Burning Sun ( twilight)

Burning sun is a story based off the twilight saga. Burning sun has several mini chapters following closely to the story line's however adding more detail than beloved stephenie mayers wrote, just enough to keep you hooked. There are new scenerio's added but in such a way you'd truly thought it was written into the actual book. Burning sun has some of Bella's point of view but mostly edward's. Like midnight sun ( steph's partial release of edward's point of view). Help satisfy your craving to get inside the handsome vampires mind and hear of the constant struggles with himself and the decisions he's made along with his deep feelings for human Bella.


19. Blood lust ( Bella's p.o.v)

  I looked into his honey eyes peering deeply into my soul, feeling my body fill up with this flush of heat as he held my hand and touched my face with his other wiping my soiled trail of fresh tears. Even with the iciness of his touch , his heart and his soul was full of so much warmth…so much compassion as he pleaded with me, this look of anguish in his eyes. Edward hated to see me in any kind of pain , it ate away at him when I was in pain, His honey/gold eyes full of remorse at any thought of being the one to have inflicted the pain on me emotionally or physically.

“Bella, love, please, what is it? Have I hurt you?” He asked as I looked down shamefully, I held his hand into place on my cheek. I felt so vulnerable, …so stupid . I couldn’t bare to look at him.

“Bella, please? I can't bare the thought that I’d ever done anything rash to hurt you!” he spoke, pleading, his pale and beautiful angelic face full of worry.

I shook my head instantly “no, …no! It’s not that! “ I said meekly through my sobs. I couldn’t tell him, I couldn’t tell him that I needed him that way, that I so selfishly wanted him that way. I had all of Edward Cullen but that part of him. I’d dreamt of it many, many times. Oh how glad I was that he could never penetrate my thoughts.. Nor invade my dreams to see for himself. I don’t know that I could live with that embarrassment.

“Then please, Bella, what is it that has you so worked up? I must know! “ He begged me, his angelic voice so soft as he caressed my cheek with his thumb, lifting my chin up so that my eyes made contact with his.

As usual, once your eyes locked with Edward Cullen, you got lost in his captivating gaze pulling you in deep, you couldn’t deny him of anything he asked for. I couldn’t look away, I didn’t have the will. I never did. I twisted my fingers through his dark brown hair as I drew closer to his bright red lips, they were even more inviting to me then usual having all this lust running through my veins. My lips fit so perfectly between his as I began to suck on his bottom lip. He did not object, he kissed back passionately. It only made me want him that much more. With a steady hand on my back , he slowly lowered me to the bed while he kissed me ever so passionately. I wrapped my legs around him and began to kiss more wildly, more intensely and that’s when he drew back quickly. His forehead creased “Bella, I can't, please…don’t. You know it’s hard enough to deny you!” He said starting to look away. I whimpered a little as I flung my arm over my eyes embarrassed. Was I not good enough? Of course not. He was a fallen angel, how could I ever amount to him? I was always so plain.

Edward touched my arm hardly having to make any efforts to move it away. “Please, you must not cry. I can't bare myself knowing that its me that has made you!”

“Then why will you not make love to me Edward? It hardly seems fair. This connection that we have always had, and yet you continue to deny it, you always pull back when we are within an inch of giving into the desire. Yet, why wouldn’t you? I am just this fragile human. So average and so flawed!” I said blinking away a tear.

This seemed to have angered him. “Bella, no! I will not have you thinking such ridiculous thoughts. You have always been the most beautiful human that I’d ever laid eyes on, and I’ve laid eyes on many through the many centuries I’ve seen and none, apart from you, ever made me feel the need to look twice, the need to have you so badly, It’s made me question myself several times, just how strong I was, almost giving in several times. Nobody amounts to you in my eyes, the world is full of faceless people when standing next to you. The only thing that saves me from surrendering to you entirely is my will to protect you, my vow to never hurt you!”

He has always spoke so highly of my beauty and yet I’ve never been able to understand and I was not sure that I ever would. I was just thankful that my Edward thought of me like that. “Then please Edward, don’t fight this, give into me, just this once let your guard down!” I asked my forehead to his.

I think I’d finally gotten through to him this time.
I’m not sure if it was the guilt I’d layered on him or his own uncontrollable desires, but he gave in, his face pained. He pushed his lips to mine as he frantically kissed me, every inch of my body. I felt a tingling sensation pulsing through my body with every beat of my heart, starting at my toe’s all the way to my head. His lips never felt so good in my life. I ached to have him inside of me. I tugged at his shirt, trying to take it off but he beat me to it, he ripped it off savagely, never breaking away from my lips. He then ripped my clothes off, it felt so good the rush of the cold air hitting my burning skin. He eyed my breasts with a look of hunger burning in his eyes, he then began to suck on them carefully. I moaned as I was in ecstasy. It felt so good to have him lay his big strong hands on me, all over me. Before I knew it, I felt him inside of me, I could feel us both throbbing as our bodies rocked in perfect synchronization as if we’d done this a million times before, it came so naturally to us. Never in my wildest dreams had I imagined it would or even COULD feel this good. We fit together perfectly like a puzzle, meant to complete each other. Our bodies entangled. “Edward” I panted, “Oh Edward” I moaned quietly into his ear as I clawed his back, which seemed to drive the beast in him out all that much more as he locked eyes with me and continued thrusting harder and harder. I felt like I was on fire, burning in hell, but how could my hell be so perfect? I’d be willing to burn up for eternity if this was hell. His strong hands clinching my hips crushing down on me making me wince a little but not enough to stop, nibbling my ear lobes and then his lips pressing to my neck, hard.. I could feel him shaking, trembling on top of me as my legs quaked underneath of him , he then let out a moan as he thrust one last thrust and buried his face into the pillow biting it viciously. Suddenly he relaxed and stared me into the eyes as I panted as I laid feeling sedated.

A smile broke way from the beautiful corners of his lips.

“That was, …amazing!” He said “ nothing short of the most incredible feeling I’ve ever felt in my life, apart from the first time I set my sight on you!”

I couldn’t help but smile and grab his perfect face and kiss him a soft sweet kiss.

“I didn’t hurt you Bella, did I?” his face quickly turned to concern.

I shook my head “no!” I said… “In fact, I’ve never felt more weightless and alive in my life!” I chirped still on Cloud nine.

Edward smiled at my choice of words, giggling a little.

I suddenly felt like I hadn’t slept in years, nuzzling into the crook of his harm. I began to surrender to the sleepiness that made my eyes so heavy. Edward kissed my forehead “I love you Bella!” He said sweetly and gently. I yawned and managed to get out the words “I love you too Edward Cullen!“ when I then drifted deep into sleep.

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