Living In The Lights

Jazzie- a big pop star- has to choose between the British flirt, Harry Styles-known for being a player; and the Irish and adorable, Niall Horan- known for having quite the potty mouth. And maybe another member of the band that's crushing on her. She contemplates choosing neither of them, but once her double-crush is out in the open, she has no choice, but to choose.


18. I Miss You

Jazzie's POV.
It's been a week since I told Niall that I kissed Harry. After I told him, he didn't believe me, but I convinced him. I didn't want to hurt him, I just had to get him to fall for it. After I told him that I had feelings for Harry, he slammed the door in my face. I ran to the lobby and collapsed crying, I couldn't even move. Although there were people watching me, I didn't give a crap. I couldn't believe what I had just done. But it worked- the band is fine now, and they're just about to go on tour. Niall, Harry, and I haven't talked at all. But the other boys seemed to still care about me- especially Louis, he was really like my big bro. I hadn't seen Niall at all, we even recorded the song at different times, because he obviously couldn't stand being in the same room with me. It was for the best though. I couldn't live with myself if I ruined the band. Louis got really mad at me though. He lectured me on lying but he promised to keep the secret, since he was the only one (besides Harry) that knew the truth.
Niall's POV.
Jazzie broke my heart into a million pieces that night. I knew in my heart that she was lying about kissing Harry, but I had to convince myself that it was true to keep going on. If I even said out loud that Jazzie kissing Harry was a bunch of bull, I would probably go on a full out rampage and break Harry's face. I let her get away- and I don't want to see her again.
Harry's POV.
I can't believe Jazzie lied for me. I know she did that for the sake of the band, but she lost Niall. I knew how important he was to her, and she let him go... Because of me. I am the reason Niall and Jazzie aren't together anymore. That hadn't sunk in, yet. I can't believe I did that! I really wish I could fix this, but I don't think I can.
Louis' POV.
I've kept contact with Jazzie and she seems to be getting better. I can't believe she lied for Harry. He needs to learn how to handle his mistakes on his own. She's also been getting a lot of hate since the incident. We're about to go on tour and Jazzie will be left alone. I usually comfort he when the hate gets really bad, but I can't now.
Liam's POV.
Jazzie isn't around much anymore. I really miss seeing her around and hearing her amazing laugh. Niall was really upset, but I don't think Jazzie would do that to him. Harry has pulled that kind of stuff before, and I don't think he would miss out on an opportunity to kiss Jazzie. I decided to keep my mouth shut, I don't want this situation to get even more screwed up.
Zayn's POV.
I haven't talked to Jazzie much. But from the few times I have, she seemed just as broken as Niall was. I really feel awful for them; this situation is... It doesn't make sense. Why would Jazzie kiss Harry? Harry knows what he's doing with girls- which is weird because he's the youngest- and he definitely fancied Jazzie... Jazzie, you liar. But why would she lie? Well, the most reasonable reason to lie at this point would probably to save the band- she lied for us?!
Jazzie's POV.
I've gotten so much hate in the past week. It really is amazing how one directioner can make you want to cry. Imagine over a million of them at once. I already felt bad enough without all these crazy fans telling me to 'go die in a hole'. I really do want to die in a hole right now. I have a signing in a couple of days and I really don't want to go. Everyone will be asking me about Niall and Harry and I won't be able to stop myself from crying. Most of my fans are also fans of One Direction, so I doubt that they won't be pissed at me for hurting their poor 'baby'.

~~A/N: Hey, everyone! You guys should check out my friend's story on Movella/Wattpad/Mibba. It's not One Direction, but it's still amazing. The story is called 'Gone But Not Forgotten' by RachelJStyless. Thanks for reading!~~
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