I Want The Curls

Jissel is a not that famous dancer and an actress that lives in the UK. she's a big directioner and always had a huge crush on Harry Styles. She has been asked to be one of the dancers to dance in One Direction's performance at the Brits. that will be her first time meeting the boys and her long time crush,Harry. What will happen? read to find out :) xx


11. Wont Give Up On Us


chapter 11          

Jissel’s P.O.V

Back to London, oh well just for the movie premier but this time I’ll have to confront Harry. This time I didn’t stay at Rebecca’s I went straight for my apartment. I walked inside closing the door behind me, looks like no one is here but there sure as hell is a mess. I left my luggage in the living room I just need a shower and some sleep ; I went inside the bedroom, no wonder it was so quiet and felt like no one was here. First thing I see when I walk in is Harry sleeping does he not get the point he has his own place ? I didn’t wake him up but as I walked my way to the bathroom I heard him say “hello” looks like this isn’t my day. I just got here and last thing I want to do right now is confront Harry. “hello Harry, is there a reason you’re still at my place?” that’s all I could say. I didn’t wait for a response I just walked in the bathroom craving the warm water on my body.

“Jissel come out its been almost two hours” “leave me alone Harry” “don’t try to hide we need to talk” “ok ok gosh I’ll be out in a minute” I changed into a pair of shorts and a beatles t-shirt and I put my hair in a bun. I walked out of the bathroom making my way to the bed; it looked so comfortable, I just want to sleep. I felt Harry lay beside me, “lets talk babe” he whispered. “ all I want to know is why, I wasn’t mad at you but I just wanted you to tell me the truth, why didn’t you call?” he got closer to me putting his hand on my waist. “it was just a kiss, I was drunk and I didn’t know what I was doing” “if it was just that why didn’t you call, you disappeared I tried calling you once” “I don’t know what happened to me, I wanted to call but every time I tried I stopped myself because I just don’t want to drag you into all of these its too much the things people make up, im sorry I really am it was stupid of me to leave you like that I regret it so badly” I didn’t know what to say. “please say something”our faces now closer “Harry you’re right maybe the whole rumor thing might get worst and maybe I don’t want to be involved because I’ll end up getting hurt either way because im the type of girl who over thinks a lot and I believes things easily, Im not gonna risk it and I don’t know what I want anymore Harry I need time and space to think about it all I just don’t think im ready for everything that comes with being your girlfriend” “ remember at Louis’ wedding when Eleanor threw the bouquet and it landed on your hands without you making an effort?” “what does this have to do with anything?” “whatever you decide just remember I wont give up on us and one day I’ll be able to call you my wife” “Harry don’t, after the movie premier im going back home I need my time away from everything. I don’t think you should be telling me all of this its getting me more confused” he made it so hard to leave, deep inside im still in love with him.

I thought I was strong enough but im not, I got out of bed. I needed to get out of there fast before I did the opposite of what I told Harry. “youre just going to leave like that?” “what else do you want me to do Harry? Throw myself at you after all I just told you? i have to go” “but why is this all my fault, at the wedding you left me in the middle of the dance floor and I called you so many times after that day and all you did was change your number. I wanted to fix things between us to how they were before but all you did was leave without saying anything not even saying where you were going. Don’t you think it would have been the best for you to tell me all of this before you left? All this time I have been here depressed trying to understand what other things I did to get you even more mad but there was nothing else.It’s not that you need time to think maybe you just don’t feel the same as I do,is there someone else?!” I could feel the tears falling down my cheecks, I was so hurt how could he say that ? all of the time all I could think of was him, my feelings towards him are still there still strong they never changed. “how could yo-” and I felt his lips against mine craving the kiss more and more, he lift me up my legs around his waist and my hands on the back of his neck. Every touch of his was magical there is no doubt Im in love. “I cant-” he kept on kissing me stoping me from saying what I wanted to. “Harry no” and he stopped. He let me get on my feet “im sorry I have to go” that’s all I could say at the moment and I left.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBTdJHkAr5A&feature=relmfu (liste to this song, that’s how Harry feels)

Harry’s P.O.V

All these time I thought it was all me, that the reason she left was because of me, for being so stupid and making that mistake but I don’t think that’s it. I tried to fix things but all she did was run away. I tried to understand that I did wrong and I wanted to explain and ask for an apology and now she comes saying she cant deal with being in a relationship with me when everything was perfect before the whole Caroline incident. I was so depressed but tried to keep a smile on my face and now I just don’t think ill be able to recover, I may sound stupid but she has won my heart. This woman cant make up her mind for shit but I want her, no erase that I need her in my life and ill do whatever it takes to get her heart back but I do know she’s the one I want to spend my life with even after all that has happened.

-2 days later-

Jissel’s P.O.V

Really excited for the movie premier ive worked so hard and I hope it all pays off. After that night with Harry two days we haven’t talked again and I’ve been staying at Niall’s flat with him and Diana. Harry needs to get out of my flat but at the same time I don’t want him too I feel like if he leaves nothing will ever be the same.

My date for the premier is Alex he was my boyfriend in the movie. We are becoming real close and I enjoy his company but I could never look at him the same way I look at Harry. I changed into a dark blue long dress and my hair in curls, I finally felt beautiful its been a long time since I had felt that way and I had a great feeling about tonight. http://www.polyvore.com/movie_premier_fanfic/set?id=60125248 (outfit for the movie premier)

The movie couldn’t be any more perfect. “are you coming to the after party?” Alex asked “I have nothing better to do” with a smile on my face I grabbed his hand. The party was great I was having a lot of fun and was now on my third drink. “hello gorgeous” Harry….. “ are you stalking me or something?” “cant I go see the movie you’ve worked on so much and party a little?” yup he’s drunk. “Harry you’re drunk you should probably leave” we were standing so close to each other there was barely space in between us. “no I want to be with you” “Harry leave” “is everything ok?” it was Alex. “I knew there was someone else” I could see on Harry’s face expression that he was hurt but things weren’t like he thought they were. “I can handle it Alex” he left “Harry im taking you home” I heard him say ‘our home’ under his breath, god he’s so drunk he doesn’t even know what he’s saying anymore.

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