Shiver

This is a Twilight slow moving (realistic) slash Alice/Bella fic.

"I ran harder and faster, there was something inside of me that was urging me to drive myself to the fullest, something inside of me that wanted an out…And so I let it."Wolf Bella, Shiftier Quileutes,Vampire Cullens. Follow Bella as she battles to become apart of society again after an unthinkable change happens in her life.You wont find anything like this elsewhere, I guarantee it. **RATED R FOR SAFE REASONS**

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2. Beginning the Rehabilitation

 (a/n) short chapter,  Next chapter we get to see through the eyes of Alice)

Chapter 2

When I woke up I could feel every one of my muscles spasm and twitch as my brain familiarized my arms, stomach, and legs. Every inch of my body hurt. No matter how minimal my movements were my muscles would spasm.  Gritty my teeth I knew that I had to make an attempt to get up. My attempt was cut short due to the severity of my muscle pain and I let out a scream of pain and frustration.  Not a second later I heard thundering footsteps running down that hall and then the door flew open with such speed it left a whole clear through the wall.

Sam was the one who entered the room. “Don’t move! Just stop moving!” he was by my side now “You need to relax, tell your body to relax” he turn to the door and hollered “Paul bring me that thermostat in the fridge!”

“Aye-aye, captain!” was the hurried reply with the sound of another door shutting roughly. Then another set of heavy footsteps made its way to the room I was in. when Paul walked in I took the chance to tilt me head to the right just enough to see what Paul looked like as a human. He was as I have come to expect of these strange men. He was largely built with short black hair and a darkly tanned skin.

He handed the thermostat to Sam while telling me “Oh man! You’re going to love this stuff. Tastes amazing”   his sarcasm didn’t go unnoticed by me; he had a cocky grin on his face that made my stomach turn uncomfortably. I didn’t know if it was because I was about to drink something very awful or if it was just him that I was worried about. I shrugged it off and thought that maybe after he phased his face got stuck that way. I jokingly thought that could be what Sam was suggestion about losing concentration on phasing back. I internally giggled at that and also wondered if he had anything to be ‘cocky’ about. I was brought out of my musing when I felt a massive hand on my shoulder.

“Here let me help you up.” It was Sam, I tried my hardest not to cry out but a couple of gasps did manage to escape my lips. Once I was fully sitting Sam brought the thermostat to my lips. “It’s been chilled in the freezer and the taste… well… bottoms up!”  He gave me a sympathetic smile as I drank the substance. It was revolting.  The smell itself to rival spoiled milk, and the taste wasn’t better. It took every ounce of my power not to puke everything back up. It was horribly blended; there were huge chunks that were sliding down my throat. I just had to pretend it wasn’t happening, in all honesty that was really hard to do.

Sam gently laid me back down once I finished my drink “this should start working now in a half hour. You should be able to get up and walk around in half that time. Feel free to grab any clothes from the closet, they might be big because their mine but there are belts hanging on the left side.” He got up and walked towards the door. “You can keep the large T and boxers you’re in. they’re new I haven’t worn them before. Also, there is an elder in the living room down the hall. He would like to talk to you and help you out as much as he can with this whole situation.” With that he turned right once he left the door way.

I laid there staring at the popcorn ceiling; I let my eyes roam around the room as much as they could without moving my head too much. Sam’s room wasn’t anything special; his walls were tan, almost like mocha ice cream, which sounded absolutely amazing right now. His bed as much as I could tell was flush against the wall with the window.  I was lying in a twin sized bed that was confortable. And considering the fact that I haven’t been in a bed for almost two years, it felt foreign to my body, it was almost too comfortable for my likings.

I no longer felt the throbbing pain in my body, so I raised my arm and hand close to my face. I did so easily.  It was so strange to see my hand again; I lifted my leg up with a little bit of a struggle. My pale leg had such a contrast to the walls that I couldn’t help but laugh about it. My foot was ugly as it has always been, white and awkward.

I swung both of my legs to the side of the bed and slowly lifted my body up into a stand position. I took a couple of uncertain steps. One thing I noticed right away was how light my footfall felt, a huge difference since the last time I walked. I made my way to the closes and slid the door over. I was greeted with tan cargo shorts and a variety of different types of white T-shirts.  I thought I was the one who needed a new wardrobe; turns out someone else needed actual color in his life. I grabbed the smallest cargo shorts that I could find and I grabbed one of the white crew necked T-shits. After putting them on I exited the room just as Sam did and followed the direction he left in. on my way I passed by 3 doors before entering the kitchen/Living room. I could hear movement and a lightly frustrated voice.

