he's gone

Imagine waking up everyday and realising that he was gone or that she isn't here anymore. You miss the one that was always by your side. The one you have lost. Maybe you'll find your missing piece but what will happen if you never see him / her again?


27. Are you serious?






Without thinking about it, I put his face right between my hands and pressed my lips against his. Immediately, my whole body filled with warmth and I could feel some butterflies flying around in my stomach. And it .. it was just wonderful.


He returned my kiss and our lips moved in sync. I bit his lower lip and I could feel how he chuckled under our kiss. My hands moved from his cheeks up to his wonderful curly hair and his curls were running through my fingers, what kind of made me smile. He pressed his lips against mine and it just felt incredible.


His hands roamed over my back and I felt him slowly pushing me back until my back finally hit against the wall beside the door which leaded back into the hallway.


"Sorry." He tried to apologize, but I locked his lips once again with mine. God, he was such an incredibly good kisser. 

His hands slowly went down to my hips and he pressed his body against mine. For a brief moment his lips left mine and planted a few kisses on my neck, but immediately I pulled his face back to mine, so I could kiss his lips.


"Wow.", he just mumbled under our kiss and I couldn't stop but start thinking about that this whole situation reminded me of something. Of someone to be honest. Someone I shouldn't forget so easily and I really tried to push this thought away but the more I tried that the less it worked.


Hands in his hair. His hands on my hips. Kisses everywhere. Kisses. Special kisses. First kisses.


And it finally hit me. Zayn and I. We were like 16 or something like that and we were right here in the living room, we just wanted to watch some movies and stay up all night, but then we discovered that there was a bottle full of wine in the kitchen and we always wanted to taste it. So we opened the bottle and started to take some sips, but the sips got bigger and bigger and after a while I couldn't think clear anymore and Zayn and I started to laugh about every little thing. And then after some time, he just kissed me and we ended up right here. Against that wall, but before anything else could happen, we bursted out laughing, because we were too drunk to really know what was going on and we never really talked about it after that.


I pushed Harry away and he looked at me shocked.


"We can't do that, Harry."


Now he shook his head in confusion and said, "Are you serious, Cassie?"

He shook his head again and continued, "Cas, you just kissed the hell out of me and then now you're like we can't do that? Why? I know that you feel something for me. That you care about me, Cassie. I know that. Okay, maybe you feel bad about Zayn but at some point you just have to stop caring that much about his feelings. Start caring about yourself. I really do like you and you like me too. Forget about Zayn."


"I can't just forget about Zayn. He was my first love and he will always own a part of my heart and yes, there is something in my heart that only beats for you, but Harry, you're one of Zayn's best mates and I know that you nearly care as much about him as I do. Sometimes you just have to forget about your needs, because when you only care about yourself you will hurt someone and that's the worst thing you can do."


I said and when I looked back into his eyes, he slowly shook his head. 


"But, Cassie, that's just not what you want. And you'll be the one who gets hurt in the end, okay? So please, just stop thinking about Zayn and kiss me again.", he sighed slightly but I just shook my head.


"I should leave now." I said instead and made my way to the door. I could hear how he slowly followed me, but when I opened the door he stopped immediatly. Not because he knew that there was nothing he could do to stop me from leaving, but because of the person who was standing on the other side of the door.







I said and even through I knew that she would arrive today I was kind of shocked because well, this day was everything but not what I expected it to be.

Cassie slowly turned around to me and shook her head in disbelief. 


"Well, I definetly have to leave right now. I hope you guys have a lot of fun!" She said sarcastically and even through this whole situation wasn't really funny, it made me smile that she was jealous, but my smile immediatly faded when she turned back around and left the house. And Taylor just shrugged her shoulders and smiled at me.


"Hello, Haz."


Ow what a bad chapter, ugh. 

School is killing me. I'm so stressed and I can't find enough time to write a real good chapter, but I will as soon as exams are over. (:

Hope that you're okay with that and yeah, I love you, sweethearts! 

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