The Letter (A Louis Tomlinson Fanfic) *Finished*

Courtney Shirley was just a normal 25 year old until she married Louis Tomlinson. The marriage only lasted a couple months. That's when the fame started to seperate them. A few weeks after the divorce was finizled, Court found out she was pregnant with twins. Will Courtney ever tell Lou about his children?


19. A Baby?

*The Next Week*

     "Lou we really should start planning the wedding," I told Lou as we were grocery shopping. "I know. It's just that I don't know what my schedule's going to be like," he sighed. "Just talk to Paul. I'm sure he'll understand." Lou just sighed. I could tell something was dancing around in his mind. "What's wrong babe?" I whispered to him at the checkout. "Just thinking," he sighed. "'Bout what?" I asked as I rubbed his shoulders. "The future." "What about it?" I asked as I handed the checkout lady money. "I'll tell you when we get home." I nodded and we walked out in silence. That silence stayed during the car ride until I asked if he wanted to tell me what he was thinking about. "I want another baby," he blushed. "Louis, the twins are hard enough," I sighed. "Imagine how they would be if we were giving all their attention to the new baby." I saw his eyes tear up. "I guess you're right," he whispered before he wiped a tear away. I started to feel bad. I started to rethink it. Did I want another baby? How would the twins handle it? How would mom and dad react? What about Mark? Questions kept bouncing in and out of my mind the whole car ride home. 

      After the groceries were put away, we had some free time so we watched a random movie. I laid my head on Lou's lap and he played with my hair. "BooBear?" I asked sweetly. "Hmm?" "I was rethinking what I said.....I'm ready for another baby." I looked up at him and saw a huge smile plastered on his face. "Really?" he asked. "Mhmm," I nodded. He leaned down and we started making out. "Lou stop. Let me finish explaining." He looked at me with puppy-dog eyes. "I want to wait until we're married." "Why?" "I don't want to fat when I walk down the aisle." "I would still think you're beautiful," he smiled. "I know you will but I just want to wait." "Alright," he sighed. I looked at the clock and saw that it was time for me to go and pick up the kids. "We will continue the wedding talk when I get home," I winked as I got up. "Can I come with you?" he asked sweetly. "Nope! I need someone to make supper," I smiled before I left the house. 

     I waited for my kids in the lobby of the school. I heard a group of women whispering behind me. I just ignored them. "Excuse me," one of the ladies spoke up causing me to turn around. "Are you Courtney Shirley?" "Depends on who's asking," I replied. They just stared at me as if I was in the zoo. Kennie and Logan ran over to me with huge smiles on their faces and a piece of paper in their hands. "What did you make today?" I asked as I squatted down to their level. "Our family!" Logan smiled as he turned the picture around. There was four little stick figures. His teacher had written our names. "Baby that's beautiful!" I smiled. "But mine's better," Ken huffed as she turned hers around. "I don't know Log, you might have some competition," I laughed. "Can we go home so we can show daddy?" Kennie asked. "Is he going to be the final judge?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. "Yes!" she said as if it was so obvious. "Alright monkeys, let's go home." I walked past the gossiping moms and they just watched. "Do you have a problem?" I rudely asked. "We heard that you were a horrible mom," one of them spoke up. "Where the hell did you hear that?" I yelled in a whisper so my kids wouldn't hear me. They told me they read it in some gossip magazine. "You have seen them everyday, do they look I beat them?" I paused waiting for one of them to answer but none of them said a word. "No you can go back to your little sewing circle drinking your expensive tea." I signaled them to run off but they stood there and stared at me. "Maybe I should put that in simpler terms," I said with my accent getting thicker. That always happened when I got angry for some reason. Mom said that it was just a Southern thing but I noticed that I was the only one who did that. "You can go back to judging people behind their backs while your children do God knows what as I play with my children and teach them right from wrong," I said before I turned on my heels and walked out with my children. 