“I don’t know what he wants! It’s just sitting there whimpering. I gave him water, he didn’t drink it. I gave him a rare steak, he didn’t eat it. I’m never babysitting a wolf ever again!” it was Jared. He seemed to be highly stressed over what Ciar was begging for and couldn’t produce it. I made my presence to the people and wolf in the room.

“He’s just being a ba-“I was unable to continue my sentence because Ciar threw his body on top of me making me stumble back. He started licking me all over my face, his tail was wagging ecstatically. I pushed him back with ease after planting my own kiss under his hazel eye.

The occupants in the room stared at me, sizing me up. Jared was the first to speak his mind.

“Wow, you’re white”

“And short.” Paul added

“And very skinny.” Jared added.

I never considered myself short, nor did I consider myself tall either.  Last time I checked I was 5foot 6 inches.

“Paul, Jared that is enough.” An ancient voice spoke from the corner of the sun kissed room. He had many wrinkles all over his face, and hands. He was definitely an elder by appearance. Out of habit I bowed my head low to him as a sign of respect. He continued:

“What is your name child?”

“Bella” I replied. It was odd to be able to speak again, my voice sounded different then I remembered. Rougher, there was an edge to it that I noticed but it wasn’t on purpose.

“Bella, “he confirmed “take a seat” he motioned to the overly loved couch. As I sat down  I sunk down a few inches into it. When I was situated he asked.

“Is your last name swan by any chance?”

I nodded my head slowly, not knowing where he was taking this. He kept quiet but didn’t push on it. I knew that he knew my father, I just couldn’t remember how, but he looked very familiar.

“Well Bella, how did you happen to become a shape shifter? Sam had informed me that you did not know how to phase back. Which leads me to believe that you were alone?”

I replied, “Yes, I was alone. I have no idea on why I turned into a giant wolf.”

“Usually” he started to explain “there are two ways of which the gene changes our body. One, we become overwhelmed by our emotions, and the second is because of vampires being in close proximity who may act as a threat. Tell me where did you live before and hide after your transformation?”

I was becoming overwhelmed by my thoughts. I knew that the odds of normality of turning into a wolf was none to a billion, and that was already something I wasn’t going to let myself think too much because I would completely freak myself out about it. But vampires?! That’s a whole different story.  They suck blood, and hiss, and are dead and creepy and hang out in grimy places. They’re just so… yuck and made up by adults to scare us from being out too late. There is no way in hell that they could exist.

“Vampires? Get real” I said in disbelief “so what, does that make us some sort a good doing werewolves” I snorted trying to hold my laughter back.

“Yes” the elder said in all seriousness.

“Oh…” I replied “uh okay, so from what I’m piecing together for what you just told me, the reason you guys are giant wolfs is because there must be some vampires here or all of the guys are just dealing with some horrible PMS. “

“No there are vampires here. And all will be explained in due time. Bu before that happens I think it would be best for Sam to explain to you our legends, this way if you have any specific questions I can answer then for you in a week from now. I don’t want to stress you to the point where you might phase again because of how fatal that may be to you and the people around here.”

“Okay I can do that. “ Sam said from behind me. I also nodded in agreement.

“Tell me Bella, how you became a shape shifter.”

I told him my story, how I was bullied, how I was an outcast, how all of this happened 2 years ago. I told him about my internal heat difference and how I never had a fever. I told him about the wolf pack that I spent the year and a half with in northern Canada. He was surprised that I was able to stay such a long time with the wolves without being a real wolf by nature. I told him what the elders of my pack told me, and how I was to take Ciar and come here to meet these wolves.

“So you’re saying that you understand what the wolves are telling you.”

“Yes,” I replied “sorta, it’s not like human talk, it’s very straight forward, in a way. But it’s not elementary. I guess if I stayed with them longer it would seem like human speech, but for now I know enough to have a conversation. That is why Ciar is so obedient in a room full of humans he doesn’t even know.”

“I see” he replied after a sort moment. “If you were to tell Ciar to get up and sit next to you would it work?”

“I have no Idea,” I told him honestly “I could try I guess.” This elder was really getting to persistent for my liking but I did what I was told and attempted to call Ciar over. I had to remind myself that I’m the first of my kind according to their records so I had to play nice. Once again Bella you have become something everyone is not. Good. Freaking. Job.

