I Want The Curls

Jissel is a not that famous dancer and an actress that lives in the UK. she's a big directioner and always had a huge crush on Harry Styles. She has been asked to be one of the dancers to dance in One Direction's performance at the Brits. that will be her first time meeting the boys and her long time crush,Harry. What will happen? read to find out :) xx

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10. Give Me Love

 

Chapter 10

Jissel’s P.O.V

Weeks have passed and Louis’ and eleanor’s wedding is tomorrow im really happy for them they truly love eachother. Oh how I wish that was me, in a wedding dress getting married, oh god what am I thinking I better go to sleep.

-next day-

I woke up really early, what the hell is wrong with me now I wake up early all the time ugh I hate it. Everyone was going crazy trying to get everything to be perfect when I got to the hotel, the wedding is taking place in one of the most expensive hotels and by far everything looks perfect. I walked to the elevator to go to El’s room to help her out and get dressed. As I walk out of the elevator and start walking to her room Harry passes by me, we lock eyes but we say no words and I could feel the lump in my throat but I kept walking until I came to a stop, Eleanor’s room.

El looked so beautiful in her wedding dress, it was a simple dress but it fit her body perfectly and her hair couldn’t look any better she truly is a gorgeous girl. http://www.polyvore.com/eleanors_wedding_dress_fanfic/set?id=60047090 ( her wedding dress)

the wedding was completely beautiful and the reception even better, food ! I could see Niall from the corner of my eyes eating as much as he could. The whole time I had been trying to ignore Harry but once in a while I would glance at him and he caught me or it was the other way around. All these time it has been really hard for me not to break even more I just don’t know why he never called. “ cheer up it’s a wedding” Nicole said as she walked towards me (liam’s girlfriend) “ im trying hard” “ lets go get a drink” “alright” yeah that was a bad idea, I kept on drinking and drinking. I decided to go up to my hotel room since I couldn’t go back to Rebecca’s place since im completely drunk and its now 2 am.

I was about to leave when someone put their hand on my shoulder “care to dance?” harry… “umm im literally about to leave, maybe next time” “come on we don’t have weddings every day” “ugh ok” we slow danced to ‘give me love’ by Ed Sheeran. At first it was a bit awkward but as we loosened up Harry pulled my body closer to his and his arms were placed on my waist, my hands on his arms and my head was on the crook of his neck. He whispered the song on my ear

“Give me love like never before,
'cause lately I've been craving more,
And it's been a while but I still feel the same,
Maybe I should let you go,
You know I'll fight my corner,
And that tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
No I just wanna hold ya.”

 

 

“ I have to go” is all I said as I rushed out of the venue and to elevator. I burst into tears the moment I walk in the room I just couldn’t take it anymore, the past months I have been strong not trying to remind myself of what has happened and I was trying so hard to move on but I couldn’t, everything I feel for him is still there still strong. I took off my dress and put on some sweats and a hoodie on. I went to sleep crying..

-1 week after-

“Rebecca I have to tell you something” I said as I sat on the sofa next to her. “ what is it Jissel?” “im gonna take a trip, I already talked to my mom” “you’re going back home?” “yeah I’ll be back in time for the movie premier” “are you sure this is what you want? You haven’t even talked to Harry” “I need time far away from here”

Harry didn’t lie when he sang those words to me that night at the wedding, he called me everyday but I never answered I just couldn’t. I decided to get a new phone number that only the girls would know in case of an emergency.

-2 weeks later-

Being back home has been great, and it feels like I forget everything. Every now and then I get recognized but I try to go out as less as possible. Since im here for one more week I decided to call one of my friends since middle school; Amy. We decided on meeting up at the mall do some shopping and go to the movies after.

It really feels great being able to talk to someone who understands me, she has known me for years I can say she knows me more than I know myself that actually scares me sometimes. We were walking around the mall going in and out of stores with bags on both of our hands. “ remember when were in middle school and you liked this guy?” she asked. “ what the hell, are we going back to every stupid thing we did in middle school?” I said laughing. “no believe me this time it relates” “ok go on you weirdo” “well remember one time we were talking and I introduced you to the song ‘for the first time’ by the script and how I told you it related to your situation?” “yeah but we were kids so why are we talking about this?” “I think it can somehow relate now.. in your own little way” that’s all she said and we left to the movies. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPEBN2dVNUY (this is the song)

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