harry asked.

"Harry, just shut the fuck up." I said. "I actually have really good news guys."

"Well what is it?" Liam asked me pulling me to sit down on the couch next to him.

I pulled the ring out of my pocket and put it on. "I'm engaged!"

"You're what?" Niall asked.

"No." Harry whispered.

"Brendon proposed to me last night! It was so romantic."

"You're really going to marry him?" Niall asked.

"Yes!" I said with a huge smile on his face. But then Niall just walked out. "Where is he going?"

"Not sure." Liam said.

"Liam aren't you happy for me?" I asked with tears in my eyes.

"I'm happy if you're happy love, you know that."

"Melanie isn't happy for me either." I said starting to cry.

"Leese, we're happy for you!" Louis said.

"Yeah, that's great. Planning a wedding will be fun." Zayn said.

"This is such a mistake, Lisamarie. I'm not going to lie to you." Harry said.

"Harry!" Liam hissed.

"What! I don't know how many times I have to say this. Brendon treats her like shit! He hits her, controls her, he is just mean. She doesn't deserve this. Marriage is just another way he'll be able to have control. And I can not support this." Harry said getting really angry.

"He loves me and I love him. We're in love, and that's all we need." I said defending my relationship.

"That's all you need? Then you can leave. Our friendship is over, don't invite me to your wedding, don't even talk to me again. Have a great life, I just hope you get out before he kills you." Harry said going into his bedroom. I just had tears coming down my face.

"I guess I'll be leaving." I said getting up.

"Just give him time, he'll text you later." Louis said hugging me.

"We are happy for you." Zayn said hugging me after Louis.

"I'll walk you out." Liam said putting an arm around my waist. I just nodded my head.

     Once we got outside I just broke down and hugged Liam tight. And he wrapped his arms around me. He just kept kissing the top of my head and whispering to me to let it all out. When we pulled away I noticed that I left wet spots and make up on Liam's grey tee shirt.

"Sorry." I whispered.

"Don't be sorry."

"Why is no one happy for me Liam? Brendon is the best thing that has ever happened to me. It's not like you guys listen to me fight with anyone. I'm on my own, and we're all friends now, and he treats me...he treats me..."

"How does he treat you?"

"We fight obviously. Every couple fights. He can get mean sometimes, and I know he doesn't mean to hurt me, it's not his fault."

"Then whose fault is it?"

"Mine! I push him to that point."

"He shouldn't be hurting you like that."

"Well he does. I just need to not fight with him."

"Are you listening to yourself? You're going to marry a man who does this to you!" Liam said moving my sleeve up reveling a bruise.

"Liam stop." I whispered. "You're scaring me." I said trying to back away from him.

He looked so angry and he never ever yelled at me before, and he was holding my arm still. "I'm sorry. I just wish I could keep you safe."

"I am safe."

"No, you're not. But you know how we feel, and there's nothing we can do to stop you. I better get back inside, and maybe check on Niall. I don't know, I'll see you around maybe."


"Goodbye." Liam said walking back into Harry's.

     I walked back down to my car and just sat there. I didn't even put the keys into the ignition. I just kept thinking how only my parents were happy for me. My best friends seemed to hate me now. All I had was Brendon now. My husband to be.

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