I won't let you go

When Lily found out, that she had cancer, her world broke down. The doctors gave her at least one year, but she was too afraid to tell her boyfriend, Harry Styles. But when she started chemotherapy, she couldn't hide her sickness anymore. She decided to ask her twin sister, Emily, to live her life with Harry. Emily agreed and started to date Harry for her sister. But what will happen when Emily falls for Harry too? Will he find out? And will Lily make it?


7. Please, don't leave me.

Even if I couldn't move or open my eyes, I could still hear him.

All the time I lay here, he never left my bed. He kissed my hair and then began to hum the same unfamiliar lullaby - with the voice of an angel - soft in my ear.

No matter how much I loved his voice, I wanted him to stop.

I could hear in his voice, that he was crying. That I was hurting him. And that was the last I wanted to do. I just wanted to open my eyes and hug him and tell him how much I loved him. But every time I tried, I fall back into this black hole, where I not even could her their voices.

That was what I hated the most. That I coudln't hear them. That I didn't know, if they were stil with me or not.

If he was still with me.

"Emily.. Em, I know you can hear me.. Niall told me everything and I even visited Lily. We talked and we both thought it would be the best if we break up.. She and Niall are engaged and they seem so happy.. even if Lily's state is really bad. I wish you could see them, I know how happy it would make you and I want to see that beautiful smile of yours again.. I-I miss it s-so mu-much.. I miss y-you so m-much.. Don't leave me, Emily.. I love you. I love you with all my heart.. We can make it trough this.. I know, you're strong.. Don't leave me, just wake up.. Please."

His voice cracked at the end and I could feel his tears, that fell on my hand. It broke my heart to hear him like this. But he would never stop telling me how things have been lately. He told me about Lily, about the boys, about my familie and.. he never got sick of telling me how much he loved me.

That was the worst. To know that he still loved me, after all I did to him. I didn't understand it. I didn't deserve him at all.

I could hear, that someone opened my door and talked to Harry, before he came back to me. "Emily..", he took my hand and squeezed it gently, "please wake up, it's Lily.. She needs you, now! Wake up she wants to see you before.."

Before? Before what? Why didn't he tell me what was wrong? Oh god.. Lily! No! No, no, no!

I tried to fight the darkness, that lay over my body. I have to see Lily! She was my sister!

I tear streamed down my cheek and Harry gasped for air and whispered my name over and over again. Begging me to wake up.

He took my hand in his and kissed it, I weakly squeezed his hand and he cried of joy, yelling for a doctor.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the love of my life. "Harry.." He smiled and kissed my nose, while a team of doctors and nurses rushed into the room, checking my state.

The next things happend so fast and I can't remember everything, but the next thing I know, is that Harry pushed me in a wheelchair through the hospital I was in - it seemed like I was in the same as Lily. He stopped for room 311 and looked at me, "She is very weak and she looks.. horrible. Don't be to shocked." He said and I just nodded, prepared for the worst.

He opened the door and pushed my wheelchair in the room..

Lily lay in the same bed as the last time I saw her. Harry was right she looked horrible.. I couldn't help it and let the tears stream down my face. I sobbed loudly and Harry wrapped one arm around me.

I cried so much, that I didnt even notice, that Niall was here. He sat in a chair next to Lily, his hair messy and he had massive eye rings. He looked like he didn't leave her for days. I was sorry, that I was so mad at him for kissing Lily. He really cared about her..

Niall didn't even look at me as I said next to him.. next to Lily. I softly stroke her cheek and she opened her eyes and looked at me. And she smiled -weak, but she smiled.

"Baby, you're awake.."

"Yeah, I am Lil.. Did you miss me so much?"

"Actually yeah.. It has been over a month now."

A month?! I was a full month in this coma? I knew, it was a long time, but that long?

"Oh.. But how are you feeling? You look horrible!" I said, making her and Niall smile.

"Thanks, sweetie.. But I'm good.. as long as my angel is with me.." She looked at Niall and he kissed her hand, just like Harry did with my hand some hours ago. They were so sweat together.

"Em, we have to go now.." Harry said after a while. He knew, that I wouldn't leave on my own and I knew, that he wouldn't let me stay, even if I begged him.

"Of course.. I love you, Lil."

"I love you too, forever and always."

We both smiled and I kissed her forehead. I hugged Niall too and whispered into his ear so only hear could hear it, "Thank you for everything and I'm sorry. Call if you need something. Love you."

Then I left, without giving him the change to reply anything.
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