Being A Peazer

"The hardest part is being around him knowing you can't have him and he'll never want you."

That's how Rebecca Peazer feels about her sister's, Danielle, boyfriend Liam Payne. All everyone talks about is how cute they are. She's getting fed up with all of it. Will she choose to stay or leave it all behind and go where no one knows her?


9. The Galla

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~Liam's POV~

Danielle and I had just walked in the door. We drove seperate from everyone else since they were pretty pissed at us. I dont blame them though. Becca was right, I am a shitty friend. We walked over to the  stair railing waiting for the Brightmores to make their appearance.  I scanned the room and spotted the Niall, Leah,Zayn,Maddy, Harry, Jessica, Louis and Eleanor standing by the other railing. I looked around once more fro Becca, though she probably wouldnt be here.

"Liam who are you looking for?" Danielle drapped herself onto my arm

"Oh uh just the boys." I replied and wrapped my arm around her waist

"Well they're over at the other railing, we can talk to them later. The Brightmores are about to get introduced." She leaned into me and faced the stairs once more.

"Ladies and Gentlemen without further adue, its my honor to introduce to you Mr. and Mrs. Brightmore." The butler, I assume, gestured his hand to the couple that appeared next to him.

Mrs.Brightmore took the microphone,"Hello everyone, and thank you for coming. Its a real pleasure to have so many talented amazing people here us tonight. Before I turn over the michrophone back to Brian, I'd just like to say tonight we will be having a surprise performance towards the end of the evening by an unknown superstar."

She handed the michrophone to the butler, Brian I suppose, and walked down the stairs."Yes well now I'd like to introduce Lillian Brightmore."

A young girl appeared beside him, she looked 12 maybe 13, and she groaned,"Please call me Lilly!"

She waved as she walked down the stairs and said hello to some people. When she walked by me she glared. What did I do to her? She walked over to her parents smiling like nothing happened. Maybe I had imagined the look. I looked back up at the stairs to see if there wa going to be anyone else.

"Last but certainly not least I'd like to introduce Travis Brightmore and his beautiful guest Rebecca Peazer." Brian flicked off the microphone and stepped aside.

Danielle gasped and my eyes widened. She walked down the stairs in a stunning red dress. Her smile lit up the whole room. She looked beautiful. She scanned the room and her eyes rested on me. Her smile fell and, who I assume was Travis whispered in her ear. She nodded, looked away from me, and began smiling again. I felt guilt for the pain I inflicted on her. How could I have done that to my best friend. They reached the bottom of the steps and joined the rest of the Brightmores.

"Well let the party begin!" Mrs.Brightmore squealled

The music came on and people scattered about.Danielle dragged me to the dance floor."C'mon Liam, dance with me!"

I watched as Becca made her way over to the drinks."I'm actually kind of thirsty, want me to get you something?"

She huffed and shook her head. I walked over to the drink stand. I watched her as some people came and started talking to her.

"Becca, can I talk to you?"I hated interrupting but I needed to talk to her

"Liam, I dont have anything to say to you anymore." She crossed her arms and I could see the pain in her eyes.

"Becca please, I'm sorry."

~Rebecca's POV~

"Becca please, I'm sorry." Liam tried again with me

"Liam please just drop it. I'm trying to have a good time." I looked down at the ground

"I know but I need a few minutes to talk to you." He just wouldnt give up

Travis walked over and put his arm around my waist."Liam she doesnt want to be bothered rightnow, why dont you go find her sister YOUR girlfriend."

Liam glared and walked off, I sighed,"Thank you!"

"No problem, now lets go dance!" He grabbed my arm and pulled me onto the dance floor.

I saw Maddy and Zayn dancing and smiled. The song changed to Please Dont Say You Love Me by Gabrielle Aplin. Travis pulled me closer to him and wrapped his arms around my waist. I wrapped my arms around his next and layed my head on his shoulder. We swayed back in forth to the rythm and I saw Liam and Danielle dancing. My heart broke a little and part of me wished that was me.

Travis leaned down to whisper in my ear when he saw them,"Relax and have fun. Pretend he isnt here."

