Learning About Love

Phoenix was an ordinary girl, who had never even heard of some of the latest bands, including One Direction. Until he best friend, Lesly, shows them to her. Now, it is her lifetime dream JUST to meet them. Once she does, though, she falls in love with one of the boys. Now, it has been 4 months since they have been dating, and her friends are dating the others. Then she gets a call. It's for her dream college, Stanford. She got accepted. Will she accept the acceptance and drop her best friends and boyfriend, or will she forget that and proceed with her closest friends and her one true love?


20. Guilt


Louis's POV

"I'm afraid not." Oh god, why? Why did Eleanor have to do this? She will pa, I still have a knife on me.

"What's happened?" Harry asks. Everyone has tears in their eyes.

"She had a lot of damage done to her heart, and it couldn't be repaired. She bled out internally. I'm so sorry."

I sunk down to my knees, unable to stand. Eleanor, my old love, who I thought I could trust, killed my girlfriend. I can't live.

"Instead of sitting there crying, I pulled out my last knife, and ran to the bathroom. If Phoenix died, I died. I had the knife up to my heart, ready to push it through.


"Wait! Stop it, Lou!" I hear a voice call to me. Did she really have to come?

"Go away, before I hurt you."

"Lou, I know you loved her, but you can't just kill yourself!"

"It's either me or you!"

"Fine then." She took the knife from me, and held it to her own heart.

"What? You can't kill yourself!" He screamed.

"And why not? The guilt is eating me out, and I can't take it!"

"Look, if I stay strong,will you?" She drops the knife just as Liam is coming. He takes the knife from her and puts it in his other back pocket.

"Give me the rest, Lou."

"I don't have anymore!"

"Lou. Hand them over."

"No, I really don'y have anymore! See?" I show him I have no more, and we all walk out of the bathroom.

We all are sitting in the waiting room, crying. Then, I hear a voice.


I look around, and no one is calling me. It must be in my head.

Louis! Come join me!

The voice speaks again, and I can tell it's Phoenix.

We can be together forever, if you join me!

No, I have to stay strong. I shout, "NO! I HAVE TO STAY STRONG!" Everyone looks at me, and I run to the bathroom again. I just need some time to cry alone.

"Lou! Don't do anything stupid in there. Lou?" it's Harry.

"i won't, i'm fine." I walk out, and walk back to the group. And we all cry together.

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