Never Loved

Demi Lovato and Niall Horan had a baby, but Demi gave her for adoption without Niall knowing. Its years in the future and the baby is not a baby anymore. She auditions for the X-Factor, and gets in. When Demi turns out to be her mentor, but they don't get along, they hate each other. Will this orphan get her happy family?

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6. Chapter 4.


~Demi's P.O.V.~

"Hello." His strong Irish accent ringing in my ears.

"Niall?"

"Demi?"

"I.. uh.. I need to tell you something." My voice shaking.

"What is it?"

"No, I- it has to be in person. Do you wan to meet somewhere?"

"Yeah sure. How about in an hour at that small around the corner of where you guys are at?"  We were in the same 
city as him, so why not?

"Yeah, sounds good, I'll see you there Niall."

"Bye."

This is it, or in an hour he'll finally know the truth.
But he'll hate me. I think I can take that risk. He deserves to know that he has a daughter out there somewhere.
Maybe really close.

I just made the plans not even five minutes ago, and I'm already shaking.
How will he take it? Probably mad pissed. He has every right to be. 

How will I tell him though? Just come out and say it? 'Yeah Niall guess what your child didn't die, I gave her up for adoption' 
No! It can't be done like that. 


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That was the most agonizing hour I've ever spent. And that is saying something considering I've given birth, and that was no cup of tea.

I noticed myself shaking as I made my way to the cafe' 
I can just turn around right now, but I can't and I wont. I've always told myself to stay strong, and that's what I'm doing.

As I entered the small cafe' I instantly spotted Niall. He was sitting in a round table near the window. My legs got wobbly all of a sudden. 
After I had finally made it there, it felt like hours. Niall didn't budge, he was probably lost in thought. 

I found myself being lost in thought as well, this is the same cafe' we made it official. That was the happiest moment I've lived. The worst? When he left me. I understand, after I left that day, pregnant. Then coming back saying his child was dead, I had made a foolish decision. He didn't care if he was young, he would've taken great care of his daughter.

Our daughter. 

He would've treated like a princess. Like he treated me, but better. 
So much better.

I don't even know what would've happened if I had stayed. If I had not given her up for adoption. 
I knew he wouldn't leave me, I made myself think that. But I knew deep inside, I knew he would stay by my side. 
Probably gotten married, had a happy family. All of us together happy as a family.

He cleared his throat, which made me jump a little. I stared into his beautiful blue orbs, that I fell in love with. 
I might have doubted my feelings for him, to the public, and all that. Saying we were only friends. But I knew,
I know what I feel for him. 

I still love him.

"What did you need to talk about?" He asked.

This was it. The moment, that I dreaded wouldn't happen. Like the day I came back, a week after I had left the baby.

~Flashback~

The whole plane ride, I fidgeted in my seat. Before take off my phone had been ringing more than usual. 
I checked it earlier I had so many messages. I guess its because the press found out I was coming home today. 
I didn't really want to deal with them right now, not today. 

Nor, my fans. I loved them, but I didn't even want to deal with myself right now.  

Once I got off, surely I was attacked by the press. I groaned to myself. 

"Demi where were you?"

"Demi how are you?"

"Why were you away so long, by yourself?"

"Were you cutting again?"

"Were you in rehab again?"

This was to much, I wanted to leave. I didn't have time for this. Even if I did, I didn't want to. 

"I'm fine, I just needed time for myself that's all." I said putting a fake smile. Shoving my way to the car that was waiting for me.

My house wasn't better either, there was paparazzi everywhere. I think I'd rather stay out there than inside, because when I walked in. There he was, bloodshot eyes. Circles around his eyes, like he hadn't slept.

There was Niall, someone who I would've seen like this. 

Would he believe what I was about to tell him?

He attacked me in a huge bear hug. "Demi, where were you? I was worried sick! You were gone for nine months, does that mean..?" I knew what he meant. There was a hint of hope in his voice. We both let go. "Demi, wheres the baby?" His voice shaking. I shook my head.

"Niall." Tears already forming in my eyes. "I'm sorry. The baby died in labor." I lied. Everything went so fast.

First he was shocked, not doing anything. Then he was bawling his eyes out, screaming that it wasn't true. I didn't know what to do.  I just sat there, crying softly. I knew it wasn't true. I wanted to tell him it wasn't true, but I didn't let myself. 

When he finally calmed down a bit, he told me the words I never wanted to hear.

"I can't do this. Demi, I'm sorry. I'm done." 

He walked out of my life. Just like that.

~Flashback Over~

"These past sixteen years I've been living in a lie. We've been living in a lie, that I made you believe." I was already letting tears fall. 

 

 

 

"Niall, your daughter isn't dead."

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