he's gone

Imagine waking up everyday and realising that he was gone or that she isn't here anymore. You miss the one that was always by your side. The one you have lost. Maybe you'll find your missing piece but what will happen if you never see him / her again?


11. Why?



The next week Zayn was still at home, but then he had to leave and I didn't saw him a couple of weeks. He told me that he was now a part of a band. One Direction, I think, and he reached with them the final. We phoned every day, but unfortunately we couldn't meet each other. - This was pretty hard for me..


On the day of the final I was with the Maliks. Zayn had told them that he shad a radio interview in the morning and so we were sitting all together in the kitchen and listened to the radio. The interview was already running and it was good to hear his voice. The other guys seemed to me very sympathetic too.


"So guys, let's come to the most important question: Which one of you is single and who is in a relationship?" My heart was pounding when I thought about him, saying that he's in love with me. I really had never heard him saying that he's in a relationship with me.


"What about you, Louis?"


"Happy in a relationship with the most beautiful girl in the world." The joy in his voice was nearly tangible, which made me smile. I didn't know him and was still happy for him.




"Unfortunately, not, but maybe I'll find someone in the future." Zayn's sisters were all like 'aww' and I had to smile again. I was sorry, indeed. His Irish accent was wonderful, why didn't he have a girlfriend? I would date him solely because of his accent. I laughed inwardly and kept listening to the radio.




"No, but don't worry. There's a girl I really like and maybe I have a girlfriend in a few weeks." He laughed and the boys started laughing too. "Who is she?" the moderator asked. "When we start dating, you're the first person who experiences it!" He laughed again, and this time the moderator laughed too, then they continued.




"Relationship." That was all he said. Not even happy or not, but apparently no one felt the urge to ask any further.


"Zayn?" My heart was racing again. Sure, I knew what he would answer, but I was still excited. I pricked up my ears, and it seemed to me as if he took infinite time before he finally answered.


"No, unfortunately I'm not currently dating someone." The interview ended and I could feel the disbelief came over me. "What?" I almost screamed and looked around horrified. Zayn's mother looked as surprised as I am. "Please tell me that I misheard him. Please tell me that he has said that he is dating. Happy in a relationship. Happy with me. Please say something?"


But they were silent.


The tears gathered in my eyes and I could only shake my head. His words echoed in my ears. "I'm not dating." I couldn't believe it.


Why did he do this to me?!



A/N: I know some of their relationships changed.. (;

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