I smiled at his attempt to cheer me up and stepped back as the song ended and my boys walked onto the stage. Danielle stood next to Eleanor and I scanned the crowd for my girls. I saw Maddy and she waved. I waved back and she came over.

"So this is the Travis you met?" She asked

"Yup!" I popped the P

"Cool! Well I'm glad your ok!" Leah said and hugged me

"I'm sorry but I just cant do it anymore guys." I hung my head and sniffled

"We understand just dont cut us all off! Come back when your ready!" They all hugged me and we got silent as the boys began to perform

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind,
it was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks,
And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes
When you smile,
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs
The dimples in your back
At the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if I do, it's you
Oh it's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You can't go to bed, without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape
You never want to know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if it's true, it's you
It's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right
Darlin' but I want you to
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself
Like I love you

And I've just let these little things, slip out of my mouth
Cause it's you
Oh it's you, it's you
They add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you, it's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things


As they finished singing their new song, I thought of all the little things I loved about Liam. His Toy Story obsession, irrational fear of spoons, his smile, the way his eyes light up when he laughs, how he always made me happy and I could go on forever. I shook the thought away and the girls dragged me onto the dance floor as Ke$ha began singing Die Young. We sung along and danced like maniacs. All of the sudden I felt warm strong arms wrap around me.

"What the hell?" I turned around,"ZAYNIE!!!!!!!!"
He laughed and then got serious,"Dont do that EVER again!"

"Its only been a day!" I slapped his arm playfully

"So you could've been dead!" He looked down at me, wow I'm short.

"I'm not though so relax and have fun!" I started moving his arms trying to get him to dance.

Eleanor and the rest of the boys but Liam joined us. Danielle and LIam were off by themselves. We all started dancing together and having a blas. Sadly none of us could get drinks so that made Niall and Harry pretty upset.

I looked up to see Anne signaling me,"Hey I'm gonna go use the loo!" I shouted over the music and they nodded.

I approached Anne and she smiled,"So, Mrs.Brightmore said you get to perform last which is in 5 minutes."

My eyes widened,"But I'm not-"
"Dont say your not good or your not ready cause you are!" She interrupted

I groaned,"Fine, I'll go get ready!"

Anne squealled like Lilly as I walked off to fix my hair and makeup. I walked into the bathroom and turned out the sink. Bending forwards I took a deep breath and looked in the mirror. I sighed and figured it was time to head back out. I did a double take then slowly walked out the door. Here we go, no turning back now.

"And now, I'd like to have Rebecca Peazer come onto the stage."Travis announced and I walked up the stage steps and took the microphone.

"Hey everyone, this is sort of a last minute thing, but I'm going to perform a song I wrote, if y'all are ok with that?" I looked around the audience and people nodded,"Can my girls come on stage?"

The next thing I new my girls came on stage carring mikes,"So what are we singing?"they asked

"Red"I whispered and they nodded

I signaled the band and they began to play.

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying
through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn so bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue, like I’d never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in
front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old
favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing
there's no right answer

Regretting him was like
wishing you never found out that love could be that long
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Losing him was blue, like I’d never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red, oh red, burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible when I still see it all in my head
in burning red
Burning, it was red

Losing him was blue, like I’d never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
Cause loving him was red, yeah yeah red, burning red

And that’s why he’s spinning around in my head
Comes back to me in burning red

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street

~Liam's POV~

As soon as she began to sing, I froze. I had know idea she could sing.

I turned to Danielle,"Did you know about this?"

"No!" She snapped and I backed off

I stood there in awe watching her sing. I could see the emotion on her eyes and how much this meant to her.As the song ended a tear rolled down her cheek. I felt the guilt stir in my stomach, why did I feel guilty and why was she crying?

"Thank you all for coming, I really hope you enjoyed our last performane. Have a safe trip home and come back next time!" Mrs.Brightmore dismissed us

I walked over to the stage,"Becca, that was amaizing!"

She turned and her face-fell,"Thanks........"

I looked down and we stood there in silence,"I better get going...."

"Yeah..."She replied and turned away

My smile fell and I walked back over to Danielle. She clung onto my arm and we walked out the door. I stole one last glance at Becca before I got in the car. How was I such a screw up?

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