Never Regret something that Once made you Smile (sequel to From a Nightmare to a Dream)

This is the sequel to From a Nightmare to a Dream. I highly suggest you read that first so you understand why and what is happening.
The last book left off with Lisamarie and Brendon still together. Niall and Demi broke up, Lisamarie lives with Brendon now, and there are going to be some big changes and decisions Lisamarie will have to make. Could a package she receives one day change it all?
Where does Niall and the boys play into this? You'll have to read and find out.


4. Time

     The next morning I was awaken by Brendon getting ready for work, like every morning. Usually I would just try to ignore it and go back to sleep when he leaves. But I think there was something that I really needed to do, and it was going to bother me until I said something. So I sat up in bed and braced myself.

"Hey baby?" I said quietly.

"Did I wake you up again? I'm sorry love, I'll be on my way soon and you can go back to sleep."

"No, it's not that. I need to tell you something."

"What did you do?" Brendon asked angrily, stopping in his tracks.

"I haven't done anything!" I said defensively.

"Then what could you possibly have to tell me?"

"Ok, I'm just going to say it. I love you, I'm in love with you, I can't wait to marry you, but I think we should take a little break to make sure this is what we both want."

"Are you fucking stupid?" Brendon asked getting closer to me.

"That's not nice. I'm just trying to be honest Bren."

"How can I be nice to you? Especially when you say things like that? Huh?" He said getting even closer now.

"Bren. Please." I said in the quietest voice. And then it happened. He slapped me across the face. "Brendon, why?"

"You know I had to. Stop saying stupid shit and it won't happen."

"I was just being honest! If I make you so mad then why do you want to marry me when all I do is love you?" I said getting up.

"You better sit down Lisamarie."

"No, I need to know why you want to marry me when you just seem to hate me Brendon! I love you!" I said crying.

Then Brendon punched me in the shoulder and it make me fall down next to the bed. "Get up." Brendon said between his teeth, and kicked my side. "Get in the bed and go back to sleep. You already are making me run late for work you stupid bitch."

"I'm sorry." I whispered. And I watched Brendon walk out. I waited ten minutes and then I made a call.

"Hello? What do you want?"

"Harry, I need you." I said with a weak voice.

"Why are you talking like that? Where are you?"

"I'm at home, but I really need you to come over. I got hurt."

"I swear to god, if he, you know what I'll be right there." Then Harry hung up.

     I tried to get myself up but I couldn't, my side hurt really bad. I just kept trying to think of a lie to tell Harry. But I could feel how hot my face was, there was a bruise forming on my shoulder and my side, and I couldn't even get up right now. I had no idea what I was going to say to him. About twenty minutes later there was a knock on the door but I couldn't even get up to answer it, I texted Harry to come in and that I was in the bedroom. Soon enough I heard the front door open and close and footsteps come closer and closer.


"I'm over here." I said quietly.

Harry rushed over and bent down to my side, "Brendon." He said through his teeth.

"It wasn't his fault, Harry. It was my fault. I made him mad." I said with tears starting to pour down my face. I expected him to start yelling at me, instead his arms wrapped around me and he kissed my forehead.

"I'm getting you out of here." Harry said getting up.

"I can't leave, I have to marry him."

"Are you serious? Look at you, you're going to marry him?"

"I have to." I said looking away from Harry. I started to cry even more.

"What happened?" Harry asked kneeling down next to me again.

"Well I woke up while he was getting ready for work and I asked him why he wants to marry me and that I think we should take a break to make sure this is really what we want and I told him that he can be mean and I feel like he hates me. He said he couldn't be nice to me, and that I was stupid and then he...he..." I couldn't finish because I started crying more.

Harry pulled me into his chest, "He hit you didn't he?"

And for the first time I admitted it, "Yes!" I cried and screamed. "I love him so much, all I do is give and give my love to him and try to do what he wants and he just hates me."

"We need to call police. We need to get you away from here."

"Don't you understand, it will only get worse. I can't call the police. We just need a break."

"Leese, come stay with me. You should spend a week with us. Please?" I nodded my head. "Come on." Harry lifted me up and put me on the bed.

