For The Love Of Clara

You come into my flower shop everyday. You always order roses for your one night stands. I hate your smile, your eyes, your curly hair. Everything. Then why do I always wish I was the one receiving your flowers? Why do I want you to place your hands on me and kiss me? I want you to rip my clothing off and make love to me in the garden. So, Mr. Styles will you buy me a bouquet of roses?


26. Leesi

Part II to the ending of For The Love Of Clara. 

Caspar's POV

"No, please Clara," Harry fell to the floor still holding my sister's hand. Gemma was crying on my shoulder as Niall held a crying Lola. Zayn wasn't moving, he just continued to hold her other hand and look upon her lifeless cheek. 

A single tear fell from his cheek and landed on the cheek of my sister. Whether she felt it's presence we'll never know. He was trying to respect Clara's wishes. She told them not to cry for her and Zayn was the only one holding up, trying to keep his tears hidden, trying to be strong. For himself, for the baby girl, for Clara. 

I left Gemma's side and went to Zayn, "You alright, mate?" 

He looked at me, his irises covering his entire eyes, tears filled to the brim. Trust me I hurt too, I never wanted to see my sister go, and being a twin it was like a piece of me was drained from my body and had fallen away. I had to be strong, though. If I was in Clara's position she would wouldn't cry over me. She would stay strong and cry when she was in the safety of her own privacy. 

I was sure Zayn would start to cry, but this man could keep a grip. "What does she mean by 'Leesi'?" 

For the first time I felt a smile appear on my lips, "Leesi was the name of her stuffed teddy bear our father got her on a trip to France. She named the bear Leesi, saying that is rhymed perfectly with our last name. Leesi Elyssa, she always came up with strange names, but she said that if she ever had a daughter that's what she wanted to name the child."

"Then that's what's going to happen," he said as he looked back down at Clara then broke away from my sister and went to the baby laying in a small crib next to her mother. "Hello Leesi," he said down to the cooing baby, and I couldn't help but notice the way the child smiled up at Zayn. 

How I wish I was that baby. Unable to comprehend what was going on, but living in security. 

"Sir, please," said a nurse beside Harry, who was still holding on Clara's hand. "Please." 

"NO!" He screamed. "I can't. We promised never to leave each other!" 

Harry's yelling caused another round of uncontrollable cries from the other girl's in the room. Zayn noticed and he walked over to Harry. 

"Come on, mate," he said as he placed his hand on Harry's shoulder. 

Harry looked up at him with red puffy eyes. He stood up and without fighting, yelling, or arguing Harry embraced Zayn. I never would have thought that my sister and her child would fix the wound between two damaged friends. Clara has left us with so many gifts, but with those presents requires sacrifice. She gave herself, to fix the people around her. 

I would never be as strong as my sister. Zayn and Harry left the room and immediately Liam was there to embrace them both. The nurse walked beside Clara's bed and brought the thin fabric up and over her head, disconnecting the wires, silencing the beeping. 

"Mr. Elyssa," said a nurse. "Mr. Horan. We will need you all for the child's paperwork." 

Then we were taken into another room and provided that name for the baby girl: Leesi Clara Elyssa. Niall signed most of the paperwork, so Leesi would be put in his care. 

"I still don't understand why she chose me," he said to Lola. 

"She believes in us. She knows that we would be grounded and give Leesi the best life possible," said Lola. 

"Let's just hope we can keep that promise in America," he said. 

"What?" I asked. "You're moving to America?"

"That's the plan," he said. "Lola and I are getting married this summer, then off to California." 

"I hope you tell Zayn and Harry before you go," I said. 

"Of course," said Lola. "Even though we are Leesi's Godparents we would never allow Zayn or Harry not to see her. We just think America is the best place to settle down. Getting away from the publicity, which will be the best for Leesi. She will grow up with the paparazzi flashing cameras in her face if we stay here. It's better to start all over again, somewhere else." 

"Well we wish you the best of luck," Gemma said beside me. "Leesi needs all the love she can receive and I understand why Clara chose you." 

"Just think the next time I get to see my niece she will have an American accent," I smirked. "She will be most definitely, if she's anything like Clara, she'll be a keeper. Now I can't wait to find out which one of those boys are inside of her." 

We all laughed quietly, and we didn't feel guilty. Like I said before, I know my sister and I know she doesn't want us to mourn over her. She would want us all to be happy. That's how we were going to move on, enjoy our lives.

BRING ON THE TISSUES! OH MY LORD..I was crying--no sobbing--the entire time I was writing these chapters. When I told ya the ending would be unforgettable I didn't disappoint. There's one more chapter, so the story isn't completely over yet! 

Thanks for reading! Please comment, like, and favorite because you are all truly amazing! 

Much love, Morgan .xx

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