The New Girl in Cheshire!

Nicole Johnson. No one special, just a girl from Cali. In 2010 she got accepted into a foreign exchange student program, and in just a week, she would be heading off to a new family, a new life in Cheshire. It doesn't take long for her to find someone she likes, but is the feeling mutual, or is it all a love game?





*WARNING*
This is just a little notice that this story might contain PG-13 content in it. So if you haven't had "the talk" with your parents, stray from this story.
You were warned(:

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12. "You're Supposed to Knock When Someone is Commiting Suicide."

I pushed my sleeves up, got a a good grip around the lid, and twisted. It wouldn't come off. I twisted and twisted and I wouldn't budge. "Ugh!" I screamed! I threw it down hoping to break the bottle, it didn't work. I picked it up again! I twisted it one more time. No luck.. I started crying and twisting. "Can you please just let me die?" I looked up and whispered. "Please God, just let me see my sister again." I sat against the shower. "Please..." I twisted one more time. The lid popped off. A thousand thoughts ran through my mind. My last words  to Harry were "I know, I am too." He didn't know why I was sorry, but when he comes in and sees my body, he'll know why. "I'M SCARED!" I screamed. I swallowed two, then went on from there. 2,4,6,8,10...

Harrys POV.

I woke up at 8:58pm, and felt Nicole snuggled tightly in my arms. I smelled her hair. Strawberries. "I love you.." I whispered and I kissed her cheek. When I got downstairs mum had just stopped talking. "She's been through a lot today." Mum looked up. "What do mean Harry?" I stopped, she really didn't hear?! "Well, today Dean Patrick called us all to the gym, her best friend is in a coma.. And they don't know when or if she is going to wake up." Mum started crying again. I heard something behind me, Nicole. Her hair was wet. "Hey sleepy head!" I said to her and I walked over to her. She didn't say anything to me, just walked right by me. Ouch. She asked Mum something, but I wasn't listening. I was just thinking. Thinking about Nicole, Leah, her sister, our two days together. I was such a jerk. I had sex with her, then ran back to Felicity. I'm an ass. A total ass. I had to apologize to her, and I had to do it now. I know part of the reason why she has been the way she is lately. Me. I walked over to her and hugged her. I just grabbed her and held her tight. "I'm so sorry!" I whispered in her ear. She kissed my ear lobe. Dear God, help! "I know, I am too." What did she mean by that. What did she have to be sorry for? She tore away from me and ran upstairs, and slammed a door. Probably her door. "Should I go up there?" I asked Robin. "Give her sometime, Har. Just give her time." I nodded my head and sat down on the couch, waiting her return. I waited, time went by so slow. After about 10 minutes I heard her scream. I shot up. "Now what?" I looked at mum. "Give it a minute." I sat down, and there was a loud bang. I looked at mum again. She held up her index finger, "One more minute!" We waited. One minute, two minutes, three minutes. "I'M SCARED!" She screamed then silence. I waited a minute. "Now, Mum? Now, please!" She nodded her head and I immediately ran upstairs. Her room was open and I peeked in, nothing. Then I noticed the bathroom light was on! I didn't knock, I just went straight in. I caught my breath when I saw her. Depression pills in hand, dead pale face, squinted-almost closed-eyes, and her arms. Oh my God her arms. It looked like someone took a knife and just went crazy on her arm. She moaned. "Harry, go away!" I ran over to my love. "Nicole, why did you?! Why?" I was crying. She said in a very hushed tone, "I want to see Alisa. I want to see my big sister." She stopped talking and her eyes shut. Did she die? I shook her violently "Nicole, wake up! WAKE UP!" I kept shaking her. She let out a little groan. Not dead. "MOM! CALL 999! NOW! Just stay with me Nicole, please, I can't lose you! I can't."

Nicoles POV

I woke up in a foreign place. I looked around in a panic. "W-where am I?" "Mum, get the nurse, she's awake!" I heard Harry say. I came too my senses, I'm in a hospital room. Harry, Anne, Robin, Gemma, and.....Leah? Leah was in a wheelchair. I looked out the window and it looked like sunset, then I looked at a calendar. "Friday, March, 12." I had been out for 2 days. "Can you guys step out for a minute? I want to talk to Leah and Harry!" They all agreed, kissed my forehead and walked out. "Leah! You're okay! You don;t even know, I was-" She interrupted me. "I'm just glad we're both here!" She smiled. "Whats up with the wheelchair?" I asked her having myself a laugh. "I broke both of my legs! Can't walk for 4 weeks! Lucky me!" She laughed and rolled next to my bed. She pulled me in for a whisper. "Harry has been here since Tuesday, didn't leave your side, not even for school. I'll leave you two alone!" She laughed and I begged her to stay. "I can't, I have nurses to talk to! See you Tuesday!"She laughed. "Tuesday?" "Oh yeah, Dean is giving you extra time off!" She said Harry opened the door for her, and she rolled out. Harry stayed at the door for a minute. "Harry, how could you do that?" He locked the door and walked over to me. He was almost at my bed. "I wanted to die. I don't want to be here anymore there is nothing left here for m-" He stopped me with a kiss. I broke the kiss. "Harry! Kiss me again!" He climbed in my bed and kissed me. We kissed for a good three minutes and he pulled away. "Nicole, I couldn't live without you. I don't know what I would have done if I lost you. You're my everything. You've got a spell on me. Everything you do is magic. I love you!" He pulled me. I was crying, really hard. "But, Harry, you started this." I looked down at my arms. "You're the reason I smoke, and I drink. You're the reason I had the stupid depression pills anyway. It's your fault." He pulled me tighter. "I hate myself for doing that to you. I can't stand myself knowing that I drove you that far. I understand, I completely understand if you can't ever forgive me. I was a dick! But I'm also a dick that loves you! Remember that please!" "I do, Harry, I-I love you too, and I always will!" He pulled me tighter. "I'm sorry!"

