Love at first sight {One Direction}

I never thought a normal trip to the city centre would be the thing that changed my entire life. I never thought it was going to be the reason I had to drop out of college, getting new friends, travel the world and feeling loved for real. I never thought it would be the reason for me to get 7 new best friends and for me to lose the people I grew up with. All that because you knocked on the wrong door and seduced me with your bright shining blue eyes. Dear Mr. Horan, you were my love at first sight.

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I walked out of the hospital with Niall. We had just been to the first prenatal diagnosis and was been told that I was in week 10. I was crying and covering myself up; because of course we were photographed leaving the hospital.

Niall: It’s gonna be okay babe.

Dina: No it’s not.

We were sitting in the car on the way back, and I didn’t really say anything at all.

Niall: Do you want to have an abortion?

Dina: I can’t… but it would be better…

Niall: I don’t wanna force you into anything, but maybe you should speak with your mum about it.

Dina: or Abby… maybe I should speak with Abby…

Niall: Dina you can’t avoid telling your mum about this. She’s going to help you. I can take you there.

Dina: you’re right…

I looked at Niall while he was packing some of my stuff for me. I was sitting on the bed all cuddled up to myself and didn’t really know what to do about anything.

Niall: Call her and tell her we’ll be there soon.

Dina: Yeah I should…

I walked out into the kitchen where I had put my phone and called up my mum. I had to hold the tears back as I was speaking with her. I wouldn’t want to tell her before I got there and we were just the two of us.

Jeanette: Hello.

Dina: Hey mum it’s Dina…

Jeanette: Oh hey darling! How are you?

Dina: I’m good thanks.

Jeanette: And how’s Niall?

Dina: We’re both great thanks. Mum I was wondering if I could come stay with you for the weekend.

Jeanette: But isn’t it Niall’s weekend off?

Dina: Yeah but I really want to go home for a couple of days.

Jeanette: Of course you can come sweetie. When will you be here?

Dina: I’m packing my stuff now, and then Niall will take me.

Jeanette: Okay then I’ll make the bed ready.

Dina: Thanks. I’ll be going home Saturday.

Jeanette: That’s fine sweetie.

Dina: Great, I’ll see you in a couple of hours.

Jeanette: Yeah. Bye hun.

Dina: Bye.

I hung up and leaned against the kitchen counter. I held a hand to my stomach and tried pulling in my shirt. I hadn’t really realized that you could actually see that I had gained weight and started to grow a belly already.

Niall came out into the kitchen with my bag and put it on the table.

Dina: You didn’t put any tight shirts in it, did you?

Niall: No I didn’t.

Dina: Thanks.

We stood silent for a while and just stared out into the room without saying anything.

Niall: You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to.

Dina: I need to tell her… you were right. She deserves to know, and I’m sure she can help me. After all, she’s only 39 herself so she knows about being a young mother.

Niall: I guess… but call me if you want me to come pick you up earlier…

Dina: Just come Saturday afternoon. She’ll probably want to speak with you as well.

Niall: Yeah you’re probably right…

Dina: Let’s get going… she’s waiting for me…

We went out into the car and took off. Niall was going to tell the rest of the lads when they were going out for dinner together later. I was supposed to come, but I didn’t want them to look at me when it was said so we had agreed on this last night.

We didn’t speak much on the way up there. It was like everything had become awkward between us as soon as we were told.

Niall: What do you want to do with the baby?

Dina: I don’t know. Honestly I want to keep it and then on the other hand I want it out of my body.

I placed both of my hands over my stomach and stroke the little bump over and over again. I looked at Niall who kept smiling. We were so young. 19 and 20 years old and in this dilemma of whether we wanted to keep something we had created ourselves or not.

Dina: What do you want?

His face turned serious and he looked really confused.

Niall: I don’t know…

Dina: You don’t need to know.

He took my hand and kissed me over the ring he had given me.

Niall: All I know is that I want you and I want you to be mine forever.

I smiled and blushed a bit. We had been together for so long now and he could still make me smile like a little kid.

After another 20 minutes in the car we pulled up in front of my mother’s house. Niall stopped the car and looked at me.

Niall: You ready?

Dina: Niall I can’t do this…

Niall: Of course you can. Just take it slow. One step at the time.

Dina: Niall I really can’t do this.

I saw the front door being opened and my mum smiling at me. She had been so young and she knew the pain I was in.

Niall opened his door and smiled at me.

Niall: You can do this.

He stepped out of the car before I even got the chance to open my own door and step out.

Niall: hey Jeanette.

Jeanette: Hey Niall.

They gave each other a hug before I came out of the car.

Dina: Hey mum.

I took my bag in the back of the car and swung it over my shoulder without showing too much of myself. I was wearing a coat to cover up my stomach because I was afraid that she would notice.

We said goodbye to Niall shortly after and sat down with tea in the living room.

Jeanette: Is everything okay Dina? You seem…

Dina: Different?

Jeanette: Yeah, what’s been going on?

Dina: It’s kinda hard to explain mum… everything has been so different over the past two days.

Jeanette: Dina I’m your mother. You can tell me everything.

Dina: yeah I know, but certain things are quite hard to tell.

Jeanette: it is okay I’m here for you.

We both put down our tea cups and I turned to face my mum.

Dina: Mum?

Jeanette: what is it?

Dina: Before Niall and I drove all the way up here we were at the hospital…

Jeanette: OMG are you guys okay?

Dina: Yeah actually we’re both great, all three of us are…

Jeanette: three?

Dina: I was at a prenatal diagnosis…. I’m pregnant…

My mum looked at me without speaking for a while. Clearly this wasn’t what she had been expecting me to say, but she knew what it was like going through stuff like this, as she was only 20 when she got me.

Dina: Mum please say something…

Jeanette: How long?

Dina: 10 weeks…

She took her hands to her head and I could see her eyes were filled with tears.

Dina: Mum I’m sorry. We were really being careful! I swear I’ve been taking my pills… it was a mistake…

Jeanette: Sweetie I’m not mad at you.

Dina: You’re not?

Jeanette: of course not. I’m happy…

Dina: But mum I’m not even ready for this… I don’t know what to do…

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