The New Girl in Cheshire!

Nicole Johnson. No one special, just a girl from Cali. In 2010 she got accepted into a foreign exchange student program, and in just a week, she would be heading off to a new family, a new life in Cheshire. It doesn't take long for her to find someone she likes, but is the feeling mutual, or is it all a love game?





*WARNING*
This is just a little notice that this story might contain PG-13 content in it. So if you haven't had "the talk" with your parents, stray from this story.
You were warned(:

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21. "Live"

The boys went back to the X-Factor 3 weeks ago. I already miss Harry. I slept in the bungalow each night with him, it's gonna be hard to sleep without him. "Hey Nick, call me when you get this. I'll probably be at rehearsal though. I love you!" Harry promised to call me everyday. I woke up at 9am and called him. No answer. "Hey Haz, um I got your message. I miss you." I started crying. "Um, come home soon. Good luck. I love you. Sorry for crying. I love so so much." I hung up and went to the bathroom. I forgot to take off my make-up before I went to bed, so I looked terrible. "Ugh." I groaned. Gemma walked in. "Cheer up kid, they're coming home for holiday. It's only 2 months away." She hugged me and left. Only 2 months. God, if I miss him this much already, imagine what 2 months is going to be like. My ringtone for when Harry called was a recording of him singing "Smile." by Uncle Kracker. I heard it from Harry's room. I answered it. "Harry!" I smiling ear to ear. "Hey love. I got your message." I could hear his smile. "How is everything going? Oh my gosh, I miss you so bad." I was tearing up. "Everything is fine, Simon says we have a good chance at first place. I miss you too, baby." I started crying. "I'm sorry for crying. I just miss you so bad. I wish you didn't have to go." "Please, don't cry. I hate to hear you cry. I'm coming back soon, I promise." His voice was so sincere. "I know, but I want you here, now. It's not fair." He started crying. "I know it's not, but remember what I told you. I'm going to be famous and you're going to be my right arm. We're going to do this together." I laughed a little. "I love you! You want to know something funny?" "Yeah, sure love." "Someone said that." I stopped with a chuckle. "Felicity is a lesbian." He started laughing. "Are you joking?" He was laughing so hard. "I'm completely serious. They saw her making out with one of her friends at StarBucks on Friday. Leah called me. I died laughing." After a bit of laughing the conversation slowed down. "Hah, I miss you Nicky." His voice, so sweet. "I miss you, Har Bear. Mum misses you, everyone does. I want to-" I stopped. "You want to what?" He asked almost whispering. "I want to kiss you one more time. Just feel your warmth. You can't believe how cold it gets at night. I'd give anything for just one more kiss." My tears almost gave out. "Nicole. Your lips are like gold. How can you resist? Our last kiss was perfect. I relive it every night, but if I could just hold you one more time. No, it still wouldn't be enough. I don't think it's possible for someone to love another as much as I love you. I was stupid to go into this contest without you. I should just leave." "NO! Harry, I'll be fine. You are not going to throw away your dream for me. It's not worth it. I love you Harry ,and it might hurt to be away from you, but the feeling of being back with you after all this time. It'll make it worth while. Just don't leave. I love you, Harry, but I'm not worth giving up your dream." I reprimanded him. "You're worth the world, Nicole." "Harry, I love you and I'm going to kiss you so hard when you get back, our children will have lipstick stains." I hung up before he could say anything. I rolled over on my back and cried. Anne walked in. "Nicole, are you okay?" I sat up. "I miss him, Anne." She sat next to me. "We all do, but you miss him in a different way. You miss him in a way only certain people can miss someone. I love Robin, don't get me wrong. I love him to death. But I can't say I'd be this depressed if he was gone for 2 an a half months. I see you and I wonder. I wonder how someone so young, can love someone as if they were 85." She hugged me and left me to wonder. How could I love someone so much.

