Gotta Be You ~*Finished*~

This is the story of how Harry Styles, of the hotest new boy band One Direction, fell in love with an American... BOY!?!? O.o

Jake just moved to London, like he has always wanted, and meets the boys of One Direction the same day he move. After living in London and getting to know the boys quite well, and the boys getting to know him quite well. Jake cannot hold back his feelings and tell Harry how he feels, but when Jake didn't hear what he knew he was going to, everything changed.


8. Gotta Be You

I woke up sometime in the afternoon. I wasn't on the couch where I fell asleep in Harry's arms. I was in his bed, be he was no where in site. I let out a huge yawn, stretched a little, and trudged out of bed. I was still wearing what I went to sleep in. I walked over to the door, it was shut. Opened it and walked out into the hall. I didn't smell the usual fantastic smells of Harry's breakfast. I started to walk to the stairs, but stopped when I heard people talking. It was coming from Louis' room. I got closer so I could hear. 

"I don't see what the big deal is. So what he was perfectly fine without knowing in the first place." Harry? He sounded so cold-hearted. "Harry, you promised me you were going to tell him, and now he does know. Do you know what is probably going through his head right now?" Lou's voice was calm and almost sad. "He probably doesn't care. He loves me. He knows I won't do anything to hurt him." Harry sounded like a different person, who was this guy talking to Louis like that? "Harry. How could you say that? Do you not remember that guy you slept with when he was in the hospital?" Louis sounded serious, and I felt a pain in my gut. Harry wouldn't do that to me, would he? "Louis, that was one time, and that was before we were even dating." He sounded disappointed in himself but it still hurt. It actually happened. "What happened to 'When I first met you I knew you were the one for me.' You said that Live on the radio for thousands of people to hear, what if Jake found out that you did that? He would be devastated." Lou described the exact feeling I had. "Well he isn't going to find out, now is he?" Was Harry threatening his best friend? What happened to the love they shared when they were together? "Harry, how could you think that I would..." he stopped looking at the door. I was standing in it with a tear stained face. Harry turned around, and had a huge look of disappointment on it. "How could you?" I said softly, and ran from the room. I locked myself in the bathroom. I heard feet run up to the door. "Jake, please open the door." It was Harry. "No." I said sobbing softly. "Jake come on, please open the door." He sounded sad. "NO!" I screamed with rejection. I had never felt like this before, I was genuinely hurt. I cried so hard. I thought my eyes were going to dry up. I heard mumbling from behind the door, but I couldn't make any of it out over the sound of my sobs. "Jake?" Lou's voice was sweet and soothing. "Jake, please let me in, I want to talk to you." I didn't want to talk to anyone. "No, I dont want to talk." I was no longer on the floor. I was standing in front of the mirror. "Jake please. If you wont let me in will you talk to me through the door?" He sounded like it was all his fault, and I am sure Harry made that happen. What happened to the Harry I fell in love with? He became some kind of a heartless monster. "Lou pleas go away, I dont want to talk to you or Harry right now." I said the tears still rolling down my face. He mumbled an okay as I opened the medicine cabinet. "Jake..." I heard him take a deep breath. "Promise me you wont do anything you will regret." He let it out, and walked away before I answered. It was too late for that. I grabbed something I hadn't touched for years now. A cold metal razor blade. It shined in the light, brand new. 'You are stronger than this Jacob, put it down and walk away.' I thought to myself. The words that came from Louis' mouth not more than five minuets ago hit me again. "What happened to 'When I first met you I knew you were the one for me.' You said that Live on the radio for thousands of people to hear, what if Jake found out that you did that? He would be devastated." and sure enough I started to cry again. I picked up the razor blade again, and slowly moved it over my wrist. It had been a long time since I did this last. It hurt a lot more than I remembered. I didn't care, I took it across my wrist again and again, wincing each time. It hurt, but those words hurt worse.

