LIVE WHILE WE'RE YOUNG part 2- Love....or Hurt?

Tamara's P.O.V.

The boys were out tonight so it was just me and Monica, she went down to the airport to wait for her mum, and was coming to meet Harry and his family tomorrow, so it was just me, I went on twitter again... So many people saw the interview "Finally! Your so close! If u had just cut your stomach you would have done us a favor and died!" "I dare you to cut yourself again, on the heart! Go die!" "I hate you! Your such an attention seeker!" "You need to drown yourself!" "Why couldn't you have gone all the way!" "Sooooooooo close! To bad you chickened out on us!" I......, that was to far... Knowing no one could save me in time I went and got a knife, got one of the scrapbooks from last year, put it on the bed next to me and cut my stomach 4 times.... Screaming at each... I dared... I'm not a chicken.... There you go...good bye world! I though as I laid there crying... Niall runs up to me "TAMARA! No!" He screams as he looks at my cuts "N...Niall,.... I love you with all my heart.... But I just can't take it... I'm so sorry!" I say though tears "I have to help you!" He says grabbing the phone "let me die!" I say "NO BOO NEVER! Ill never love anyone else other than you, I'll never love again!" I take his hand he kisses me slowly and get the phone, the boys and Monica rush in.... "TAMARA!" They scream... "Harry, I need you to do something for me.." I say "anything!" He answers back "don't let Niall do ANYTHING stupid! Please please please!!" I say as I hug Niall and kiss him, he still calls the police... Niall hugs me.... I feel myself fading... My soul.... I see people come into the room and talk to Monica and the boys and then Harry hugging a crying Niall and Monica while Lou, Zayn and Liam hug each other while crying...............