Thinking Of You 15+

Meet Kathrine Elizabeth Brown. A 18 year old Pop star, When she goes through a horrible break up with her ex-boy friend will she have the courage to continue on even though she's getting hate from the public? All of a sudden she decides to go to London and meet her brother. Follow Katy along her trip of fame, hate and love. A 1D fanfic Contains some sexual references!


4. I have to start over again

I woke up in the hospital to the sound of people mumbling. "Elizabeth are you awake?" I heared a familiar voice say

I opened my eyes to see my Father. "Dad?" I said. "Yes Elizabeth it's me" He replied. I started to cry, "Dad I'm so sorry" I said "Elizabeth, why did you do this to yourself?" He pointed to my arms. There were scrapes like someone had cut me. "What? I swear dad I didn't do this!" I said. " Elizabeth I warned you about Peter. I told you he was dangerous, and now look at you!" He paused and then said "You're mother would have been so disappointed in you" He turned around towards the door  "Dad I'm sorry ... I'm so so sorry!" I said tears were in my eyes "So am I Elizabeth" he walked out of the room without another word. Why does everyone hate me?

A few days later I was out of the hospital when I finally got home there was no one there. I was ... Alone for the first time. I called the only person I could think of my brother Max "Hey max" I said down the phone "Hey Ellie, I miss you alot!" he said laughing. "You busy?" I asked, Max is also a singer too, He's in a band called Trouble. I haven't seen him in a year because he lives in London. "No, we just finished recording. I'm glad you're O.K Ellie I was going to go straight to L.A. as soon as I heard you were in the hospital but my manager wouldn't let me we had tons of gigs here!" He said nearly out of breathe "Ellie," He continued "I want you to come over here, To London. I think it's very unsafe for you right now in L.A. You would be safe her ... with me, you can live with me and the boys until you find your own place.." I sat down on the couch "I dont know Max.." I said "Katy just think about it O.K? I'm worried about you you know!" I miss him so much! "I'll call you later Maxamillion!" I haven't called him that in ages "Okay Elliepie!" We both craked up laughing and then we hung up. My heart breaks everytime I have to say good bye to him ....  I decided to check the hate site, Maybe people would like me now because I broke up with Peter and I've gotten kidnapped and all. "You ugly bitch, Next time you wont be so lucky" I read on "She deserves every scar on your body", "She's lost a fan." Why am I reading this? No one knows the real story and everyone's blaming it all on me! I decided to post a new tweet on twitter 'Hi everyone, Its Ellie here. I don't understand why everyone thinks I nearly killed Brad Venus. Its nothing like that at all, he was the one who broke up with me" I tweeted. A few seconds later I read some of the replies "Oh shut up he deserves better than you", "If I were him, I would have broken up with you a long time ago" I kept on reading " You deserve to DIE!"

Die? My phone rang it was Peter. "Hel.." I said before I could finish Peter started to scream down the phone "Now you blaming everything on me?! Oh wait and see you're gonna wish you weren't alive!" He hung up. "I already do" I said to myself. Everyone would be happier wouldn't they? Everyone hates me anyways ... What's the point on living in a world full of hate? I got up and walked to the bathroom, ran the bath and started to write a letter to anyone who would find me. If anyone really cared "I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't be allowed to live" I put my phone down and sat in the bath. It was nearly full now. Just a few more seconds. What if I cut myself. Maybe it would ease the pain I closed my eyes and my life flashed before my eyes a memory came in my mind I could see myself running holding my brothers hands and playing, screaming and laughing. I was about 4 years old and it was a hot summer day in L.A. "Kathrine!" My mom yelled "Give the camera a smile my baby" I turned around and smiled at the camera "I love you hunny my strong little girl ..." I remember her saying her voice was fading away "Strong....Strong" Her voice was disapearing "Mom!" I yelled and opened my eyes. What the hell are you doing Katy! I told myself Why are you doing this! I'm so lost right now I wish my mom was her. I got out of the bath and put on my robe "I have to stay strong ... I'm going to England!" I said out loud to the thin air. "I have to start over again"


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