Words Can't Describe

Peyton wanted to get away from her old life and start something new with her best friend Madi. Her whole life flips upside down when she is on her way to a concert with Madi and run out of gas. She finds herself running into the famous boy-band One Direction. Peyton and Madi find themselves torn between the boys as they develop feelings for them. Who will fall for who? Will they get their happy ending like they always wanted? Find out by reading Words Can't Describe!


24. Why?

Niall's P.O.V.

While at the park, I got a video message from Liam. It wasn't showing anyone but I heard him talking with someone. It was Peyton. She was talking to him about me. She feels the same way! But now I feel stupid because I've been waiting so long to ask her but I want it to be special when I do. I just want it to be us when I ask her. What she said made tears fell down my face. They were happy tears of course! I saw Peyton being carried on Liam's back. She jumped down and went over to me.

"Are you ok babe?" That was actually the first time she called me babe!

"Yeah I am; perfectly fine." She wiped away some of the remaining tears. "They are just happy tears." I pulled her in and hugged her tightly. She was hugging back tightly too. I had my chin on her head.

"You know I love you so much right?"

"Of course I know! And I love you so much." I kissed the top of her head.

After an hour we all left with Peyton and I holding hands going back. I just have to wait for the perfect moment to ask her. We had to get dressed for rehearsals. Around noon we left. The girls were up first. They performed Torn and a few other songs too. My favorite was a song by Christina Aguilera. The lads and I were up now. Again, the girls were dancing to our songs. A little bit after we were just sitting around talking. I had my guitar and was playing.

"Any request?"

"Yes! Can you play More Than This but I just want it to be Peyton and I at first. You guys can join in the end." Madi said.

"Sure thing. Here comes More Than This." I started to play the chords to the song. Madi went first. The girls were amazing at coordinating through the song. In the end, the lads and I joined in. 

After that we headed back to the hotel and just watched some T.V. All of a sudden, Peyton through her phone and stormed out of the room, locking herself in the bathroom. Madi ran after her. I got up and looked at her phone. They were messages between her and her mum. Apparently her mum doesn't want anything to do with her anymore because she's going around and "messing" with boys like us just trying to get attention. She also said some mean words too. The lads and I then walked over to the bathroom.

"Peyton, open up please." Madi said. "Come on P." She didn't answer. Just then the water started to run. She wasn't taking a shower but she was running the sink. I can hear her sobbing. She still wouldn't answer the door.

"Peyton, we're coming in." Zayn said. He picked the lock and open the door. I saw blood on the sink and running down her wrist. I walked up to her and held her hand.

"Why?" I asked. I started to cry.

"Because... Because I'm just pathetic and weak. I'm not worth anything. I should be thankful for where I am now. But I can't just take it anymore. My mom hates me. The only real sister I have is Madi. I don't even talk to my brothers and sisters anymore. I was always bullied at school. The only thing I had was my music and Madi. Nothing else. I kept this all bottled up because I didn't let it bother me at first. The things just kept edging on to me and I broke. I'm so happy I met all of you but then again. I think to myself that I'm just one lucky fan that got to met the world famous boy-band. And yet I know one of them loves me and I love him. I just want people to see that I'm happy where I am and can accept me as I am but they would point out every little detail that was wrong about me. They always wanted to change me and I let them one time but they just made it worse. I don't know what to think anymore! I don't feel like who I was before. I feel like that part just left me and I can't find it anymore. I just can't accept myself anymore." She fell to the floor and I fell with her. She was sobbing in my shoulder as I held her.

"Peyton. You need to listen to me. You are not weak and pathetic. You are a strong, independent girl. You are worth so much more than you can imagine. I can't think of how you feel because of your family. But know that I am here with you through every step and so are they rest of the lads. Madi is that one person who was there for you through everything. You should be happy you have a sister like her. Don't think of the past. But think that it will make you stronger than before. You don't just have your music and Madi anymore. You now have us with you. Never bottle these things up. Just let them out and express how you really feel. And I'm so happy you are that one lucky fan that met us. I love you Peyton. I always have and I always will. We all can accept who you are. You are beautiful, talented, terrific. I can keep going! We all love the person you are. Even though that one part has left; it can only make you feel the need to find yourself and be the person you want to be. Not what others expect you too. I love you so much Peyton. Just please never do this again. I can't live without you."

I was just holding her. I felt like forever but it was only an hour or two. I never wanted to leave her side after this but I had to. We all had to leave for the concert tonight. This will be stessful but I know we can make it through this. Together.

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