Amber Smith was a normal 16 year old girl with a normal best friend. Her best friend was Harry Styles. He was the boys she had grown up with her entire life and completed her. Little did she know how her life was going to change with one audition. Amber desperately tries to hang onto their friendship while finding out who she is and who she wants. Will she find the right love?


24. Chapter 23

Chapter 23

Harrys POV: I bite my lip and walk up to Zayns room. I hear something in there. Kissing? Who would he be kissing, Amber is out of town! I must be mistaken, so I just walk in. Inside I see what I hoped I would never see. Zayn his shirt have off pressed against another girl. And it isn't just any girl, it's Sydney. I thought she had skipped town. Zayn looks up, horrified.

" Harry!" He says.

" It's Sydney." She says. I bite my tongue to keep from yelling.

" I thought you were more mature then this." I whisper in a delay low voice. Sydney turns around half annoyed half panicked.

" Harry..." Zayn trails off.

" What is it Zayn? What excuse do you have this time?" His face pales.

" Please don't tell Amber."

" Your kidding right? I have been lying to Amber for months to protect you. Given myself a bad reputation but this is it."

" Harry I LOVE HER!"

" IF YOU LOVED HER YOU WOULDN'T CHEAT ON HER!" I burst out. Sydney collects her stuff and leaves. Now it's just me and him.

" Let me tell her then."

" Why should I?"

" Because she deserves to hear it from her boyfriend and not her best friend. Despite what you have seen, I have never loved someone so much."

" Then why..." I can't even finish my sentence I am so frustrated.

" I don't know Harry. It started a while ago. I couldn't stop myself." Zayn sinks onto his bed an puts his head in his lap.

" When are you going to tell her?" I ask.

" When she gets back." I sigh. Kate invited her to Italy when Kate got a story over there. They have been gone for a few weeks and they are coming bak in a few days.

" Please tell her everything." I whisper. Zayn looks up at me, sorrow in his eyes.

" I guess it's the least I can do."

" You think?" I get up.

" I am so sorry mate."

" Oh you will be." I glare at him and walk out.

Ambers POV: I can't keep the smile off my face. Italy was great but I missed Zayn so much. I really want to tell him how much I love him. I just...I can't keep it inside. He has never hurt me, not could he. He let's me pour out my feelings and then tells me exactly what I want to hear. And the ways he kisses me. It's like fire, and ice, and passion brimming with electricity and all I can think about is him. I want to tell him I think he is the one. I know I am only 17 but he is so perfect. I pull up to Zayns complex and get out. I am shaking a little, and how can I not? This is a pretty big step! I walk up the pathway and the doors open. Zayn stands there, and his face is so solum for a second, that I feel he doesn't want me. Then suddenly his face lights up, and his eyes are on fire. I drop my bags and let him pull me off the ground. The feeling of him against me, his lip stitched to mine. Our body's fit together as though we were made for eachother.

" I missed you." I whisper, trying to catch my breath. He nods, and then the safeness comes back into his eyes.

" We need to talk."

** He sits next to me and hands me a cup of tea, in my favorite flavor. Those little things just make me wanna kiss him.

" I love you so much." I burst out. His mouth hangs open, his eyes shocked and emotional. What emotion? I can't tell.

" I love you."

" But Zayn it's more then that! I think your the..."

" Amber stop." Zayn whispers. My mouth closes and my hands start to shake. This was what I was afraid of. Rejection. I bite back tears ready for him to tell me it's over but instead he gets on his knees in front of me.

" Amber I love you so much, I can't stand to be away from you. I missed you so much when you were in Italy." My head snaps up. What? he continues.

" But...I have been so stupid and I couldn't let you pour out your feelings...because when you leave here your going to hate me."

" Zayn I could never..."

" Let me finish Amber." His face is sagged and he looks tired. He takes a deep breath squeezing my hand.

" Remember when You found me at that hotel. When Harry had gone off to go solo?" I nod.

" Well that was a lie. He had gotten an offer but he turned it down. But I got one too." I gasp.

" And I took it. Sydney said she could help so I took her with me. Harry saw what was going on though and followed me. When you found us was when he finally convinced me what a huge mistake I made." My eyes fill with tears.

" I then repaid his help by lying. He knew how important I was to you so he kept quiet." I bite my lip, trying to keep my tears from falling. I try to speak but he stops me.

" From all the stress... I.... I broke." His voice breaks, his lip quivers.

" Amber...I cheated on you." Another breath. " Repeatedly." And that's when I brake. I start to sob and I bury my head in my hands.

" Amber I am so sorry."

" Dont talk to me."

" Please Amber." Zayns eyes fill with guilty tears.

I rush out of his flat and get in my car. Tearily I drive to Harrys. He will understand. He knew what was going on. I get out of the car but as I pass the window I stop. Harry is sitting there with Kate. Laughing, kissing, smiling. Another reminder of what I've lost. I get back in my car and drive back to Zayns. I go up to the door to find it locked. He must have gone out to look for me. Hastily I unlock the door and grab my things. Anything I will need. I can't stay here. I need to go home.


Hi guys it is Kaitie, just want to remind everyone that this fanfic is very carroty and I do not approve of it. If you want to know my true writing please check out my other fanfic Daydreamer. Thx! Love my readers.

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