I Want The Curls

Jissel is a not that famous dancer and an actress that lives in the UK. she's a big directioner and always had a huge crush on Harry Styles. She has been asked to be one of the dancers to dance in One Direction's performance at the Brits. that will be her first time meeting the boys and her long time crush,Harry. What will happen? read to find out :) xx


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Jissel’s P.O.V

I first run as fast as I can, I don’t want any of them coming after me and they don’t. I don’t know where to go but after thinking for some time I remember, Christi is back from America. Well she has been back for some time but I guess I’ve been so caught up on other things I forgot about her. I take out my phone and dial her number..no answer. I don’t hesitate and call a taxi; I’ll just show up at her apartment, I don’t think that would hurt.

I walk down the hallway looking for apartment 8, I feel a bit nervous and I don’t know why. We’ve always been so close there’s nothing to be nervous about but what if she’s mad? What if she doesn’t want to welcome me in? all of that and many other things are going through my mind. Maybe I over exaggerated and I should call Harry and apologize. Never mind, fuck it im already here and I really need someone to talk to, a girl. I knock on her door, no answer. Maybe she’s not home; oh well I’ll just wait for her to come back.  

I was getting really hungry and it was getting late so I decided I should go buy something to eat while I wait. I go out and look for the nearest mcdonalds and order something random and leave fast since I left my stuff outside her door, typical me. I go back inside the building and back to where I left my things. I’ve waited the whole afternoon and it’s now 8:23 pm when I hear her voice down the hallway. Seems like she’s with company. “hey, what are you doing here Jissel?” she says with shock in her voice. “I umm, well I needed to talk to someone and somewhere to stay and I thought of you but I guess I should be going” “no it’s ok” she talks to her “friend” in a low voice but im still able to hear the conversation. They say goodbye and Christi kisses her, well oops shouldn’t judge a book by its cover.

She opens the door and lets me go inside first. I leave my things in a corner and sit on the sofa where she follows behind me. “I think im not the only one that has some explaining to do” I say looking at her directly in the eyes. “after you finish your story” she says. We get some junk food from her kitchen and turn the tv on. It feels so much like old times, where I was just myself and I didn’t have to act any type of way to make people like me. “so tell me” I breath in and out and finally explain the reason why I came here and why I had a hectic morning.

 “Im so sorry about that” she says putting her hand on my knee. “yeah, it’s so hard to act like im ok when im not. I have to wake up everyday and feel happy but inside im dying. It’s like they have all forgotten that once I was pregnant. I still cant forget and as days go by I keep remembering even more” it was true, harry and I never talked about my pregnancy; we mostly stayed away from the topic which was worst for me. I was usually depressed and most of the time I went to sleep crying or woke up in the middle of the night because of nightmares but I don’t think he ever noticed. “im always here for you babe” she says holding me in her arms, I wanted stay like that for a long time but I had to ask

. “now your turn” I say slipping out of her grip looking straight at her waiting for an answer. “well it’s just I never knew how to tell you, I was afraid you wouldn’t treat me the same anymore” “I don’t know why you would think that, I love you and it doesn’t matter if you like boys or girls or even both, I’ll still be here for you” I say giving her a smile. “yeah, that’s not the only thing though” she says as she comes closer to me. “what is it?”  I say a bit scared to know the answer. “ I’ve always liked you, I know it’s the wrong time to say this but I cant keep it a secret anymore” im in pure shock and I don’t know what do, I just stay there thinking and now that I go back, I never did really pay much attention to her and I know she isn’t lying. “I know I shouldn’t have told you” she says “no no, its good you did” I say not knowing what my words may lead to. We’re so near each other, and she comes closer until her lips meet mine and I don’t back away. I respond to the kiss and I like it …


A/N: bahahahahahaha you didn’t expect that didn’t cha ? ;) well I hope you liked the chapter and um yeah sorry for being lazy and not updated before. Well youre lucky I did cus im sick D: but comment below ! tell me what you think so far. 

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