he's gone

Imagine waking up everyday and realising that he was gone or that she isn't here anymore. You miss the one that was always by your side. The one you have lost. Maybe you'll find your missing piece but what will happen if you never see him / her again?


5. "I don't want to fight, Cas."



I smiled and said "I love you too". Then I layed on my side and started watching him breathing. First he didn't even noticed me 'stalking' him but then he laughed and asked "Everything okay, love?" I blushed because of the nickname and tried to concentrate on what to say now. "Yeah, everything's perfect. I just was wondering what we could do today..?" He bit his lower lip and pulled his arms around me. "Well I know some very nice things we could do." His voice sounded husky and sexy. I couldn't help but laughed while I boxed against his chest. "Idiot!"


He smiled his million dollar smileand shook his head, then he smiled at me and kissed my lips softly. "Umm..I think I have a surprise for you." - "You think?" I giggled but he stood up and said "Stay here. Don't go away. I'll be back in a few seconds." He left the room and I could hear him jumping down the stairs. Voices came up from the basement and back then there were the noise of his footsteps on the stairs.


He entered the room and stood in front of me holding his sisters guitar in his right hand. I winked at him. "Nice try but I know that you can't play the guitar." - "But you don't know that my sister teached me some chords." I lifted my eye brows and asked "Of which song?" - "Just listen."


I sat up and obeyed him. As he sang the first verse of Taylor Swifts You Belong With Me in his own version it hit me like a train, which collapsed with another one, and I got goosebumps all over my body.


Your on the phone with your boyfriend | hes upset,hes going off about something | that you said coz he doesnt get your humor | Like I do..


Im in my room,its a typical tuesday night, | Im listening to the kind of music he doesnt like | and he´ll never know your story..  | Like I do


The Bridge started and my heart began to race.


Coz he wears Raybans,I wear glasses, | he wears sweats and I wear Chinos, | Dreaming about the day,when you wake up and find what you´ve been looking for | has been here the whole time.

If you could see that im the one | who understands you - been here all along, | so why cant you see,you belong with me.. | You belong with me..


Inside of me I melt away. His voice sounded like .. like pure perfection. He finished the song and grinned at me. I wanted to tell him that he was amazing but I couldn't find the words. So I could only hear how a single 'Wow' left my mouth and see how his smile grew.


I left his bed and put the guitar out of his hands to lay it on my old place. I sat down on his legs while putting my arms around his neck.


"There's something I wanted to tell you. To be honest I wanted to say it yesterday but ... let's say my heart got stolen and I couldn't stop kissing the kidnapper." he laughed and I went on. "In a few months auditions for x-Factor will start again .. and ... I think you should go there and try you're best." A smile went on his lips but in his eyes I could see how insecure he really was. "It's just ... I just wanted to tell you. You don't have to if you don't want to."


He nodded and after a few minutes he said "Don't get me wrong I'd love to go there but it's like something would die inside of me when Simon would say that I can't sing."


"But he won't! You're so damn talented!" Again he bit his lower lip.


"Maybe but I'm ... I'm scared. I don't want to look like an Idiot."


"Zayn, don't say something like that! You're gorgeous." He rolled his eyes but I could see that my words still touched him. "I don't want to fight with you, Cas."


I nodded but I felt how anger grew inside of me. I just couldn't understand why he don't take this fantastic oppertunity. I left his legs and went to the door. "Where do you think you go?"


"Doing my homework." Now he stood up too. "But it's friday. You have the whole weekend to do them." - "Sure, but if I make them today we can spent the whole weekend together." I winked at him and left his room without kissing him or saying another word. I was kind of mad at him.



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