Take me Home (ON HOLD)

This story is about a girl; Kate movella, she's 17 and since the age of 7 she had enjoyed singing and from the age of 15 she's been a model. Her life is great for the moment but 5 boys are going to turn it upside down how does she feel about them? are they ruining everything she achieved? will she give it all up to be with them. She lives with her mum, dad and little sister Eve but whats her Mum and dad going to think about her new life style?


19. never do that again, this is the pain it causes!x

Kate's pov;

It had been two days, and I hadn't been out of my room for anything my mum kept knocking on my door nearly every hour trying to get me to eat something or let her in, Id had enough since not talking to any of the boys id started to get depressed I hated myself and I hated my body I got up after hearing everyone leave to go shopping I unlocked my door and went over to my dresser finding my razor I rolled up my sleeve of my cardigan and traced my skin with my finger as I started to remember all the good times with Harry and the boys I took the razor and placed it on my skin dragging it along the same way I had with my finger wincing at the slight pain it caused but feeling relief and like all my fears and worries were just floating away as my blood started flooding out of my arm I did it again just below my first cut and then put the razor down taking some cotton wool and some water and cleaning off the blood I panicked as I heard a car pull up outside and I quickly ran to the driveway to see Louis and Harry get out of the car. Why were they here why? I stayed still as I heard the door open how did they get a key? I didn't know what to do as I heard Louis say he was going to sit in the front room and to call if needed I was still standing frozen when I heard Harry walking up the stairs he softly knocked on my door and I didn't say anything as he tried to push my door open and probably wasn't expecting it to work He walked in closing it after him and looked towards me He gasped and looked shocked and then I noticed I hadnt put my sleeve down and still had blood pouring out "NO KATE WHY?" he screamed at me as i felt like i was going to faint he was quickly by my side sitting me down on the bed I shook my head "I couldnt do it anymore Harry I cant be without you and I cant be with you, I want to die" He started to cry at my last words He walked over to my dresser and picked up the razor pushing his sleeve up and putting the razor to his skin I screamed and stood up "HARRY WHAT ARE YOU DOING, STOP" he shook his head "Whats a matter Kate, if its okay for you to do it, you can see the pain im feeling now and I can feel yours" He took a breathe and winced as he dragged it along his own beautiful skin I screamed and Louis came running up pushing the door open and gasping at the sight of blood pouring out of Harrys arm I grabbed the razor from Harrys hand and walked over to my window throwing it out and running back to him grabbing more cotton wool and soaking it in water and clearing away the blood "why did you do that, why did you cut your beautiful skin" He looked down at me "Because I cant go on without you either and knowing that you want to die makes me want to die, and if you cut i cut because I dont want you going through things alone, I wanted you to see how i felt walking in and seeing that, promise me you wont do it again" I sighed and started to cry more sitting him down on the bed "I promise just promise me you wont do anything stupid like that again, or anything that I do because Ive hurt you enough" Louis walked further in grabbing my arm and looking down at it and his fist clenched at he glared at me "You cut youself, why? YOUR THE MOST AMAZING PERSON IVE EVER MET KATE, why did you do this to yourself, why would you ever need to feel like you should die?" I pulled my arm away "because I deserve to I have ruined everything I was meant to feel happy with you guys but I just made you all un happy and ruined my own happiness, im not the most amazing person im the most perthetic person" Harry stood up "no your not, your amazing you have a beautiful voice and beautiful body, you deserve to be happy no matter what you have done, you dont deserve to hide away, not eat and cut, because you have all five off us boys and we want to make you happy as happy as you helped make us" Harry pulled his sleeve down and I pulled mine down as Louis pulled me into a hug and Harry joined we sat down on the bed me in the middle as I cuddled into both the boys " you haven't slept any have you?" Louis asked I shook my head as Harry kissed my head "Okay get some sleep and then when you wake Ill make you something to eat" I agreed even though I wasn't hungry because I was tired but I new i wouldnt eat anything when i woke up anyway seeing as I haven't ate for 2-3 days now and I felt a bit to week to eat I kept my eyes closed and started to fall asleep to Harry and Louis singing Moments to me and I fell asleep with a smile on my face as I felt happy to have the boys back and somehow I new whatever Happens Ill always have them because they will always come back to me and just like Harry told Eve, He will never give up and will always fight to keep me and her in his and the rest of the boys lives.

(I love One Direction! I would so love to see them in concert but unfortunately I can never get tickets :( Thank you soo much for reading and I hope you enjoyed. These boys have changed my life so much they have helped me through tough times and reminded me that everyone is beautiful and inspired me so much to do what I love to do. They always make me laugh on really bad days and can always cheer me up with their music So id just like to say Thank you to One Direction, I know they probably cant see this and wont ever read it but oh well. If you have any ideas or character requests or requests for me to read any fanfics then just message I really don't mind and appreciate any comments or likes and favourites :) Thank you again!x)   

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