“Ciar?” I tried, his ears perked up and he looked at me “come here, I’ve missed you.” He immediately jumps over the couch that I was sitting on and put his head on my lap. I patted his head and bent down to place a kiss on his forehead.

Ciar spoke to me “I keep trying to tell the sitter to take me to the ocean but he keeps giving me food, I don’t want food Adah! I want to go swimming! It’s too hot in here, I don’t like it at all, can we go outside now please?” I had to laugh at him; he was always so needy of water and snow, like me in a way, since my transformation.

“ I will take you.” I told him, his reply to me was interrupted by the elder.

“That was absolutely marvelous!”

“Huh?” I actually almost forgot that he was observing me.

“All I could hear were soft growls and whimpers, but yet the both of you seemed to understand each other perfectly, this is an outstanding finding. We must put this in the records.”

“Yes, outstanding. Now if I could go outside now please, Ciar is becoming extremely unsettled being in doors, and in all honesty neither am I.”

“of course, that is expected, there are many deer in the forest to keep your pup fat but stay away from the east creek, that is someone else’ territory, the elder explained “ I do ask that you came back tonight, or tomorrow morning at the latest if you decide to explore a bit, this way we can get some living arrangements for you and your pup.” The elder shifted in his seat a bit before continuing. “You are also a honorary guest on this reservation, so if you do end up leaving you are welcome back here any time”

That was my cue to get up, and out. I nudged Ciar to get off and made my way to the front door. Just as I was about to open it I was greeted by a boy who looked younger than me.  He was covered in mud from head to toe had a goofy grin on his face.

“Oh, excuse me” he said and walked right by me, only to stop and give a questioning look at Ciar but dismissed his thoughts. The elder spoke “seath, what have I told you about rinsing off before entering the house.

“sorry elder,” his young voice rang out “ I just needed a towel”

Once outside, Ciar and I headed west to where the salt in the air was the strongest, not long after our departure we came across the beach. Ciar didn’t wait once he saw the water and dove right in. I walked into the ocean only up to my ankles; however the waves did manage to go up to my shines ever once in a while. I wasn’t concerned about getting my clothes wet. I was more interested on how the sand felt between my toes and how the water would pull the sand away from under my feet. Memories that I had forgotten came rushing back into my mind like a movie. Joy washed over me as I realized that I used to come to this beach with my father when I was younger, when coming here meant having a good time.  But now all it meant was fixing something that was broken even before I was born. And that was something I knew that I could never accomplish.Chapter 2

When I woke up I could feel every one of my muscles spasm and twitch as my brain familiarized my arms, stomach, and legs. Every inch of my body hurt. No matter how minimal my movements were my muscles would spasm.  Gritty my teeth I knew that I had to make an attempt to get up. My attempt was cut short due to the severity of my muscle pain and I let out a scream of pain and frustration.  Not a second later I heard thundering footsteps running down that hall and then the door flew open with such speed it left a whole clear through the wall.

Sam was the one who entered the room. “Don’t move! Just stop moving!” he was by my side now “You need to relax, tell your body to relax” he turn to the door and hollered “Paul bring me that thermostat in the fridge!”

“Aye-aye, captain!” was the hurried reply with the sound of another door shutting roughly. Then another set of heavy footsteps made its way to the room I was in. when Paul walked in I took the chance to tilt me head to the right just enough to see what Paul looked like as a human. He was as I have come to expect of these strange men. He was largely built with short black hair and a darkly tanned skin.

He handed the thermostat to Sam while telling me “Oh man! You’re going to love this stuff. Tastes amazing”   his sarcasm didn’t go unnoticed by me; he had a cocky grin on his face that made my stomach turn uncomfortably. I didn’t know if it was because I was about to drink something very awful or if it was just him that I was worried about. I shrugged it off and thought that maybe after he phased his face got stuck that way. I jokingly thought that could be what Sam was suggestion about losing concentration on phasing back. I internally giggled at that and also wondered if he had anything to be ‘cocky’ about. I was brought out of my musing when I felt a massive hand on my shoulder.

“Here let me help you up.” It was Sam, I tried my hardest not to cry out but a couple of gasps did manage to escape my lips. Once I was fully sitting Sam brought the thermostat to my lips. “It’s been chilled in the freezer and the taste… well… bottoms up!”  He gave me a sympathetic smile as I drank the substance. It was revolting.  The smell itself to rival spoiled milk, and the taste wasn’t better. It took every ounce of my power not to puke everything back up. It was horribly blended; there were huge chunks that were sliding down my throat. I just had to pretend it wasn’t happening, in all honesty that was really hard to do.

