Burning Sun ( twilight)

Burning sun is a story based off the twilight saga. Burning sun has several mini chapters following closely to the story line's however adding more detail than beloved stephenie mayers wrote, just enough to keep you hooked. There are new scenerio's added but in such a way you'd truly thought it was written into the actual book. Burning sun has some of Bella's point of view but mostly edward's. Like midnight sun ( steph's partial release of edward's point of view). Help satisfy your craving to get inside the handsome vampires mind and hear of the constant struggles with himself and the decisions he's made along with his deep feelings for human Bella.

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2. Almost lover( Edward's pov)

My stealth heart sank deep into my chest, burying itself behind my ribs. I witnessed something all too familiar only the settings had somewhat changed, do to my deciding against taking the road not yet traveled, I didn’t take the time to know Isabella Swann. I had gotten into my car that day, and I drove away instead of hanging around waiting in the parking lot for her to see me. That was the past me, the present me, watched from a far enough distance as the van came crashing around the corner out of control, Bella turned around in horror throwing her hands up in front of her face instinctively but a fragile human could do nothing to stop this, only a monster like myself. Her fate had been decided that day, mostly thanks to myself. The van crashed into her thrashing her head back into her truck violently and sliding to the ground. It hurt my heart deeply to see, almost as if it had some life within it. I wanted to run to her side but I could not, I was being retrained somehow. I had been made to watch her suffer and could not do nothing. It felt as if I was in hell, because if I were, this would be exactly it. Watch the person you love die or at least close to it. And not do anything, knowing that in the present, it goes differently, so much more differently. I help her, I’m the one that pushes the van away. It was me that had wished I never persuade Bella…it was me that thought it would have made life easier for her. She lay on the ground, sprawled about and very still, blood flowing from her head. The kids from forks high school ran to her side, terrified, of course Mike got there first, how much that annoyed me. “BELLA!” He shouted, I could hear another shout “ CALL 9-1-1!” I stood there petrified, cursing myself that I did not stop this, if tears had been an emotion I was able to produce, I’d surely be doing this. Not here, this is not how she had been meant to die, she was just a child. It all seemed to cruel. Next scene, Bella lie in the hospital bed rather than sitting up, where I’d left her complaining about the neck brace and how it seemed un-fare they didn’t make a fuss about me not wearing one. Although, I’d rather that 100% times more now. A bandage wrapped around her head, red bleeding through the bandage, only.. I didn’t smell it… this was new to me, my throat was no longer burning. Her eyes were black and blue, swollen shut. How much this pained me to see, my Bella, so very fragile, lying there all sorts of broken. This time, I’d been allowed to move from my place and I did so willingly, I walked over to her bedside, pulling up a chair and taking her hand within mine. Her hand felt as if it were on fire, this time, her fingers did not entwine into mine, they lay there limp. I kissed her hand, squeezing my eyes tightly as if to think maybe I’d blink this horrible reality away, but when I opened them, no change, still the grim outlook. I heard a voice call from behind me, it had been Charlie Swann, only, he sounded so unbelievably pain stricken.

“ And just who are you?” He asked

Breaking my concentration, unable to be rude, I shamefully answered his question. “ I.. well .. Let’s just say that I am an old dear friend. I once meant everything to your daughter, though I had trouble understanding this. Now, I’ve let her down!” I said, my voice rough and breaking.

“ Hmm, That’s odd, Bella’s never mentioned you!” he said doubtingly “ well kid, although I don’t know who you are, your obviously beating yourself up, nobody could have stopped this, besides that damn Tyler kid, and his license will be revoked.. Ill see to it!” He promised angrily.

He sat in miserable silence for a moment, until finally speaking again. He cleared his throat so that I didn’t forget he was there “ Well I, um, I’m going to get some coffee, did you want some?” He asked.

I shook my head “ no thanks sir!” I mustered up a smile, even though my nerves were all twisted about and my heart ached, I felt as if id been dying all over again.

