Forever and Always

Sequel to 'I got your back'!


2. depressed

Sammi's POV

I have been depressed for the past few years since Harry found a way better girl than me. I stayed with Zayn since he was the one who wanted me to stay with him instead of leave and move in with my aunt.

Just then, Zayn walked in.

"Hey sweetie, how are you?" he asked me

"The normal. So happy that I wanna die." I replied

"But your not going to. We've talked about this." he said while sitting next to me on the bed.

"I know we have, but im still depressed." I responded.

"How about you write? That seemed to work a few years ago." he responded.

"I dont know what to write about." I said honestly, blushing a little.

"How about what your going through right now? Then post it on a website or something." he suggested.

"Ok...can I ask you something?" I asked.

"Ya. Ask me anything, babe." he said smiling. I winced at that word 'babe' Harry always called me that.

"Well its more like talking.......but anyway I love this one guy and im just scared that Harry will get jealous of him, and then it will result into a fight and a broken friendship." I said looking at Zayn.

"Well, Harry did do a terrible thing by cheating on you...may I ask who you love?" he asked putting a hand on my leg.

"But what if Harry starts to hate life and want to commite suicide? Or cut?" I asked ignoring his question.

"If he loves you, then he wont hurt you." he said.

"He already did hurt me. By cheating on me." I said getting angry.

"Thats not what I meant. I meant that he wont make you suffer...he already knows about all the suicides...and if he does cut himself thats when we will take care of it." he said trying to calm me down.


Harry's POV

I have been in my room for the past two years since I lost Sammi. I cant believe I cheated on her. She will never take me back. Never. I sat in my room, with a razor by my side whenever I thought about Sam I would cut myself. Either on my arm or leg. Here I go again...thinking about her. I slowly picked up the razor and slit myself 3 times. Sam doesnt even know that I broke up with her as soon as she found out about me cheating. Her name was Makenzie. I had no idea that it was one of Sam's enemies though...not at all.

Just then Lou walked in.

"Harry. You need to talk to her. Tell her that you miss her. Tell her how much you love her." Lou said while getting some carrots from the fridge.

"I can Lou. She likes Zayn, he likes her...and on top of that I dont think she would forgive me." I responded looking at him.

He froze in his spot and stared. I followed his gaze which lead to my cuts. He didnt know that I cut.

"Why?" he asked as his voice cracked.

"I made a huge mistake by loosing her, lying to her." I responded.

He took his phone out and dialed someone...

"Hey. Its time." he said, and hung up.

Its time? Its time for what?!

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