Burning Sun ( twilight)

Burning sun is a story based off the twilight saga. Burning sun has several mini chapters following closely to the story line's however adding more detail than beloved stephenie mayers wrote, just enough to keep you hooked. There are new scenerio's added but in such a way you'd truly thought it was written into the actual book. Burning sun has some of Bella's point of view but mostly edward's. Like midnight sun ( steph's partial release of edward's point of view). Help satisfy your craving to get inside the handsome vampires mind and hear of the constant struggles with himself and the decisions he's made along with his deep feelings for human Bella.

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10. A vampires tale of romeo and juliet ( Edwards p.o.v)

My heart felt an immense amount of pain at this point. And my own free will to thrive, was no longer in existence. I knew it would have done my family no good to see me in such a state of mind, Esmé already had more concerns about me then any of the others. I couldn’t possibly bestow such pain upon them, to watch as I gradually became nothing but an empty carcass slowly rendered immobile by the guilt and sorrow that consumed me. I think it almost fair to say, I’d nearly forgotten all my survival instincts, the many years of practice with “living” or close to it … , It would seem I’d forgotten it all. Or was it that I possibly just stopped caring due to the passing away of my late one true love, the soul mate that I’d been destined to wander this earth with? Simply because she had undeservingly entrusted her heart in me, to keep it safe. It was now that It had become clear, I was her protector. She had relied on me entirely too much as she had an unwavering amount of faith in me that I was not capable of having in myself, to do nothing with it but appreciate it, as I should have. However, she had not counted on me to be a self-loathing pompous bastard and render her defenseless in her most vulnerable state of mind, after she’d been weakened by my unforgivable strike. All things aside, I’d been just as good as a predator to be feared, luring my pray in, so much smaller than, and weaker than I, the fight had not nearly been fair, paralyzing her then killing her, figuratively speaking of course. The thought had sickened me, Ultimately I led to Bella’s demise. She no longer had the will to live, or a reason so to speak. And in these past months, I understood this all that much more, it wasn’t until these last moments of life that I truly grasped the feeling, understanding first hand what it’s like to believe in the possibility of something your not even sure exists. She had given in, her faith in me had collapsed. How could I have expected her to be so strong, when even I wasn’t, and my flesh was impenetrable, my heart was still, I could not be as intensely overwhelmed as a human. I too, was now giving up, my Bella was forever gone, she would not return. Such a young and useful life, snatched away due to the sacrifices of an immortal love. I’d always found Bella’s fascination with Romeo and Juliet to be rather un-tasteful and naïve, in the end, I’d never realized how eerily comparable our story was to theirs, and while given the impression the one you love has died, you can think of nothing more than to be dead along side of them, to be together in the after life, if that was at all possible. I still wasn’t certain that sort of thing existed, at least, for me that was. Only difference with their classic tale, apart from theirs, there had been no mistakes here, Bella was truly dead, Alice’s vision and the phone call to Chief Swan’s house had confirmed this.

  The sun had slowly been moving forward, ready to spill on the ground just in ahead of me, within reach. I numbly began to unbutton my shirt and remove it, letting it slide off my arms and fall to the ground behind me as I reached the end of the door way. I’d become so delusional in these last few moments due to my state of mind, that I’d almost believed I had heard Bella’s voice cry out my name “Edward!” I heard call out in the distance, it had been strangely soothing. Making it that much easier to go through with my suicide. My Bella had come through even in the after life, to help me make the transition, to help me pass away with no pain. I clenched my eyes shut tightly as I then took the final step forward, lifting my head up so that the sun would cast across my face, extending my arms out as if to be in flight. “ NO EDWARD, DON’T!” I heard her voice cry out again. A smile slowly stretched across my face, it was just like her to unselfishly try to prevent me from doing something irrational like this and going through with it. I felt something crash into me, almost causing me to lose balance, I opened my eyes just as Bella began to fall backward, I caught her and steadied her. She threw her arms around my neck frantically hugging me. I smiled, taking her in, how much relief it had felt to see her all over again, how imperfectly perfect she was, just as I last remembered her as I’d left her months before. Relief instantly washed over me. It had been made to be plainly obvious, I had already died, already passed over, and Bella had been there, Beside me the whole time, to greet me in heaven.

“ Carlisle was right, there is a heaven, even for the damned. This was exactly as I envisioned it to be, you here with me of course!” I said whispering into her hair, a smile still on my face as I breathed in her scent. Though it was quite odd, I still had my keen sense of smell, I could smell her. Who knew that heaven could feel so real.

  She stood up on her toes and stretched forward, leaning in to kiss me, her lips shear and smooth like silk, as if to feel like that of a rose petal, I’d forgotten how blissful the feeling had been. I kissed her back passionately gripping her hips, overwhelmed with desire, my body surged with an electrical shock of heat. This kiss had been nearly as good as the first time, if not.. Possibly better? I felt her heart beating rapidly through her chest. Almost as if trying to flee it. The feeling had almost been alarming to me, for I had been convinced for a second that it was myself that had a heartbeat, like somehow she had sped my heart back to life with all the feelings that I’d had for her. The kiss nearly magical. She rested her forehead to mine, breathing heavily, our noses side by side, her sweet warm breath on my lips as she panted, her fingers wrapped in my hair. “ No Edward, your not dead!” She said breathlessly “…YET!” She corrected. “ Now hurry, get out of the sun, or we both will be!” She said looking down at the small amount of my arm that had been exposed to the sun light and dazzled against the sun just like the way a prism worked when the sun shined through it, she then pushed me back firmly, placing all her weight into her upper body as she leaned into me, I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her back with me into the building out of plain sight, as I seen somebody walking through the crowd in a long red robe, it had become clear we had been spotted. I now knew this was reality, as there would be no room for the volturi in my heaven.

 

 

 

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