he's gone

Imagine waking up everyday and realising that he was gone or that she isn't here anymore. You miss the one that was always by your side. The one you have lost. Maybe you'll find your missing piece but what will happen if you never see him / her again?


3. really?


I felt like I couldn't speak. I couldn't think and all the sounds around me were muted. As if I were deaf and dumb.   Did I feel the same? Yes or no? I didn't know. So, of course I knew it, but I couldn't fantom the words.


I started to knead my hands and tried to distract myself. How easy it would be to take his face in my hands and kiss him.


I looked at him and his eyes were still full of expectation. "Zayn, I ..." I got no further. It was too hard to speak. I watched how his eyes grew sad, and immediately I felt sorry for the two words I said. But just as I was about to say something else he interrupted me. "Don't say anything, if you don't feel the same. Let's pretend as if this never happened, okay? I don't want to lose you. You're all I have."


I shook my head and suddenly I could think clearly.


"No!" He looked at me, startled. "What?" - "That's not what I meant, I'm just so ... so surprised. You're everything to me. I can't imagine what it's like to live without you. And a year ago everything changed. I mean my feelings changed ... When I looked at you I didn't wanted to see what you were doing, I did it because I simply couldn't stop looking at you. When I touched your hand, it wasn't a mistake, I did it because I was addicted to feel you underneath my fingers. And when ... "


He cut me off. "Really?" The smile on his lips made my heart race and I nodded quickly. As he leaned over to me now, I didn't flinch. And as his lips met mine, I replied his kiss immediately.


His lips were perfect on mine and his kisses were always demanding. I felt a warm feeling spread through me and he pushed me down on his bed, I smiled.


We kissed again and again until we finally drove apart and he lay down beside me on the bed. His hand in mine.


That was the most wonderful moment of my life.  



sorry for all the spelling mistakes. i'm german, not english . ((;

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