Sam gently laid me back down once I finished my drink “this should start working now in a half hour. You should be able to get up and walk around in half that time. Feel free to grab any clothes from the closet, they might be big because their mine but there are belts hanging on the left side.” He got up and walked towards the door. “You can keep the large T and boxers you’re in. they’re new I haven’t worn them before. Also, there is an elder in the living room down the hall. He would like to talk to you and help you out as much as he can with this whole situation.” With that he turned right once he left the door way.

I laid there staring at the popcorn ceiling; I let my eyes roam around the room as much as they could without moving my head too much. Sam’s room wasn’t anything special; his walls were tan, almost like mocha ice cream, which sounded absolutely amazing right now. His bed as much as I could tell was flush against the wall with the window.  I was lying in a twin sized bed that was confortable. And considering the fact that I haven’t been in a bed for almost two years, it felt foreign to my body, it was almost too comfortable for my likings.

I no longer felt the throbbing pain in my body, so I raised my arm and hand close to my face. I did so easily.  It was so strange to see my hand again; I lifted my leg up with a little bit of a struggle. My pale leg had such a contrast to the walls that I couldn’t help but laugh about it. My foot was ugly as it has always been, white and awkward.

I swung both of my legs to the side of the bed and slowly lifted my body up into a stand position. I took a couple of uncertain steps. One thing I noticed right away was how light my footfall felt, a huge difference since the last time I walked. I made my way to the closes and slid the door over. I was greeted with tan cargo shorts and a variety of different types of white T-shirts.  I thought I was the one who needed a new wardrobe; turns out someone else needed actual color in his life. I grabbed the smallest cargo shorts that I could find and I grabbed one of the white crew necked T-shits. After putting them on I exited the room just as Sam did and followed the direction he left in. on my way I passed by 3 doors before entering the kitchen/Living room. I could hear movement and a lightly frustrated voice.

“I don’t know what he wants! It’s just sitting there whimpering. I gave him water, he didn’t drink it. I gave him a rare steak, he didn’t eat it. I’m never babysitting a wolf ever again!” it was Jared. He seemed to be highly stressed over what Ciar was begging for and couldn’t produce it. I made my presence to the people and wolf in the room.

“He’s just being a ba-“I was unable to continue my sentence because Ciar threw his body on top of me making me stumble back. He started licking me all over my face, his tail was wagging ecstatically. I pushed him back with ease after planting my own kiss under his hazel eye.

The occupants in the room stared at me, sizing me up. Jared was the first to speak his mind.

“Wow, you’re white”

“And short.” Paul added

“And very skinny.” Jared added.

I never considered myself short, nor did I consider myself tall either.  Last time I checked I was 5foot 6 inches.

“Paul, Jared that is enough.” An ancient voice spoke from the corner of the sun kissed room. He had many wrinkles all over his face, and hands. He was definitely an elder by appearance. Out of habit I bowed my head low to him as a sign of respect. He continued:

“What is your name child?”

“Bella” I replied. It was odd to be able to speak again, my voice sounded different then I remembered. Rougher, there was an edge to it that I noticed but it wasn’t on purpose.

“Bella, “he confirmed “take a seat” he motioned to the overly loved couch. As I sat down  I sunk down a few inches into it. When I was situated he asked.

“Is your last name swan by any chance?”

I nodded my head slowly, not knowing where he was taking this. He kept quiet but didn’t push on it. I knew that he knew my father, I just couldn’t remember how, but he looked very familiar.

“Well Bella, how did you happen to become a shape shifter? Sam had informed me that you did not know how to phase back. Which leads me to believe that you were alone?”

I replied, “Yes, I was alone. I have no idea on why I turned into a giant wolf.”

“Usually” he started to explain “there are two ways of which the gene changes our body. One, we become overwhelmed by our emotions, and the second is because of vampires being in close proximity who may act as a threat. Tell me where did you live before and hide after your transformation?”

I was becoming overwhelmed by my thoughts. I knew that the odds of normality of turning into a wolf was none to a billion, and that was already something I wasn’t going to let myself think too much because I would completely freak myself out about it. But vampires?! That’s a whole different story.  They suck blood, and hiss, and are dead and creepy and hang out in grimy places. They’re just so… yuck and made up by adults to scare us from being out too late. There is no way in hell that they could exist.

