why me

amber is a middle child out of 3 kids . Her brother is the oldest his name is andrew. he is 15. in the acosta family 16 is the year the abuse stops. then there is salito he is 14. elizabeth is 13 . her mother dosent care about the kids at all. The way she gets out of this problem by music she always play the guitar . maybe she will get famouse . does she survie , or does she get resquied. NIALL is her crush maybe niall will take her away and save her from her dad

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AMbers P.O.V

"niall ill be right back" i say trying not to cry. he gets up out of his seat and lets me out of the bouth. once im out i run to the bathroom. once im in the bathroom.  i look at the mirror . all i see is a weak soul saying save me .  i push up my sleve to see what i did early. i turn on the sink splash water on my face . i look back at the mirror i see the girl that i hate . Myself. i reach into my back pocket and take out my pocket razor that i always keep with me every where i go . i press it against it my wrist i press harder than i normally do . i make a deep cut.  im about to pull down my sleve . "wait what if niall sees the blood on your shirt. " i thought to myself .  i go grab a paper towel and put on top of the cut. then i pull down my sleve. i come out the bathroom . i go back to the bouth me and niall where sitting in. i dont ask him to get up so i can go back to wear i was sitting i just sit on the oppiste side and put my head down. he was so involded with his food he hasnt even notice that i have come back . "huh" i sighed  "whats a matter baby" niall said with food in hiss mouth. "nothing i woould like to go home"  i said "listen ummm... amber i saw what happened in the park today" i said "really you did , i must have looked like a pussy cat out there not willing to fight back" i said  niall didnt replay. he finished the food in his mouth and cleaned up his mess. "come on amber lets get you home" he said while getting up.  i get up not willing to look at niall. we both walk out the restaurant.  we start heading to  the car. niall opens the car door for me.  i sit down. niall closes the door and goes to the drivers seat and starts driving. i just look out the window . i hear niall humming . i dont now what he is hummig but right now i dont really give a f*uck.  i cant belive how bad my life is . what did i do to dusurve this . i was deep in thought . 

 

 

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