The nurse knocked on the door. Harry kissed me again and while he got the door, I wiped away my tears. "Well, Ms. Nicole, it sure is good to see you all better!" She handed me a mirror. I. Looked. Terrible. My color hadn't come back yet, someone took my makeup off, Anne, I'm guessing, and my hair hadn't been brushed since Wednesday morning. "Are you seeing the same person as I am? Because I look like I'm still..Well, what was I anyway?" I asked Nurse Shay. "Well, since you haven't been eating your body didn't know how to react to the pills, and well, you went into a drug induced coma for quite sometime. But you're all better now. But, if you had just two or three more, you might not have ever woken up, and that's just the cold hard truth." She was black, and she didn't sound British, she almost sounded like she was from Alabama..? "Wow, that's, wow!" I didn't know how to react.She started scribbling stuff on her clipboard. I was so close to my sister. So close. "When can she blow this joint?" Harry jumped in saving the conversation. "Well, sweetheart, she's going to have to stay one more night so we run some tests, but you should have your baby by tomorrow." He blushed. "Oh, honey, I saw how you looked at her when she was asleep. You don't just look at friend like that. You love her, don't try to hide it, sugar. Love like that doesn't come to everyone, you'd best hold on to that while it's yours." She winked at Harry. We were both blushing! "How much did he pay you to say that?" I asked rather skeptically. "Baby, you can't pay for the truth, if that were true, there wouldn't be lawyers. Think 'bout that." She winked, grabbed the clipboard and walked out. I could here her saying something to Anne and them. But all I caught was, "You all should give those two some privacy. I haven't seen someone that worried in years!" She walked away laughing. Then Anne came in alone. "Nicole sweetie, we're going to head off. See a movie or something. See you tomorrow, good to have you back!" She half smiled and walked out. Harry leaned against a dresser and kicked the floor. He was looking down and biting his bottom lip. I wanted him so bad. He looked up at me, then back to the floor, then smiled. "What?" I laughed. "Nothing, it's just, I thought I'd never see you again, but you're here, and I'm standing over here acting like a idiot, when I should be over there with the girl I love. Cause, I do, I love you." I smiled. I must have looked so vulnerable, just sitting in a hospital robe, all sickly, with a manner of wires and tubes coming out of me. "Then come here dumb ass!" He looked startled at my words, then slowly, ever so slowly, to my bed. "You know, I've been meaning to ask you something, darling." He smiled, those dimples. I wanted to kiss them so badly. "And what is that?" I asked flirty. "Well, we've been friends, now, well for a while. Uh.." He stopped, he was nervous. It was adorable. "Yes, Harry. Yes, I'll be your girlfriend!" I laughed, he laughed, we kissed. We climbed in bed with me and turned on the Telly. Spongebob was on. Hah, I love Spongebob. It was about 10:00pm when we fell asleep. Harry first, I had been asleep for 2 days, I was exactly that tired. But I have to admit, I was hopelessly weak in the arms of Harry.

I woke up at roughly 9am, Harry was already awake. He was smiling. "You're oh so very pretty when you're sleeping! Good morning sunshine!" His smile met mine and Nurse Shay opened the blinds. "You two are just the sweetest little things! I'll say, he's been awake since 7:30, he was just a'smilin', and it wasn't that there cartoon eitha'." I smiled and nuzzled my head in his chest. "Darlin' you get to  leave here in an hour or so, Doctor Samson is gon' be in here to unhook you from there wires, and you'll be on your merry way. I sure am going to miss your pretty face!" She winked and walked out giggling."She is just. She is something." Harry said and he put his chin on my head. "Harry, you know I love you. Not just I love you. I'm in love with you. I catch my breath whenever we make eye contact, I can't even believe that you are mine. I love you, I completely love you, Harry!" I don't know where that came from. I just had to say it, I had to. "Nicole, I could say I love you, I could say dido. I could jump off a building screaming your name, but that still wouldn't be enough. My love for you is indescribable, words, actions, nothing is enough. I love you." He kissed my forehead, and we were silent until Doctor Samson came. He did the little eye check thingy, unhooked me, and I just had to get redressed. He left and it was just Harry and me again. The back of the robe didn't have anything to cover up my bum. "Babe, is your mum an alien? Cause dat ass, is out of this world!" He laughed and I quickly pulled the back of it closed. "Not funny, don;t objectify women like that, it's rude!" I said and I closed the door. I forgot, but the clothes I was wearing last, were pajamas. I peeked my head out the door.. "Uh, babe? Do you have any clothes I can borrow? I don't want to wear pajamas." I awkwardly laughed. "Yeah! Hold on, you can have these, I have more in my bag." He started undressing. Shoes, socks, shirt, undershirt, belt, pants. I looked at him with expecting eyes. "Hun, we're in public!" "Damn it!" I laughed and picked up his clothes. They were big on me, but everything was big on me right now. I had to put his belt on the last notch to get it to fit on me well enough. His shirt hung off me so I tied it back. "You look good in my clothes. You should wear them more often!" I laughed and slipped on my shoes. "Harry, thank you, for everything. I wouldn't be here without you! Thank you!" He smiled and mouthed "Your welcome!" He held his hand out for me and we walked out of the hospital. Not looking back, and not regretting anything!
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So how bout it took me forever! Sorry guys(: Depressing chapters over, or are they! Yeah I'm not good at that stuff, but anyways, thank all 311 of you guys that have taken the time to read this silly story! Love you guys!

Btw: I definitely cried when I was writing this :/ Okay I'm done now byee!

 

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