Never Loved

Demi Lovato and Niall Horan had a baby, but Demi gave her for adoption without Niall knowing. Its years in the future and the baby is not a baby anymore. She auditions for the X-Factor, and gets in. When Demi turns out to be her mentor, but they don't get along, they hate each other. Will this orphan get her happy family?

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1. Prologue

I waited backstage anxiously as I waited for my number to be called. I was auditioning for the X-Factor. I wanted this so badly, singing is the only thing I have left, this could be my big break that I've been waiting for. I didn't want to come in the first place though because I thought I'd never get in anyways, but Sandy- one of the people that runs the home- and my best friend that is also at the home convinced me I should so here I am. 

Yes I am an orphan, my parents left me there when I was a baby. I imagine they didn't want me, but I can't blame them no one wants me. I have never been adopted for a reason, and that's just it no one wants me because I'm not good enough,  I'm ugly, and a nuisance. Why would anyone want me? I'm useless. I'm probably not going to get in anyway. The second the judges see me they would already have their answer 'no'. 

But I don't care about my parents anymore, I remember all those lonely nights where I would cry myself to sleep because I wanted a family, I wanted loving parents, I wanted to be a family. But as I grew up I accepted the fact that I have no family, I was unwanted, unloved, I was a mistake. No one wanted me or wants me. Singing is something I've done since I can remember, and now I'm going for my dreams. That is if I don't get turned down.

Now I'm even more nervous about the whole thing. I should have never agreed to this. Maybe I'm not too late to just walk out of here like nothing happened. Sandy and Elizabeth were right here with me to make sure I didn't chicken out, but I was chickening out. 

The girl ahead of me-i think her name was Sydney, I dunno- came out of the stage sobbing. Oh god. I can't do this. Poor girl came here for her dream to become a reality and now its crushed. I felt a pain in my stomach. What if that happened to me? I would never live it down. 

I know what I had to do, I was gonna make a run for it. I turned around and was going to start walking away when someone grabbed my shoulder. I turned around and it was a guy with a uniform. Someone who worked here I guess? 

"The judges are ready for you." he said. Oh god I can't do this. I looked over my shoulder and saw Sandy and Liz grinning like idiots and giving me a thumbs up. I returned a nervous smile. 

I made my way to the stage all the lights turned to me. All the attention was on me making my way to the front of the stage, in front of all the judges. I bet I was shaking, I could feel it. Once I finally made it I saw the faces of the three judges that would either give me a chance to make my dreams come true, or the  people who would brake me forever.

SimonCherDemi.

"Hello love whats your name?" Cher asked smiling.
"Hi, I'm Katelyn. How are you?" I asked my voice shaking a little a lot. When I said my name I saw Demi tense. What the hell was her problem?
"I'm good how are you?" She asked politely. 
"Honestly really nervous." I said truthfully. I bet you could see me shaking.
"You'll do fine love, how old are you." 
"I'm 16."
"Wow pretty young huh?" I nodded.

"What will you be singing?" Demi said a little coldly. Okay what the fuck, I just met her like 3 minutes ago. Whats her problem? Maybe shes having a bad day? 
"Uh I'll be singing 'Make me wanna die, by The Pretty Reckless." I said nervously what if they thought I was some psycho, because of my song choice? This song actually reminds me of my parents the people who left me. 
"Alright good luck." Simon said, good because I'm gonna need it.

Take me, I'm alive
Never was a girl with a wicked mind
But everything looks better
When the sun goes down

I had everything
Opportunities for eternity
And I could belong to the night

Your eyes, your eyes
I can see in your eyes, your eyes

You make me wanna die
I'll never be good enough
You make me wanna die
And everything you love
Will burn up in the light

And every time
I look inside your eyes
You make me wanna die

Taste me, drink my soul
Show me all the things
That I shouldn't know
And there's a blue moon on the rise

I had everything
Opportunities for eternity
And I could belong to the night

Your eyes, your eyes
I can see in your eyes, your eyes
Everything in your eyes, your eyes

You make me wanna die
I'll never be good enough
You make me wanna die
And everything you love
Will burn up in the light

And every time
I look inside your eyes
(Burning in the light)
Make me wanna die

I'll die for you, my love, my love
I'll lie for you, my love, my love
(Make me wanna die)

I'll steal for you, my love, my love
(You make me wanna die)
I'll die for you, my love, my love
We'll burn up in the light

Every time I look inside your eyes
I'm burning in the light
I look inside your eyes
I'm burning in the light
I look inside your eyes

You make me wanna die.


I finished off. Everyone started applauding, even the judges. Demi was applauding but her face was emotionless.  I smiled.

"Wow that was amazing!" Cher complimented. I smiled.
"Thank you so much!" I replied. Simon piped in.
"Truly amazing, you don't look like the kind of girl who likes that kind of music." I shrugged
"I've been told." I laughed.

"Okay, Cher what do you say?" Simon asked Cher. 
"Its going to be an absolute yes!" she grinned. I smiled
"Demi?" He asked Demi this time. She was probably gonna say no, it looks like she hates me.
"Yes." She smiled a little. 
"Congratulations Katelyn, Its a yes, You have three yeses!" Simon exclaimed.
"Thank you so much!" I grinned.

I headed backstage where I found two very happy looking Sandy, and Liz. 

"Congrats!" grinned Liz, and hugged me. I hugged back and moved to Sandy looking very emotional.

"I'm so proud of you!" she gave me a big bear hug. Sandy was like a mother to me, but sometimes I just think shes only doing ti because I'm an orphan and/or because she has to and its her job to take care of me.

"We told you, you were amazing!" exclaimed Liz still grinning like an idiot.

She did tell me. Its funny how just yesterday I was doubting myself like usual, and today I got an opportunity to make my dreams come true.

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