The New Girl in Cheshire!

Nicole Johnson. No one special, just a girl from Cali. In 2010 she got accepted into a foreign exchange student program, and in just a week, she would be heading off to a new family, a new life in Cheshire. It doesn't take long for her to find someone she likes, but is the feeling mutual, or is it all a love game?

This is just a little notice that this story might contain PG-13 content in it. So if you haven't had "the talk" with your parents, stray from this story.
You were warned(:


8. "Welcome back. You Missed Us So Much."

First, we got dressed and cleaned Harry's room. Harry cleaned up all the rose petals and I put all the candles in a garbage bag and hide it in the back of my closet. After that we had roughly half an hour until at least Felicity would be here. I kept in touch with Tanner and he said that the latest he would be back was 8:30pm. Next, we went up to the secret room and cleaned up! Even though nobody knew it was there, we didn't want to risk anything. It wasn't that much to clean, it only took about 5 minutes, same with the bungalow. When we were finished we had a safe 15 minutes of final togetherness. This included kissing, cuddling, and more kissing. "I'm going to miss this. Your warmth, being close to you! I'm in love with you. I am truly,madly,deeply in love with you Harry Styles!" He kissed me so softly, and so sincere. "It doesn't have to end. We can be together." He looked at me with puppy eyes that spoke a thousand "I love yous". I started crying, making whatever smidge bit of make-up I had on, rub off. "You're so beautiful without make-up on!" He kissed my forehead as I sat in a torrent of tears.

'Knock, knock.' Here was none other than Felicity to take my Harry away. We both shot up and kissed one last time and I slowly walked up the stairs silently sobbing. "I'll be back for you, you're just to irresistible." He whispered as he blew me one last kiss. He said he'd be back for me, he blew me one last kiss. That one air kiss finally crept it's way into my heart after what felt like a million eternities, and I slowly, and softly, made my way into my room, and shut the door while I turned off the light.

Dear Diary, just to inform you.. Yes, Harry and I slept together, multiple times. It was great. More than great, more than amazing. I realized 3 three things. 1.That's why I couldn't kiss Tanner, deep inside me, I knew that Harry was waiting for me. 2. I'm in love with Harry. 3. I feel absolutely nothing for Tanner. Just a mere friendship, and that's all. Now I know Diary, I know what I said about girls that have sex at such a young age, but it just felt right. Not bad, or anything I should feel guilty for. I wonder what they were doing down stairs. Well that's it for now Diary. I'll talk to you later.

I got up from my bed turned off my table lamp and walked into the bathroom. God, I looked terrible. Puffy eyes, red cheeks, and the craziest hair. Hair, hairy, Harry. I started to cry even more. It was all over. I washed my face, fixed myself up, and walked down stairs in a less than perfect pony tail. I checked my phone "The plane is about to land." It was 7:50pm. "Take your time.." I mumbled under my breath as I walked in on Harry and Felicity, making out. I felt my stomach drop to hell. "Oh, uhm, I'm sor-." My voice gave out and I had to bite my lip to stop from breaking down. Harry and Felicity both looked up at me. "It's fine, you little witch, just go on your merry way." Felicity snapped. Harry looked at me, not with the puppy dog eyes that spoke a thousand " I love yous", but with eyes that screamed "who are you?" or "why are you here?". I didn't speak a word, no words just seemed inadequate. So I simply raise my right hand in a fist next to my cheek, flipped them both off and sassily walked into the kitchen.

I stood over the sink, was I going to puke? I braced myself, but no vomit came out. Just me rapidly gasping for air like a total retard. I wanted to cry, but I couldn't, I couldn't let Harry know that he had gotten to me so badly. Instead, I got a water bottle and headed back to my room. My diary was still open on my computer. Tanner had came in my room, except I didn't even know he was there until I heard him say something, it shocked me. "You and Harry. You cheated on me?!" I could hear his breathing, scattered. I turned around swiftly to see a very, not mad, but a very sickly looking Tanner. "Tanner, I, I." I stopped. I could lie, I had a million excuses running through my mind, or, I could fess up, tell the truth, and so I did. I told him everything. (Expect for the little room, that was mine and Harry's secret.) He accepted it and we talked through it, and decided we could stay friends. I softly gave him a parting kiss and he left without a single word.

I felt oddly depressed. Being with Tanner felt wrong, and it was best to let him down easy, but why couldn't Harry do that with Felicity? The memories of my two days with Harry crept back into my mind. I wanted them to disappear. As I replayed each moment with Harry I felt as though I was watching a horror film, but at the same time, I felt peaceful. In that moment, on that deathly silent Tuesday evening, that's when it started. I slowly walked to the bathroom, undressed, and turned on a shower. I, Nicole Sarah Johnson, got my razor, and in my virtually untouched wrist, craved a little "H+N." And things only got worse from there.


Hey guys! Tell me how you liked it! Has anyone noticed how in each chapter I use song lyrics/titles as dialogue? If you have, tell me how you like that! Otay, I'm done now! Buuh bi!

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