Burning Sun ( twilight)

Burning sun is a story based off the twilight saga. Burning sun has several mini chapters following closely to the story line's however adding more detail than beloved stephenie mayers wrote, just enough to keep you hooked. There are new scenerio's added but in such a way you'd truly thought it was written into the actual book. Burning sun has some of Bella's point of view but mostly edward's. Like midnight sun ( steph's partial release of edward's point of view). Help satisfy your craving to get inside the handsome vampires mind and hear of the constant struggles with himself and the decisions he's made along with his deep feelings for human Bella.


26. Forever kind ( Edwards p.o.v)

    I couldn’t bare to be away any longer. I knew deep down how so very nearly broken Bella had been. Physically and now emotionally as well. The thought of her no longer as my own, was enough to stop me in my tracks. It was a truly selfish moment indeed but I relies I need her just as well as she needed me. How would I continue to exist without her? That will would be of course, hard to find. She seen me as her protector, often calling me her “guardian angel”, how could I be such things when I had just abandoned her leaving her to Jake without so much as fighting for her. I couldn’t possibly have her thinking such foolish intolerable things as maybe she wasn’t worth it? I had to go back and of course try to make this right. To restore what little bit of faith she had left that I loved her and always have, if she hadn’t lost it all already. Her mind must be a wreck. How much I loathed myself for the moment, cringing at the thoughts that could possibly be floating about in her mind. With heavy legs and a heavy heart I forced myself to find my way back to the house. Peering inside the window, what I was to see next, perhaps my heart wasn’t nearly as ready to let go as I had thought it had been. Jacob Black had been consoling Bella, my Bella, who now wept uncontrollably. Sweeping her hair behind her ear his face moved closer to hers, just inches away from her quivering lips, her eyes closed in anticipation just as they did when she and I were about to share a passionate kiss. I no longer had the will to be an outsider the situation no longer a concern of mine. I deeply longed to be the man to catch every tear that fell from her deep brown eyes, to be the man who consoled her when reality had failed her and what she had thought it to be. Moments before their lips touched, I swung the door open ready to proclaim my love yet again, and how terrible of a mistake I had made, sadly, yet again.

“STOP!” I yelled desperately in hopes to break the bond they had formed in the heat of the moment. In which it seemed to have worked. Bella fell back onto her elbows on the couch, panting, utterly shocked to see me.

“ Now what Romeo?” Jacob scowled, his face far from friendly.

“Ed…Edward?” Bella stuttered as I walked forward quickly taking my designated place at her side where I had remained every day forth of this pregnancy. “ Wh-wait-what-what are you doing here? I thought you’d gone” she began to start to cry again, her breaths seeming harder to catch “ I.. I thought I’d never see you again and you’d left me and our baby all alone!” She went on, the tears now flooding down her face, her eyes red and swollen from crying so hard. A twinge of feeling, pain in fact, shot through my heart as I watched the sheer and utter look of heartbreak upon her face. I’d never wished to see her that way, especially when it had all been my doing.

I looked to Jacob, now growling unaware. “ I cannot do this, I simply cannot let you go through with this!” I snapped now looking back to Bella.

“ Oh wow… look…you’ve got some nerve you leach. Just a second ago, you stomped on her heart and let me just remind you, it wasn’t the first time Edward!” Jake scoffed in a harsh tone. The words did exactly what they had been intended to do, for a moment, stunning me.

  “Look” I hissed “ I have my flaws, never once have I claimed any differently…BUT you and I just alike have only wished for Bella to be happy and safe. That is all I have ever wanted. And if you believe for even ONE second that leaving her was anything but the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in the endless years of my godforsaken life, then do let me tell you that you couldn’t quite possibly understand what it is like to love some body with every ounce of your being, so much that you simply hope that you cannot do wrong by them, all that you are certain of anymore is that you wish to keep them safe in any way possible, even if the truth of the matter is.. You felt that by you being around all it did was placed them in danger” I hissed through my gritted teeth. “ Perhaps if you’d merely taken a moment of your precious time dog, to not be so wrapped up in yourself, then you’d simply relies it was but one of the truest acts of love, to have even considered for a moment.. even if just briefly… the truly sickening thought of her being with you had been better for her!” I spat spitefully. Jacobs face begin to go red with anger, his fists tightening at his side and just as he had been ready to launch forward at me Bella let out a small whimper as she clutched at her stomach where the babies foot seemed to have kicked, the discoloration had already started. Jacob already had lost his train of though placing his hand on her knee, as my attention quickly focused on her pain. Placing my hand on top of hers on her stomach, I then brushed her sweat soaked hair back from her forehead, my eyes focused on hers in attempt to coach her through the pain, how badly I had wished to make it go away. Her teeth clenched tightly together as she arched her back in pain, her eyelids squeezed shut tightly as she screamed out in pain. “ shhh… shhh, please my love, Bella, please, look at me, look into my eyes Bella” I instructed, my voice soft and trying hard not to reveal the panic I’d felt at the moment. Letting out a few breaths, panting her eyes drew up to mine, our gaze meeting for just a few brief seconds but had felt like time had miraculously stopped for a moment. Breaking Bella’s concentration the baby had kicked yet again, this time a crack echoed through the house as she screamed out in agony, her back arching in scrutinizing pain as she grabbed my hand tightly digging her nails into my impenetrable flesh. “ Breathe Bella.. Breathe.. It will be okay.. I’m here now, I’m not leaving your side!” I went on, yet somehow Jake had gone quiet, perhaps it had alarmed him to see Bella in such a way? Either way, it had taken me by surprise because he’d always had something to say at all the wrong moments, I supposed all teenage boys had been cocky that way though. Beads of sweat dripping off her forehead she began to calm down, my words had proven to have a calming effect on her, she looked at me breathing heavy, her eyes now tired.

“ Promise?” She whispered.

“ Of course, I promise Bella, I’m not going anywhere. This baby, it’s our child. That’s all I know, the rest we can figure out along the way. I cannot leave you, I do not have the will to!” I insisted kissing her hand softly, placing my other hand on top of her Belly, feeling the baby in which she had nicknamed “ our little nudger” lightly nudge underneath the palm of my hand. A weak smile rising to her face along with a faint giggle.

“ I just wish so badly I could take the pain away Bella!” I said looking down at her, my eyes full of sympathy and remorse, half way talking about the bruises and cracked ribs the baby had caused and half way speaking of the pain I had inadvertently caused her.

“ You already have!” She insisted weakly as she began to close her eyes to drift off to sleep




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