Lost In the Sea Of Darkness

This is the diary of a bullied girl. Her name is Ivy Danger Devious.She has no one to talk to but she writes everything down in her diary. Everything they say to her, do to her and how she feels. Will things brighten up or will they get worse?


9. 8/2/2011

Dear Diary 

I'm sorry I haven't wrote in a while I have been busy with all the homework. There's so much and It's stressing me out so much.I have the bullying on top of it and I miss Christina. Its getting worse and worse. I have got close to Chase though. He tells me not to let it get to me. That they are all pathetic and they are just jealous. I want to believe him but it hurts and its so hard to ignore. I try to ignore them all but it still hurts.

Chase is a great friend. Hes been there for me so much lately. He comforts me when I am down and I just want to give up. He tells me I am a amazing and beautiful person and I shouldn't give up. He is almost believable. He now knows about Christina because one day I was in tears and he found me. I told him everything about her in the end he hugged me and told me everything was going to be fine. Hes a amazing friend but I tell him not to be my friend around his friends because he would more likely get picked on too. At first he protested but then he agreed because I kept telling him he had to.

I have got close to my girls again. We went shopping for some clothes. Sadly we ran into so girls that looked like they was in a fake tan factory and one of the machines exploded. Then they had put masses of make up of as well. They had long fake lashes on, they looked like they had drawn their lips and eyebrows on which they probably did. I recognized them from school. They shouted horrible names at me making people in the shops stop and stare. I blushed and kept my head down. I could hear Iris and Angel shouting again but they can't protect me forever like I said last week. 

I have scars and bruises again from them. I go home every day for James to clean my wounds and comfort me. I am fed up. Life is so unfair. Wish I never existed. I don't want to live like this anymore.

I contacted all my old friends in Florida. They tell me to stay strong, that I should visit them in the summer holiday. We all talk every day and I tell them everything. They are shocked at how bad things are getting. When I look in the mirror every night I see a  small fat girl. She has horrible hair and a ugly face. She has stormy blue eyes but they are red and puffy from the crying. I never cry in school but when I get home I just break. I wish things were better than this. I am sorry this is short. I have so much homework to do. 

Bye Diary.  

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