I was about to go over my wrist once again, but a knock startled me and a I dropped the razor. "Shit." I swore under my breath trying not to cut my feet. "Jak." The familiar Irish voice filled my ears with joy, but I didn't smile. "Niall, please go agway." I said quietly, but loud enough that he could hear. "Jak, please let me in. I promise you the boys are down stairs, and in the living room. Hazza is really upset, and all he wants to do is cry. Liam and Zayn are trying to comfort him. Lou is locked in his room, doing who knows what in there. I want to talk to you." He said sweetly. Without realizing it, I was walking to the door, and unlocked it. His eyes were filled with worry. Then he looked at my wrist, and stopped himself from screaming. Like he said he was the only one out there. He sat me on the toilet, and locked the door behind him. "Jak, why would you do this?" His words were shaky and I could tell he didn't like what I had done, more than I would have expected. I sighed, and told him what I heard the two talking about, as he cleaned and bandaged my wounds, knowing it would never heal the emotional scars, he kissed my forehead. "Jakie..." He let out a sigh. Wait did he just give me a cute pet name? Since when did Niall do this? Sure he was the most supportive of us compared to the rest of the boys. Before he said another word, he wrapped his arms around me and held me close. "Please, promise me that you will never do this again. I will talk to Harry and Louis, and we will sort this out. Please dont ever do that again." He was crying. I could feel the tears hit my face. "Niall, don't cry. It doesn't suit you. You are too sweet and innocent to cry. Especially infront of someone who isn't worthy of your friendship." I sighed wrapping my arms around him, but he stopped me and pulled away. He was looking me dead in the eye, all of his emotion moved to anger. "Jacob, don't you ever say that." He said real sternly. "You are deserving of everything you have. You worked hard to get here, where you are today." He took a deep breath not taking his eyes off mine. "You deserve friends like me, and the rest of the boys. If anything we don't deserve you as our friend. Jake, from the moment you stepped into our lives we all changed, for the better" He let out his breath and relaxed still holding ont my shoulders. "Jake, you are so important to us. Harry more than the rest, in some cases. None the less you are apart of our family now. People make mistakes, and I am sure Harry meant the words he said in the radio station. You just have to remember if you may have cause him to look away from you like you were the center of his life. Anything ring a bell?" He said softly, and it all came flooding back and I said it our loud without realizing it. "I told him I didn't like him like that and that." I said staring at the wall blankly. I didn't moe an inch as tears dripped from my eyes one by one at a slow and steady pace.

"Jake?" Liam's voice broke the air and snapped me out of my trance. Niall was holding me close like a mother and her crying child. "Jake?" Liam knocked on the door this time. "One second." Niall said quietly and walked towards the door. "Niall, is Jake okay in there?" Liam sounded relieved that Niall was here with me. "He is now, but he wasn't before." Niall almost held the words back. Niall opened the door, and stepped aside. Liam walked in and immediately noticed the wadded up tissues covered in blood, my blood, and ran over to me. "Jake! Why would you do this? You know Harry loves you, he would do anything to see you smile. Please tell me this blood didn't come from you." He had tears in his eyes as he looked at my blank expression and realized that he knew the answer. The tears fell like none I have ever seen before. I held my emotionless expression because I had enough tears and pain for one day. Not moments later and there was a blood curdling scream coming from the open bathroom door. We all looked over to see that it was Harry. He dropped to his knees screaming and crying. I couldn't hold my own and broke down in tears once again. Harry had seen me at my most vulnerable, the one thing I never wanted him to see or know that I had ever done. Harry and I were the only ones making noise, with our loud sobs and his screams of pain. I couldn't handle it any more. I got up and walked over to Harry, and wrapped my arms around him. He stopped screaming. The tears slowed down, and we looked at each other with pained eyes, and tear stained faces. "H-h-harry, I-I am upset t-that y-you never t-told me, b-but I-I still l-love you." I said stuttering through my sadness. "I-I-I'm sorry J-jake, I-I never m-meant to do t-this to y-you. P-please f-forgive me." He stutter too, and I laughed a little. "H-harry." I cleared my throat. "Harry, I will always forgive you. I just wish I didn't have to find out the hard way." He stopped crying and looked at me with a smile. "Jake, I never want to drive you to this again." He inhaled deeply, and started to sing 'Gotta Be You'.

As the song took its course, the others joined in. Louis was standing in the door now. Looking down at the two of us on the floor. The room went quiet, me and Harry hadn't noticed him yet. We both looked up and saw Lou's sad teary eyed face. I stood up and put my arms around him. "Whats wrong boo?" i said gently rubbing his back. He burst into tears and sobbed so much no one could hear him. "Lou calm down, please just speak to me. You know I am always here for you." I said holding him closer trying to stop the tears. "I-I t-thought you w-would hate m-me after w-what I-I did." He said tears slowing down but still at a steady pace. "Louis. Look at me." I said moving my hands to his face and brought his eyes up. "I will never hate you. Lou you are one of the best friends I have ever had, sure I never wanted to hear that, but it is not your fault that I overheard them. Don't beat yourself up, it was my mistake. So stop crying, because Harry, isn't going to keep anymore secrets from me. Right?" I turned to look at Harry when I finished. He was standing by this time. "Right." He said with a smile. "And Lou. I am sorry for how I was acting earlier. Mates?" Harry sounded sad again. I let go of Lou. "Mates." He said with a smile and went to go hug Harry. 

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