     When I walked in the house I was greeted by the scent of tomato sauce. The kids ran into the kitchen and asked Lou which picture deserved to go on the fridge. "I think they both should," he smiled as he stirred the sauce. "I'll hang them up," I smiled. They placed their artwork in my hands and then begged to go play outside. I told them they could and they ran out. I laughed as I put magnets on the pieces of paper. "Do you want to talk about the wedding more?" Lou shyly asked. "Yeah," I smiled as I walked over to the kitchen island. "So what's the date?" he asked me. "I was going to ask Eleanor what she wanted," I blushed. "So let me guess, you want her in your bridal party," he said flatly. "It would be nice." "I'm gonna go check on the kids," he mumbled. I exhaled and went to stir the sauce. He shortly came back in with a straight face. "Why are you trying so hard to make her my friend?" he asked. "That's what she wants Lou," I sighed. "Have you ever thought about what I wanted?" he said with his voice rising. "Lou, you don't know what she'-" "Do you know what I'm going through?!" he yelled. "How do you think I feel when I hear that my fiance is hanging out with my ex girlfriend, trying to have us as friends. " "Louis, I'm sorry. I was doing what I thought was right," I defended myself. "Well maybe you should talk to me before you do something stupid." What he said didn't hurt me because I knew he was just getting things off his chest. I sighed before I got the water ready for the noodles. Lou walked out of the kitchen. He probably went to the gym we had in the basement to blow off some steam. I finished supper and then got the kids ready to eat. I walked to the basement and knocked on the door that lead to the gym. I could hear his music blasting through the closed door. "Louis!" I yelled. I opened the door and saw him punching the punching bag. "Louis!" I yelled causing him to jump. he walked over to the stereo to turn off the music. "Supper's ready," I smiled. "Thanks love," he smiled back, obviously in a better mood. "Hey I'm sorry about how I acted," he shyly said as he rubbed his hand on the back of his neck. "It's fine babe," I said with a reassuring smile. We walked upstairs and ate supper. It was a nice dinner. Logan and Ken told us about their day. 

     When they were done, I washed their hands and faces then we went in the living room to play FIFA. A few minutes later, they got tired so we carried them upstairs and tugged them in. We talked about the wedding a little bit and then went to bed. 

*A Few Weeks Later*

     I was in the middle of cleaning the house when the house phone rang. "Helloo?" I answered. "Brooklyn's coming," Josh said quickly. "Alright stay calm. I'll meet you at the hospital." After I hung up with Josh I called Lou and told him that I was going to the hospital  and that he would have to pick the kids up from school. At the hospital, Eleanor and Josh's family were in the waiting. El's family gave me a weird look. I sat a few seats away from Danielle, Liam's ex. "Hi Courtney," she shyly smiled. "Hey," I smiled back. Her and Liam had been in a on again off again relationship since I can remember. "How are the kids?" she asked trying to make conversation. "Good. They are growing too fast," I laugh. "You little girl looks like a spitting image of Lou," she said. "Yeah. She's a daddy's girl," I sighed. We talked until Josh came out with a huge smile on his face. "Court, she wants to see you," he said looking at me. As I walk towards Josh,I could feel glares from the families following me.  When I walked in, El was hold Brooke who was wrapped in a pink blanket. "Hey," I whispered. "Hey!" "How do you feel?" I kindly asked. "As of right now, alright," she giggled. Eleanor's family came in and I didn't say a word until they left. "Hey Court?" "What's up?" "I..I mean we were wondering if you want to be Brooke's Godmother." "I hate to put it this way but I have to ask Lou," I sighed. "It's fine!" she smiled. I asked if I could Brooke. 

     It felt like forever since I've held a newborn. Her eyes fluttered open and I felt a smile creep on my face. "Hi Brookie!" I smiled. "I'm your Aunt Courtney." I saw a smile appear on the baby's face. I started rethinking the whole baby thing. "Wait we need a group shot!" Josh said when I was about to hand him Brooke. I leaned in next to El and Josh took the picture. I handed him Brooke and then he gave me a hug. I walked over to El and gave her a hug. "If you need anything, don't be afraid to call," I whispered to her. "I will," she smiled. 

     When I walked through the door I was attacked by my little munchkins. "Hi mommy!" Logan smiled. "Is daddy that bad of a driver?" I joked as I picked up my son. "You're getting to be a big boy," I smiled. "Yes I am!" he proudly grinned. "Did your father feed you?" "Uncle Harry came over and we had hambwergers," Kennie smiled. "Is Uncle Harry still here?" "I think so." "Well why don't you guys go up to the playroom," I suggested. They ran up the stairs and I went into the kitchen. "Hey Hazz!" I smiled to my best guy friend. "Hey Coke." "Hey! Only Niall can call me that!" I laughed. "How's Eleanor?" Lou asked as if he actually care."Good. Speaking about that...she wants to know if I want to be Brooklyn's Godmother." I cringed after what I said out of habit. "I think that's a great idea!" he smiled. I placed my hand on his forehead. "Do you feel alright?" "Just fine," he smiled. The table laughed and chit-chatted. We were interrupted by Logan yelling for me. "I got this," Harry smirked as he got up. Harry stayed a little while longer and then went home. Lou and I fell asleep watching the news. 

A/N: So I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I think the next chapter is going to be the wedding :)) I thought I would just share that. haha xxAlexa

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