“Vampires? Get real” I said in disbelief “so what, does that make us some sort a good doing werewolves” I snorted trying to hold my laughter back.

“Yes” the elder said in all seriousness.

“Oh…” I replied “uh okay, so from what I’m piecing together for what you just told me, the reason you guys are giant wolfs is because there must be some vampires here or all of the guys are just dealing with some horrible PMS. “

“No there are vampires here. And all will be explained in due time. Bu before that happens I think it would be best for Sam to explain to you our legends, this way if you have any specific questions I can answer then for you in a week from now. I don’t want to stress you to the point where you might phase again because of how fatal that may be to you and the people around here.”

“Okay I can do that. “ Sam said from behind me. I also nodded in agreement.

“Tell me Bella, how you became a shape shifter.”

I told him my story, how I was bullied, how I was an outcast, how all of this happened 2 years ago. I told him about my internal heat difference and how I never had a fever. I told him about the wolf pack that I spent the year and a half with in northern Canada. He was surprised that I was able to stay such a long time with the wolves without being a real wolf by nature. I told him what the elders of my pack told me, and how I was to take Ciar and come here to meet these wolves.

“So you’re saying that you understand what the wolves are telling you.”

“Yes,” I replied “sorta, it’s not like human talk, it’s very straight forward, in a way. But it’s not elementary. I guess if I stayed with them longer it would seem like human speech, but for now I know enough to have a conversation. That is why Ciar is so obedient in a room full of humans he doesn’t even know.”

“I see” he replied after a sort moment. “If you were to tell Ciar to get up and sit next to you would it work?”

“I have no Idea,” I told him honestly “I could try I guess.” This elder was really getting to persistent for my liking but I did what I was told and attempted to call Ciar over. I had to remind myself that I’m the first of my kind according to their records so I had to play nice. Once again Bella you have become something everyone is not. Good. Freaking. Job.

“Ciar?” I tried, his ears perked up and he looked at me “come here, I’ve missed you.” He immediately jumps over the couch that I was sitting on and put his head on my lap. I patted his head and bent down to place a kiss on his forehead.

Ciar spoke to me “I keep trying to tell the sitter to take me to the ocean but he keeps giving me food, I don’t want food Adah! I want to go swimming! It’s too hot in here, I don’t like it at all, can we go outside now please?” I had to laugh at him; he was always so needy of water and snow, like me in a way, since my transformation.

“ I will take you.” I told him, his reply to me was interrupted by the elder.

“That was absolutely marvelous!”

“Huh?” I actually almost forgot that he was observing me.

“All I could hear were soft growls and whimpers, but yet the both of you seemed to understand each other perfectly, this is an outstanding finding. We must put this in the records.”

“Yes, outstanding. Now if I could go outside now please, Ciar is becoming extremely unsettled being in doors, and in all honesty neither am I.”

“Of course, that is expected, there are many deer in the forest to keep your pup fat but stay away from the east creek, that is someone else’ territory, the elder explained “ I do ask that you came back tonight, or tomorrow morning at the latest if you decide to explore a bit, this way we can get some living arrangements for you and your pup.” The elder shifted in his seat a bit before continuing. “You are also a honorary guest on this reservation, so if you do end up leaving you are welcome back here any time”

That was my cue to get up, and out. I nudged Ciar to get off and made my way to the front door. Just as I was about to open it I was greeted by a boy who looked younger than me.  He was covered in mud from head to toe had a goofy grin on his face.

“Oh, excuse me” He said and walked right by me, only to stop and give a questioning look at Ciar but dismissed his thoughts. The elder spoke “Seth, what have I told you about rinsing off before entering the house.

“Sorry elder,” His young voice rang out “ I just needed a towel.” We walked by him as he made his way into the hose.

Once outside, Ciar and I headed west to where the salt in the air was the strongest, not long after our departure we came across the beach. Ciar didn’t wait once he saw the water and dove right in. I walked into the ocean only up to my ankles; however the waves did manage to go up to my shines ever once in a while. I wasn’t concerned about getting my clothes wet. I was more interested on how the sand felt between my toes and how the water would pull the sand away from under my feet. Memories that I had forgotten came rushing back into my mind like a movie. Joy washed over me as I realized that I used to come to this beach with my father when I was younger, when coming here meant having a good time.  But now all it meant was fixing something that was broken even before I was born. And that was something I knew that I could never accomplish.

(a/n) Please do let me know your thoughts. See you all next chapter.

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