Burning Sun ( twilight)

Burning sun is a story based off the twilight saga. Burning sun has several mini chapters following closely to the story line's however adding more detail than beloved stephenie mayers wrote, just enough to keep you hooked. There are new scenerio's added but in such a way you'd truly thought it was written into the actual book. Burning sun has some of Bella's point of view but mostly edward's. Like midnight sun ( steph's partial release of edward's point of view). Help satisfy your craving to get inside the handsome vampires mind and hear of the constant struggles with himself and the decisions he's made along with his deep feelings for human Bella.

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33. Goodbye is the hardest thing ( Edwards pov)

My heart had been lodged in my throat as I watched the love of my life handing our child off to the man who’d imprinted upon her. If I had a heart, it would be breaking at this very moment, If I had a soul it would be weeping. Nessie was a lot like me but even so, I could tell that she was afraid. After all, I was her father and a father‘s bond is unbreakable.. I could still see that my child feared the worst. How badly it pained me to know just how afraid she had been, to know every fear that crossed her beautiful and brilliant mind and yet I couldn’t console her.. Time would not allow me this, nor was this the place. Reality had been harsh to us. She was extremely in tune with our emotions, a very bright little girl at that, she had been fully aware of her surroundings and the tension that was thick in the air. Bella’s eyes filled with tears as she struggled to keep her composure for Renesmee’s sake. She’d known just as well as I had, that this would be the very last time that we’d lay eyes upon our beautiful daughter before we were slaughtered in this massacre that would go down in history. Bella and I had spent the day in each other’s company, we’d made love and valued it, savoring every last moment, just as a human valued the light of day just before being sentenced to a life imprisoned or as if it would be the last breath they’d draw in, in those moments when your senses are most heightened and at their peak.. Your smell, your sight, your touch.. While adrenaline plagued through your body. I was nearly stepping foot onto this battle field today, knowing that I would never see my Bella again after this battle, my only hope was that the heaven’s had taken pity upon me and that I would be destroyed before I had to witness my Bella tortured and killed before my very own eyes.. I had not the heart nor will to witness such a thing.. That would have been my greatest torture and the Voultry had been aware of this, it had been no secret, they would have went for my weakness first…they would destroy her first to torture me..to weaken me, I’d hoped that they would destroy me first proving to be the weakest link of some sort. It was cruel almost, cruel of me to wish that sort of pain upon Bella, because I was a coward, because I couldn’t begin to imagine how agonizing it would be to go on existing without her.

I quickly shook the thoughts from my head, had I been able to shed a tear, had I been capable of having such human emotions.. A tear would have fallen just as all hope had. I walked over to Bella after allowing her a private moment with Renesmee, I wrapped my arm around her neck and pulled her to me kissing her forehead as she sobbed underneath of my chin. It was dreadful, seeing how broken up to bits she’d been. “ May I have just a moment with my daughter?” I asked Jacob. It looked almost as if his face held sympathy for me, he nodded in agreement handing her to me while she reached out, her tiny arms outstretched to me, she wrapped both arms around my neck and hugged onto me tightly wrapping her legs around as well. I breathed in a breath of her hair, taking in her sweet scent as I hugged her tightly choking back the tears that would not come as they stung my eyes, I kissed the top of her head as I watched every memory she’d shown me.. Every last memory she’d had of her beautiful and alluring mother and I, before our family had been threatened by the Voultry, I felt her pain first hand… I’d felt her fear first hand… I felt my heart whither to nothing but an empty pit, it was nearly as bad as witnessing my beautiful Bella being destroyed. I had to render forth my only child in order to spare her life. It seemed unusually cruel. “ Nessie” I said swallowing hard, she pulled back to look at me, tears rolling down her cheek “ I… I love you with every ounce of my being Nessie, you are the greatest thing to have ever happened to your mother and I. Please… don’t you ever forget that.. Promise me you will never ever forget that so long as you should live?” I went on, holding her face, she nodded frantically, her forehead against mine as tears fell in a steady stream. “ Daddy loves his little princess!” I said before finally kissing her head with force and handing her off to Jacob in disgust. What I heard next ate my heart away whole Nessie screamed out sounding like a child for once, scared to death of her uncertain future and whether or not her mother and I would be in it, she cried out hysterically pleading with me “ Daddy…no…no Daddy..please Daddy, don’t leave me Daddy. I’ll be good daddy, don’t you want me anymore?” I’d wished someone drove something through my heart so I would not have to feel the pain of my sinking heart any more, I’d wished to burn a thousand times through the fiery pits of hell over hearing my pain stricken daughter as I turned my back to her and walked away from her. She’d done nothing wrong.. She had been absolutely perfect and in a perfect world, I could have her forever and would have never had to walk away from my little baby girl, I would have held onto her and never let her go. I wrapped my arm around Bella’s waist tightly holding her close so that she would not collapse, the tears heavy in her eyes. “ I love you” I whispered , my head hung in sorrow. “I’ll take care of her!” I heard in Jacob’s thoughts. “You had better!” I growled through my teeth as Nessie and Jacob disappeared further and further from my sights. As the Voultry appeared over the hill top, I clutched my fist tightly.. Ready to declare war, ready to die protecting the ones that I love but not without viciously ripping apart the limbs and torso’s of every last enemy for bestowing such pain upon my family first, upon my Bella, upon my daughter. My fists clenched I threw my head back and growled in agony as I launched forward toward the Voultry..
“EDWARD…NO!!!!! “ I heard Bella cry out.

 

 

 

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