Burning Sun ( twilight)

Burning sun is a story based off the twilight saga. Burning sun has several mini chapters following closely to the story line's however adding more detail than beloved stephenie mayers wrote, just enough to keep you hooked. There are new scenerio's added but in such a way you'd truly thought it was written into the actual book. Burning sun has some of Bella's point of view but mostly edward's. Like midnight sun ( steph's partial release of edward's point of view). Help satisfy your craving to get inside the handsome vampires mind and hear of the constant struggles with himself and the decisions he's made along with his deep feelings for human Bella.

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11. Incomplete ( Edwards p.o.v)

Jane tossed me across the room, my surroundings flying passed me in a swish, a blur of colors. I heard Bella scream out.

“ NO, stop it, don’t. I’ll do anything, just please, stop!” She said her pleads desperate. I knew that the volturi would only get amusement out of a human begging mercifully to spare their love. I attempted to get the words out for Bella to not offer any deals, that had been just as good as selling your soul to the devil. Before long, my body twisting in agony, my nerves throbbing beneath my flesh, twisting about one another.. I lost consciousness. My senses deadened as the sound muffled and darkness washed over my eyes. I then had been consumed in what human’s called a nightmare but had seemed unbearably realistic. Bella lay on the table unconscious in my arms, no breathing, nor did the beautiful sound of her heart beat lye underneath of my hand, her eyes were dark and empty.. The life had been drained from them.

“ Bella, no, Bella, please.. You have to come back to me. Bella you can’t leave me!” I pleaded frantically as I shook her limp body. She didn’t blink, her eyes stared off into nothing as she lay completely still. No life force in her body.

“ Bella, I can’t.. I can’t do this without you Bella!” I said cradling her head to my chest as I ran my fingers through her hair humming her lullaby to her just as I did every night to lull her to sleep. Tears streaked down my face, my heart felt heavy as if somebody had been choking the life out of me. I didn’t fight it.

“ My Bella.. My beautiful Bella..what have I, what’ve I done?” I said as I closed her eyes gently running my finger tips down her eyelids and kissed her forehead, I obviously had not gotten to her in time. And now she had slipped away through my fingers. The breath I had filled her lungs with hadn’t been enough to make her breathe on her own, my hands pumping her heart hadn’t been strong enough to keep her heart beating on it’s own willingly. All I could think about, was none of it had been enough, I hadn’t been enough. I couldn’t protect my Bella like I had sworn I would. Darkness consumed me, guilt had consumed me, sadness lingered about eerily. She had really been gone this time. If I had just did as she asked, if I would have just changed her, she would be here with my right now. She would have made it through this. But I had been foolish, I hadn’t been strong enough to change her. If I had just changed her, I would still have her. Her mind had already been lost, as well as her soul and spirit. All I had left of her was her body and I clung to it.. I clung to the memory of her still warm and alive, already terrified that her memory should fade the slightest bit. She looked as if she had been sleeping peacefully. I didn’t want to let her go. I wanted to die at this point. I wanted to be tortured just as I deserved. Nothing quick and painless about it. No mercy bestowed upon me. Seeing her so helpless, the blood from her cheeks fading to grey, the thing I would have missed the most about her being human slowly fading away, ceasing to exist anymore.. It had been nothing more than a slow and painful death in itself. I’d been dying inside and could not die quick enough, nor could I die at all. I didn’t have that luxury. May god strike me dead on the spot. Anything would be easier than living without my Bella.. If that is what you could call it at all.
“ Edward, she’s gone. I’m so sorry my son!” Carlisle said his face grim, giving a gentle squeeze to my shoulder.

Emmet knelt beside of me, lifting her into his arms to carry her away, I hissed at him through my bared teeth angrily.

“ Don’t you touch her! Don’t you give up on her!” I growled. “ Don’t you dare do that. Don’t you give up on Bella!” I said shaking my head blinking a stray tear away.

“ Edward, she’s not one of us. You did all that you could!” He said shaking his head, remorse in his eyes.

“ LIES!! They are ALL LIES!!! This is how you repay her for keeping our secret? For her giving my life meaning , for her…for her saving me? How could you?” I said feeling resentment. Carlisle nodded to Emmet and Emmet handed her back to me. I filled the tub and placed her in it, dabbing her forehead with the rag, then grabbed her wrist and wiped away the blood from it gently as I held it in my hand , I then pressed my lips to it sweetly where I had bitten it earlier, kissing it. It had been the closest I’d ever been..my lips to her flesh without being driven mad with the lust for her blood. I had no hunger for her blood at all, only to have her back. I washed the blood away from her as if it been nothing but water to me.

“ It’s okay Bella, nobody will hurt you. I will allow nobody to harm you ever again my love!” I whispered into her ear kissing the top of her head. I choked down the tears in my throat as they spilled from my eyes.

I had felt broken and incomplete. It had been my darkest hour. I no longer knew who I was only who I had been when I had my Bella. She had been the only thing that had made sense to me. She had been my better half, my only chance to prove myself good.

“ Edward, Edward, GET UP EDWARD, PLEASE, GET UP!” I heard Bella’s voice call out to me fain and muffled. Slowly the words became louder, and clearer “ EDWARD, YOU’VE GOT TO WAKE UP!” She called out shaking me, hugging my face to her chest.The first sound I picked out of the room had been the sound of her heartbeat. Like music to my ears, loud and strong. My vision became clearer, tears had been streaming down her face and worry filled her eyes, but she’d very much been alive. My heart filled with triumph, the heaviness let up with ease. I gasped looking into her eyes and kissed her passionately as if to be the very first time we had kissed, my lips crushed against hers eagerly. It had only been a nightmare I had been stuck in.. the most dreadful experience I’d ever had. To have known what it was like to lose my Bella for good. To have ever taken our time for granted.

“ What was that about?” Bella pulled away asking, her eyes searching mine.

A smile erupted across my face as I held her tightly in my arms, her hair wound through my fingers and kissing her forehead. “ I have just found meaning in life, my eyes have just been opened, A blind man being given the gift of sight for the first time. Your alive Bella, my sweet Bella,.. You’re alive!” I said closing my eyes and kissing her again.

 

 

 

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