Love Behind the Scenes

When a Justin is sent to a school to perform all he thought was a crowd of screaming girls. But when he meets one girl he knows she is different. But how different is she really? Zadeyn seems like your normal everyday girl but something about her makes her different, makes her stronger but also makes her weaker. Will Justin find out her big secret? Will she even tell anyone?

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9. Please Don't Do This

Zayden's P.O.V

I don't know what I was more angry about, the fact that my boyfriend forgot to mention that he was leaving int two days? Or the fact that he completely brushed off the fact that I was upset and didn't seem to care about how sad I looked. I couldn't look at him and maybe i didn't notice that he was looking at me concerned, and he was worried, but right now i just couldn't take it. I thought it was going to be fine, i thought that we would actually be okay. Well i guess that wasn't going to happen. I don't think he realises how much I've risked for him. My friends, my family then add whole world would like to kill me. I knew it was going to be tough, I'm not saying i thought it was going to be easy, I'm just saying i thought I would be able to adjust first and I thought he would realise he had to tell me about this type of stuff.

"Thanks for dinner, it was lovely." Justin said to my mum.

"Your welcome Justin. When ever your free, your welcome to come over." She replied with a smile.

"Thank you Stephine" Justin replied.

"I'm just gonna say goodbye outside." I said looking at the ground before walking out with just hot on my heels.

"Zayden I'm sorry okay." Justin said spinning me around so I was centimeters away from him.

"I don't get it." I said pulling away so I was far enough away but close enough to look into his eyes and made sure he felt the pain that was swallowing every inch of me.

"I didn't want to hurt you." He said weakly.

"Oh you didn't want to hurt me? I'm sorry but I'm pretty sure you have by not telling me." I said angrily.

"Zayden please." he begged.

"No Justin don't try and sweet talk me out of being angry. You didn't even look like you cared at how much I was upset and hurt during dinner did you?" I spat.

"I did." he pleaded.

"Sure did a good job of looking like you didn't notice." I angrily said back.

"I couldn't tell you okay! You happy?!" He half yelled.

"Why Justin? It's not that hard? I mean you leave all the time right." I spat getting more frustrated the longer the conversation was going.

"I know i do it all the time, which is why I'm confused. I just couldn't do it with you. I don't know if it was telling you or if it was becasue if i said it to you then it would actually happened. I guess I thought if i just put it off it wouldn't happen." He said shyly looking at the ground.

"Justin you and I both knew this wasn't going to be a fairytale. You knew you were going to leave. You knew that this would happen. So why do this?" I said matter of factly.

"Because everytime i tried to tell you the words got caught and I couldn't, I still don't want to think about it." He said still not looking up.

"Justin you can't stand here and say that and think it's going to make up for it. I'm not one of those girls that will just forigve easily." I explained. Before i could do anything Justin had stepped forward and grabbed my hands, looking into my eyes.

"Zayden I swear this isn't me trying to get out of it. Please don't think that. I honestly can't think of leaving you. I thought of bringing you with me but I knew you wouldn't do that. I thought of bringing your whole family but I couldn't do that to your mum because I'm sure your sister would be fine with it. Everything I thought of wouldn't work and I'm still trying to think of someway but I just can't. Zayden I'm so sorry i kept this from you but I just can't bare talk about leaving you." A tear was now slowly rolling down his cheek as he finished.
"Justin I don't know what to do either." I replied. "It's not going to be easy to stay here. I lost my friend and now your leaving." I reminded both him and myself.
"Zayden I'm so sorry." He said shaking his head.

"It's.."

"Dont say it's okay!" He yelled before i could finish. "It is anything but okay." He said searching my eyes.

"I just don't know what do to Justin." i said a little muffled trying to stop the tears from escaping, failing however.

"How about we make the most of the time we have before I go and figure out the rest later?" He said as he drew his finger along the tear that was falling down the side of my face.

"That sounds like the best option." I replied sniffling.

"I am so sorry." Justin whispered before pressing his lips to mine.

"I am so sorry for everything." He finished after the kiss. "But i promise I will sort it out." He said cracking a small smile to break the terrible mood.

"I know we will, both of us." I promsied before wrapping my arms around him and pulling him into a tight embrace.

"I'll pick you up tomorrow." Justin said pulling away from the hug.

"For what?" I asked curiously.

"Something that can hopefully make up for how much of a selfish jerk I've been and no arguements." Justin said with a small smile.

"Fine." I grumbled.

"I'll see you then." He said kissing me on the check before walking down the path.

 

I went back inside and got ready for bed. The minutes ticked on as I lay, fully awake, not the slightest sign of sleep. My mind filled with thoughts of Justin and the conversation we had aswell as one that may be inevitably coming soon. As much as i tried to push the postive and happy thoughts to over take my mind, i was somehow suffocated by the horrible images of what could be. Maybe this was going to be harder then I thought? I mean what was I thinking letting myself fall for Justin Bieber

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