He nodded as he dismissed himself “ alright then, suit yourself!” He said letting himself out.

As soon as I’d known he was gone I began to speak again, though she’d been in a coma I was sure she could hear me. “ Bella, I am so so sorry. This wasn’t how it was supposed to be. None of it makes sense. Now I see, I was supposed to be there, it makes more sense that I am in your life then it does not being there. This is all my doings. Bella, I never meant for this.. You must know, I never meant for any of this to happen!” I whispered to her. Most likely sounding like the rambling of a mad man.

The surroundings faded before my eyes all to quickly, I was hurled into another reality, months down the road. Bella had obviously made it out of the coma. In which made my heart thaw instantly, and sigh a good bit of relief. Until I’d realized that Bella still went with Jessica and Angela that day to try on dresses, and of course, wandered off by herself. She’d always been too adventurous, and apparently that did not change not knowing me. The past me had not taken the time to overcome the lust for her blood, there for, had not stuck around to follow her from a distance incase she should need my help. I was terrified for her, I still could hear what those men were thinking, all the vile and repulsive thoughts. I remained retrained in place to watch it play out, I struggled in place trying to free myself, only, I could not. The men approached Bella laughing drunkenly as they lay hands upon her.

“ Let go of me, don’t touch me!” She said sacredly,

“ She doesn’t like that!” One of the men said.

She kneed one of them in his groin, He instantly slapped her across the face sending her to the ground in a daze, as she lay there, hardly able to fight back, they lay hands all over my precious Bella, unmercifully robbing her of her innocence. It was killing me inside, eating away at me to watch this happen and again, not be able to do anything. Her muffled screams as they covered her mouth, the tears rolling down her cheek, it was absolutely sickening. Felt as if someone had driven something right through my heart. Finally, after what seemed like hours, the scene faded. I’d never been so thankful in my life, but I was almost certain I would have gone completely mad if I’d been forced to watch any more. I already wanted to rip their heads off, tear them apart from limb to limb. Make them suffer slowly and I would enjoy every bit of it. Bella sat alone in her room, in a corner, where she sat most days after the incident. In this world, she fell apart after the life changing events of that day, she didn’t hardly go out, nor did her and Jacob black ever get any closer, she could never allow herself to get close to a man, she no longer trusted men, as she had been under the wrong impression, given the impression that all men behaved as poorly as these men. She didn’t know me in this reality and how in another reality, I’d have treated her with the utmost respect, never lay hands upon her in such a way, and certainly not without her permission. I’d have done absolutely everything for her, anything she wished, just to make her happy. As that was the very reason for my existence. Not being in Bella’s life, would have simply ruined her, I see that now. Remorse filled my heart.

“ENOUGH!” I cried out through my teeth “ NO MORE, I CANNOT WATCH! I CANNOT DO THIS! ENOUGH!” I yelled.

When I opened my eyes again, I heard a voice call out “ It worked!”, Bella ran to my side

“ Edward, are you okay?” she asked.

I breathed a sigh of relief as I took her into my arms kissing her frantically. “ I am now, I am now!” I whispered against her lips.

Her expression came off as somewhat confused.

“ I wouldn’t change a thing if I could, I wouldn’t go back and undo our past to the tiniest bit. You mean absolutely everything to me Bella and we were destined to be together!” said grabbing both sides of her face looking into her eyes,

“ Good, because neither would I!” She said somewhat confused.

“Now, just what exactly did you do to him?” She asked laughing nervously.

“ Just made it all so much clearer for me!” I answered for her with a smile. “ Any doubts I may have ever had is all!” I re-assured her. “ it’s going to be alright, everything will be just fine now!” I let on, sure not to reveal any of the horrific details. I was certain I did not want to re-live such a terrible time in Bella’s life again. The present is where I wanted to be, this Bella now, was who I loved, her smiling face I adored so deeply, bringing my heart back to life each and every time I seen it and the warmth that radiated from her deep brown eyes.


 

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