Forever&Always

Shes the new girl in Bradford England, knows no one but is really curious about the boy that lives across from her. Zayn. will she finally end up with the boy she has loved from day one? KEEP READING :)xx

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31. Life is over...

  I really did have a great birthday. Rayah & Erin outdid themselves with the party! People from my classes came & I got a chance to meet new people it was really awesome, I've never felt so social in my life! It was now Friday night.. I was really tired. It was actually only 7:30 but I wanted a good sleep. I figured I would fall asleep around 9 so it gives me just over an hour to chill in my dorm! I changed into some sweatpants & a tank top & hoodie, I washed my face, brushed my teeth then put my hair into a french braid, I hopped onto my bed & flicked open my laptop, I went on YouTube & played Coldplay, I was so exited for the convert, Since Harry gave me two tickets so I figured I would bring Zayn. He likes that band too so I think it would be fun to spend some more time together, I really missed him. I then went on Twitter & browsed it for a bit.. Then I got bored & went on Facebook. I looked on there for a bit.. Then of course got bored. I was just about to turn off my laptop then I saw something, double-taking  what I just saw. When I looked the second time, my jaw almost fell to the floor. This wasn't good. I then let my laptop slip off of my lap & onto the floor. I jumped up unaware of what to do. What, what did I just see. It couldn't be.. Zayn...kissing..Some other girl.. I just couldn't rap my head around this. I started pacing around my room, freaking out. Luckily Erin & Rayah were out, I didn't want to deal with anyone right now.Tears threatened to fall from my eyes. I should double check just in case.. Maybe I just saw it wrong! I'm sure I did! I reloaded my laptop & opened my facebook. Well...No.. I guess I was wrong.. I really did fall for the wrong person. He did cheat on me.. With probably some slut. I hated thinking this way. I've always been a happy-go-lucky person! &..He.. He just ruined me! Tears then flowed out of me like a river. I fell back onto my bed & sobbed into my pillow...How..How could he.. But..How could I? My first chance at love & it was ruined. I had trusted him completely. But I guess that was a bad idea. It felt as if he had just ripped my heart out & spat on it. I felt sick to my stomach. I didn't know what to do.. I needed air. Badly. I needed to clear my mind... I put my ear buds into my ear & searched my iPod for the most hard core I could find.. I needed someone to take out my anger for me. I didn't know how to deal with it all. I slipped on my black 'All Stars' & headed out of mt room. I speed walked down the stairs & out of the building unaware of where I was going.. I started running until I was completely sprinting as far & as fast I could go. The cool wind hit me like a freight train. I didn't know where I was until I saw the schools public garden. It was always nice & peaceful there.. People did their homework there & just went to relax. I figured it was a perfect place. I could cry all I wanted & no one would bother me. Everyone was in there dorms. I jogged into the garden heading over to the biggest tree to climb onto. I got to the tree & started climbing. I was just at the second branch when SNAP! I screamed & fell. I expected to hit the cold grass but something caught me.. I looked at what was holding me.. "Harry?!" I yelled..That wasn't a good idea.. BAM I hit the ground. "Sorry 'bout that, you scared me!" He said. He then pulled me up into my feet. Damn I didn't want to be around anyone at the moment but of coarse Harry was there. He always was.. Not that I'm complaining. "What, what are you doing here?" He questioned. "I would ask you the same thing!" I replied. "Well I asked you first!" He snapped. Thinking about it all I wanted to do was cry, just fall to the ground & cry. "Uh.. I uh.. I just needed some time.." I choked as tears threatened to fall. He just nodded like he somehow understood. "So why are you here?"  I asked. "I usually come here at night before my room mates go to bed.. So they're asleep when I come back & that I wont have to deal with any trouble with them." He said.."Why do you usually come here?" I asked. "Just to clear my mind." He stated.. "So , tell me the real reason you're here." He demanded. "What do you mean?" I asked "Well, the big give away is your red eyes, your voice is croaky, you have quite obviously been crying." He stated. That didn't make me feel any better. It made me want to cry even more. My eyes got cloudy with tears much I managed to hold them back.. I was sensitive but strong at times.  "Um..Well..It's Zayn.." I squeaked. "And?" He continued. "He cheated." I choked my eyes watering. "On a test?" He replied.. "ON ME!" I snapped. I couldn't hold it back. I sat back again'st the concrete wall of the garden, balling my eyes out. I didn't want to make a big scene, but I just couldn't hold it back. Harry stood & looked at me in shock. I guess he didn't really know what to do.  I didn't expect him too.. He slid down the wall, sat next to me & put his arm around me. Despite the fact that I was drowning in my own tears, Harry could easily make me feel better. "Hey hey, It's ok. If he's stupid enough to do that, he doesn't deserve you." He stated. "He means so much to me though." I replied. "Everything happens for a reason though. Maybe it was a sign that he isn't the one for you." Harry stated. "I'll never find anyone like him." I replied.. I really wouldn't.. "That's the idea..You would find the next best thing. Or maybe the best thing is already here. You just have to watch for him." He said.. What did he mean by maybe the best thing is already here? Oh well.. I just wish I had Zayn.."What do you mean?" I asked. "Oh I don't know.." He replied.. I didn't really know where he was going with this. "Hey. We're good friends..Right?" He asked. "Of course, You're really all I've got right now.." I replied.. "Ok well.. Since we are such good friends, & this is the best time to tell you.." He started.. "Well what's going on here?" A voice out of the shadows came.. I couldn't quite tell who it was.. my eyes were still blurry from crying. Harry quickly stood up, pulled me with him & stood in front of me like he was protecting me or something. "Go away Darren!" Harry snapped at Darren.. So that's who it was. Great. "What are you going to do about it?" Darren hissed. "C'mon Madi lets leave." Harry said taking my hand. "Whoa whoa whoa, what's the rush?" Darren said shoving Harry back. "What's your deal?" I hissed at him letting go of Harry's hand. "Why can't you just leave us  alone?" I snapped. This was not helping my already ruined night. "Oh c'mon babe." He started.. But then all of a sudden. BAM. Harry punched Darren right across his devilish face. Harry turned & gave me a scared look as Darren hit the ground. Harry grabbed my hand we started running. We ran as fast as we could until we found a good place to hide. We finally reached a place where Darren wouldn't find us..We hid behind a corner of a building far from the garden. We took a moment to catch our breath.. We looked up at each other, he looked around the corner & gave me a 'thumbs up' as if to say all clear.. I then burst out into laughter. It was pretty funny to see Harry just wipe out Darren like that. After we finished laughing  our heads off I then sat closer next to Harry & he put his arm around me. I snuggled in closer to him because it was a little cold out. We sat in silence for a minute & then I broke the silence. "So Harry, what were you saying before we got so rudely interupted?" I asked. I hope it wasn't something I wouldn't regret. He smirked. He was just about to say something when my phone rang. It was Zayn. I wanted to answer just to see what he would say. I gave Harry a conserned look & he knew right away who was calling. "I think you should answer it.. You never know what he might have to say." He suggested. I got butterflies in my stomach as I pressed the 'answer' button.."Hello?" I said in a stern tone. "Hey! I know I just saw you a few hours ago but I just wanted to say goodnight & that I love you!" He stated.. He must think I don't know what he did. "Don't you have someone else to say that to?" I snapped. I didn't like being stern with him.. "What are you talking about?" He seemed almost offended.. "I'm not stupid Zayn!" I hissed & hung up the phone. "Want me to walk you back to your dorm?" Harry asked.. All I wanted to do was sleep. "Yes please." I said as he stood up pulling me with him. He held my hand while walking. In a friendly way though.. He was just comforting me I think.. Once we reached my dorm Harry gave me a tight hug as we said our goodbyes I headed inside to see my room mates fast asleep as I then climbed into bed & fell asleep. 

*Zayns POV*

Ok.. What was that about. Madi completely freaked out on me. I didn't like it.. But I figured I wouldn't do anything, just give her some space for now. I got ready to go to sleep. I hopped into bed & turned in my phone to see what was going on with Facebook.. It was pretty boring.. I looked for about 5 more minutes but then it struck me.. I saw it. This photo. THIS is why Madi is upset. Well.. Here comes the blackmailing part of Emma's scheme. She was right. My life was over. I don't even know how she managed to photoshop her & I kissing each other making it look like it's from the other day.. She's good. Now I've probably lost Madi forever. How would I explain this to her.. She would never believe me.. I needed to sleep this out. I was beat. & heart broken. I didn't know what to do.  

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