Never Loved

Demi Lovato and Niall Horan had a baby, but Demi gave her for adoption without Niall knowing. Its years in the future and the baby is not a baby anymore. She auditions for the X-Factor, and gets in. When Demi turns out to be her mentor, but they don't get along, they hate each other. Will this orphan get her happy family?

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25. Chapter 21.

All I've been feeling is exhaustion. After I came up to my room  hours ago, I have done nothing but, sleep or stare blankly at either  four of my walls. The only other times I have done anything, is if I really need to pee. "You have to get up and eat, Katelyn!" Liz said trying to get me out of bed, 18 hours ago, I think.

I groaned in response, not wanting to do anything, but sleep. I had stopped crying a few hours ago, which didn't even seem like a long time ago. Liz wanted to stay with me all this time, but I told her to leave me alone, in a not so nice way. Which later on, I apologized to her in the only way I could think would get her to forgive me. 

When I went to go pee--well after, because I swear my bladder was about to explode. The first time I got out of my room, Liz, Sandy, and some of the other children were in the kitchen making lunch for everyone, when I came in. I stood on the door frame, watching who would notice me, while I was planning out how exactly this would go.

I got on my knees, making my way over to Liz. her back was still to me. I didn't know what I was thinking, though. Well, I did. But, what I did next sure didn't get her to forgive me like I had hoped. I was still dropped on my knees, when I caught her by the ankles, making her drop to the floor--her upper half on the kitchen floor, and her lower body was draped over me. 

There was a hard thump, I instantly regretted ever thinking how this would work. 

Shit.

Shit.

Shit.


I mentally cursed myself over and over. I heard Liz groan. Most likely in pain. No shit she's in pain! Face palming myself, I quickly stood up, taking a good look at her. She looked like a dead person. Kind of. She had her head in her hands, holding it tightly, trying to not scream in pain. Although, she was groaning.  I have to admit it was a bad call. 

After all the medical calls and check ups, she was up in her bed, her back to the door, where I was standing. I cleared my throat, making her turn, now facing me. She didn't look at me with any kind of hatred, not like she wanted to kill me. 

"So," I said, trying to clear out all of my guilt. "how's your head?" 

"Well, the doctor said, it wasn't anything severe." I sighed, relief washing over me. "But, you're still not off the hook. Even though, it wasn't so bad, doesn't mean it didn't hurt like hell." I almost thought she was still a tiny but mad at me, but it all gave away when she started laughing. 

I, on the other hand, did  not laugh. It was a semi-serious issue, because I felt extremely guilty.  It was never my intention of hurting her. Ever. But I should really think over before I act.. 

This is just like it  was  the time Sandy and Liz made sure I was going to the audition. My stomach felt queasy and my heart ached of how loud it was thumping. My mind raced off with so many thoughts. Negative thoughts that I would fill my mind with so I wouldn't get any of my hopes up too much than they already were. It was a complete horror for me that night and now I see that its like that night, tonight. 

Niall came by, too. He, wanting to now be 'a part of my life', asked me how I was doing. How I was dealing with everything. I told him I was alright, well, up until he told me, "You're going back tomorrow, right?"

Yes, he was exactly right. Tomorrow I had to leave Sandy, Liz, and every child here and go back. Next week would be the show and I had to be there to prepare. I had to be do the show. 

I was going to see her tomorrow, again. The only thing I was grateful for was that Niall had not, nor was going to tell Demi anything anytime soon. He would be making up a lie, as far as I know. 

"Just act normal. I promise you that I won't say anything until you're ready." And that's what's keeping me going to this moment. As long as I'm not ready for her to know, he won't say anything, I repeat in my head over and over to calm myself down.

[A/N: I NEVER WRITE FILLERS EXCEPT FOR THIS CHAPTER AND THEN NEXT CHAPTER WILL BEGIN MORE THINGS, I'M ALSO WRITING A HARRY AU, WOULD YOU GUYS READ IT OR GIVE IT A CHANCE? IT WOULD MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. PLEASE LEAVE ME FEEDBACK. ILY]

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