     He grabbed a bag and went through mine and Brendon's draws and got some clothes for the next week. As he carried my bag I wrapped myself into my blanket and I walked out behind him. Before we left I look my ring off and left it on the side table next to our front door. I shut the lights, locked the door, and walked out. When we got into Harry's car and we were buckled in and settled I grabbed onto his hand and wouldn't let go. Every so often he would squeeze and look at me, I just felt so safe for the first time in a very long time. We got back to the complex and my eyes darted to Niall's door.

"He's home if you want to see him." Harry said following my gaze.

I shook my head, "He hates me, everyone does." I said with no emotion, and still holding onto Harry's hand.

"We don't hate you, we're just very taken back by everything. We were so used to you and Niall being so happy, or fighting, and then used to you single. Then you found Brendon, great, and you were happy again. But finds out he doesn't treat you the way you should be, and you're engaged to him. We are just not happy for you because we feel that you deserve better."

"Why am I so in love with him then?"

"I don't know, I really don't. Maybe because he picked you up when you were down and he gives you everything and you have security and a comfortable life now."

"Well it's true, everything with Niall and then he comes along and I don't know. What do I do now?"

"Let's not talk about this now. Lets get you settled in and I'm sure you're tired."

     We went inside and I went into the bed in my old room. Harry tucked me in, kissed me on my forehead, and told me he would check up on me a little later. As I drifted off to sleep, I began to dream of something I hoped I wouldn't see. I was in Harry's kitchen making some tea when the front door burst open. It was Brendon. I dropped my cup and started to run towards my room but he caught me before I could get away. I started screaming for help but no one was coming. Brendon pushed me down on the floor. Then he held out my ring that I left at our house. He shoved it on my finger and then dragged me by the arm towards the front door. I was just crying. When we got out side he stood me up and slapped my face then kissed me. Our fingers intertwined and I looked around, all the boys were standing there but they wouldn't move. No one was talking, I was just crying. I got into Brendon's car and we just drove off. I just couldn't stop crying, and I felt my body being shaken.


I woke up, "Huh?" I said.

"What's wrong, why are you crying in your sleep?" Harry asked.

I sat up and hugged him tightly. "Brendon kidnapped me, and brought me back home and there was nothing I could do about it."

"You never have to go back there again, ok?"

"Harry, I do though. I'm going to marry him."

"We are not having this conversation. I can't right now. But the boys are coming over soon if you want to hang out?"

I felt a smile grow in my face, "YES!" I said getting out of bed. "I'm going to shower and get dressed."

"Hahah alright, we'll probably be in the living room whenever you wanna come out."

     I smiled and went to the bathroom. I studied myself. My hair was a rat's nest, there was bags under my eyes, a dark red mark on the left side of my face from where I was hit, my whole face was tear streaked. I looked at my right shoulder where the was a blue and purple mark starting to become more clear where I was punched. I lifted up my shirt and looked right above my hip where I was kicked, that also started to become more bruised and it hurt like hell. I looked away from the mirror and started the shower, I just couldn't even bare to look at myself.

     When I got out of the shower I checked my bag to see what I could wear, I pulled out a pair of yoga pants and a black v-neck tee. I braided my wet hair and just out some lotion on my face so it wasn't dry. I put on some slippers and slowly walked out of my room. All of a sudden I got very nervous. I didn't want the boys to see me like this, I knew it would tear Niall and Liam apart the hardest aside from Harry. And I could already see the sympathy in Louis' and Zayn's faces. I braced myself and walked into the living room. They were all talking and didn't notice I was there at first. I cleared my throat and they all looked up. I heard quiet gasps.

"Babe." Liam whispered. He got up and hugged me tight. It took all my might not to start crying again. "What happened?" He whispered into my ear so only I could hear. I shook my head and he stepped away.

"Leese!" Louis exclaimed and hugged me next. "We love you so much." Zayn agreed and joined in on the hug.

"So you're staying for a week?" Zayn asked.

"Yeah, I just needed a little break and I miss you guys so much everyday like crazy." I said only looking at Niall, who wouldn't talk to me.

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