This week they are singing "Nobody Knows" By P!NK. I'm not supposed to know that. Girlfriend perks. Harry sat up Skype when they were rehearsing. They sound amazing. "Now, One Direction." The announcer dude said. "Guys, come on, they're on." I called from the couch. Everyone surrounded me. "They sound great!" Anne said with her hand on my shoulder. "I know, I'm so proud of him." Girls were screaming crazy when Harry sang. "He's mine ladies." I joked. Anne thought it was funny. After the show I voted for them millions of times. I was at least 40% of their votes. Harry called me when they got back to their room. "Did you watch?" He asked eagerly. "Of course. You guys sounded fantastic." I was smiling so big. I always smiled when we talked. "Thank you very much. I have a question." He offered over the phone. "Yes, and what is that, my love?" I loved his voice. "When people ask, can you call yourself, Nicole Styles?" My stomach dropped. "Y-yes. That's just, yes." I was speechless. "Thank God you said yes. I was scared." He was so cute. "I love you."

Week 5.

"This song is dedicated to you." Harry said putting his laptop down in front of the boys. It was "Something About the Way You Look Tonight." By Elton John. I lay on his bed and listened to them sing. Harry didn't take his eyes off me the entire time. Neither did Niall. When rehearsal was over they all walked over to the laptop. "What did you think?" Zayn asked me. "I think you guys are going to blow this out of the water." They all smiled. "Can I talk to my boyfriend, alone?" I asked laughing. They all walked away laughing. Niall stopped, smiled, and caught up with the boys. "Babe, you guys so-" He cut me off. "Niall, likes you." My jaw dropped. "What?" He nodded. "He told me this morning. He told me to tell you." He had confused tone to his voice. "But I don't understand, how could he. No." I shook my head. "No, Harry. No." He looked at me, almost crying. "Don't leave me." He was crying now. Which made me cry. "Harry, I would never do that. I love you Harry. The feeling isn't mutual. I love you. You don't have to worry." It was the truth, he didn't have to worry. He hugged the screen. " I'll call you in the morning, love." "I love you, Harry." He ended the Skype. I walked down and told Anne everything. She was just as shocked.

Holiday.

We picked Harry up at the airport at 6am. We were all still in pajamas. When I saw him, I ran up to him and kissed him. He dropped his stuff and wrapped his arms around me pulling me close. I felt his lips against mine and I sneaked my tongue in his mouth. We kissed for a long time and the rest of the world slipped away from us. We melted into each other for the first time in so long. He picked me up, still kissing. I wrapped my legs around his waist. I took his face in my hand and felt his skin. Anne walked up after 6 minutes and broke it up. "We're in public." I didn't get down though. I wrapped my arms around his neck and whispered "I love you, I love you, I love you." "I love you too!" We walked to the car with me around him. I sat in his lap in the car, his arms around me. I was so happy to be with him again. He had so many stories to tell us, but I didn't listen. I was so consumed in him, I couldn't concentrate on anything else. When we pulled up we didn't waste anytime. I pulled Harry out of the car and to his room. I undressed him completely and stared at his body and he undressed me. We stared at each others naked bodies and collided. We made love for the first time in months and I knew. I knew how I could love someone so much.  Harry changed me, for the better. When I'm with him I'm not scared. I feel comforted and happy.

We spent every second together. We went Christmas shopping together, we ate together, we slept together. I was in his sight 24/7. On Christmas Eve everyone was asking him for a TwitCam. A couple (and when I say a couple, I mean hundreds.) said things like "Do a TwitCam, without your whore." or "Harry, please don't let your little bitch make a surprise appearance." It hurt, it was the first time I'd had to deal with that from strangers. I was in the room when he did it though. I sat in a chair across from him and watched him. I gave him a Santa hat to wear during it. They asked him to call Louis. "I was rejected on Christmas Eve." I blew him a kiss and winked when he said it. He smiled. He ended it and I snuggled up next to him.

It was getting to hard. Christmas day Anne tweeted a bunch of pictures of us. Everyone was sending hate and death threats. It was to much. He wasn't even that famous yet and the more famous he got the worse on me it was going to get. I started cutting, smoking, and drinking because I didn't know how to handle being hated. I was going to start again if it didn't stop. I had a decision to make. Was I going to stay with Harry and hate myself. Or break up with him and keep myself sane?

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