Lovely and painful, love

Adeline had a pretty perfect life, she achievement a exchange from her country US to London, where she met her first big love, and her first big big pain too. One day her world climbed to the starts and the other it decayed to the hell. Accompany Adeline to find what realy happen with her loved one, why he still appears like a ghost... Is her mind? and why she feels so desperately lonely, If he was just a boy...


6. The truth just for you, friend

Caroline and Jenny congratulated me but Liam just smiled and pointed the hall. I followed him and when we finally get alone he breath and touched his head, he turned and then turned back to me with some abruptness.

-What’s the matter with you? - He said and I just shock. – Tell me please, what the hell is happening with you? Since you come back three weeks ago you look so depress and you don’t call me, don’t tell me nothing about your exchange and you cut me when I call you, seem you live paranoid, and the most important, you still without tell me why you came back half year later! – I opened my mouth to said something but he continued talking – No no, wait, don’t talk yet, I really like to know if we are friends or not, I really want to know that- He said laughing and scaring me a little, then his face turned to show a sense of sadness – You leaved me here, your best friend, alone, for a year and a half, and now you are back and you even look at me, and you don’t ask me what about me, about what happened with my life this time, and when I ask you, you don’t tell me nothing – His hazel eyes seemed crystals , I didn’t want to make him feel like that. He was right in everything. I didn’t do anything to help him to know what had happened, I just had buried so much to Harry in my mind, I had hid him in it that I didn’t thought that there was some people I could talk with, like Liam. I came back and every week I was unpacking and when I wasn’t doing that I was depress for Harry and I looked ways to forget him quickly, when there was someone that needed me, someone in who I had trusted before I trusted in Harry, I didn’t feelt nothing for Liam and he never make me feel like Harry but he was my friend, my best friend, and I had left him behind. I guess that he was waiting a bad react for my part but I just hugged him and he did it too, I repeat a lot of times ‘sorry’ in his ear so I decided to go out early from the school and he did the same, we were losing just the physics class, nothing important.

We started to walk to my house that was a few blocks away, just for talk.

-So, really, why you stay a half year more?-

I look him –Is a long history – I notice how his face was forcing me to tell him everything, for that we were walking for the long way I guess. – I meet a guy – I prefer didn’t see his face in that moment, I just showed him my hand to wait. – He made me feel like nobody ever did, he absorbed me complete. I don’t wanna said all this…-

- He rasped his teeth outrageously -I do not want to tell me, so get to the point-

-He died- Liam stopped suddenly and he stayed looking the horizon with his eyes like dishes. I positioned in front of him and continued talking- I fell in love, I really did and the things wasn’t easy but equal I loved him, just that one day, his car crashed and I spend months visiting his big grave without even can spend a day without travel almost 20 miles just to go to see him, well you know – He hugged me again and I let go, It feel good talk about Harry with someone from my age, with a friend. I tried that in London, but it wasn’t the same.

-I’m so sorry, rightly did not want to talk about it, I was judging you, I am, I was an idiot –

-enough, don’t said anything, it was my falt didn’t tell you, it’s just that I had been hiding it… it has been tormenting me-

-Tormenting? - I try to change the subject, I shouldn’t said that, now he was going to said: go psychologist, that I maybe was traumatizing- Tell my what you mean exactly –

-I saw him, today, two times, once he said ‘find me, help me’ and the second time ‘is ugly be under fake ground’ –

He looked at me and stayed thoughtful a few seconds – Maybe is just your mind… - The rest of the way I ask him about his life, and we let the ‘harry`s things’ behind, both of us neither had anything to say about it.

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