Mystery Girl

About a girl who has had a difficult life, her dad passing away and mum abandoning all 3 children. She had to start college meeting a boy that could potentially find his way in to her heart with many complications along the way.


14. Chapter 14

I went back over to Ed's for the second time that day and this time I ended it with him, it hurt me a lot, but I had to be true to myself and more importantly to him. I didn't tell him the reason why, because that would be more painful to hear. I walked home sad, I needed a night with my family, the people who I have come to forget about who for all of my life was the most important thing. I got home and saw they were all in bed, I began to cry I needed my big brother Charlie. I knocked on his bedroom door and didn't hear a sound, I walked in and saw him laying in his bed asleep, I got in the other side and hugged him. He woke up "Lou you alright?" "Not really" "Do you want to talk about it?" I shook my head, he hugged me tightly "Everything will be okay lou it always is" I fell alseep, and the next morning I was awoken by Charlie tapping me. "Time for College" I wanted to skip it but i've already missed too much. I got up and went to my room to get changed, I wore a pink top with jeans, I desperatley wanted to wear Jack's jumper but that would be too awkward. I couldn't stop thinking about yesterday, I gave up everything I had because I loved him, and he hasn't told me it back. I needed to stop thinking over things, let what happens happen and get on with it. I walked to College today, I needed fresh air, it was cold but I liked it. As I got to College I tried to avoid everyone who may know me. This is the point where I wished I had an invisible cloak or something. I walked into Mr Lang's lesson and sat in the corner with my head down. I wasn't early or late so that was good. Jack hadn't arrived yet maybe he was skipping College? I saw Lila walk in smiling about something, then followed by Ryan and Jack. This was my chance not to be noticed I turned my head the other way and stared out the window not paying attention to what was happening out there. "Where's Louise?" I heard Jack say, crap I had to look busy so it seemed I wasn't deliberatley avoiding them. "Louise!" Lila shouted, I turned round to face them "Oh hey guys" I tried my best to smile at them. "Today you are working in pairs" Mr Lang shouted. Everyone then paired off leaving me to sit on my own as I always expected, I saw Jack refuse to work with someone and he came and sat next to me. "Hey partner" I smiled, things have gone way past awkward for us. "So... I heard about you and Ed" I could tell what he was thinking 'Oh I heard about you and Ed, I hope you aren't annoyed that I haven't broken up with Lydia'. "I need to sort things out" I laughed to myself "I didn't do it for you" He looked confused "Oh" "I mean yeah, you were a big part in me deciding to do it, but it was the right thing to do". "I know what you're thinking, about yano me and Lydia... It's just I have no where else to go" "You can't use someone Jack, do what you want" I walked out of the classroom and decided to skip the rest of the day, I couldn't face anyone anymore I wish I could just leave and never come back. Jack text me later that evening 'What happened to you?' 'I guess I didn't feel like listening to your bullshit' I waited for him to reply but he never did. I fell to sleep hugging my teddy bear, holding back many tears I had coming. In the middle of the night I heard a knock on my door, annoyed I went to answer it, to my disbelief I saw Jack standing there. "I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, I don't know what i'm going to say to Lydia, but I do know i'm here now with you and that's all that matters". I wasn't sure whether to breathe or speak, am I hearing things right. I began to cry, I seem to always cry infront of him... He came up to me and put his arms around me "There is nowhere else I would rather be" I opened my door wider so he could come in and I went up to my room, he followed me. He layed on my bed and I lay next to him, he held me in his arms, for the first time in a long time I felt safe like no-one could hurt me when I was with him except him...We both fell alseep.

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