Being A Peazer

"The hardest part is being around him knowing you can't have him and he'll never want you." That's how Rebecca Peazer feels about her sister's, Danielle, boyfriend Liam Payne. All everyone talks about is how cute they are. She's getting fed up with all of it. Will she choose to stay or leave it all behind and go where no one knows her?

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5. Supposed Best Friends

"So Becca this guy you met tell us about him!"Maddy said as we flopped down on the couch in one of the rooms. Everyone was scattered around the room finding a place to sit.

"Well his name is Travis, I'm pretty sure he's Australian and I think he's 20!" I smiled slightly

"Oooo an older man!" Leah giggled

I slapped her arm playfully,"By only a year, he's taking me out for coffee tomorrow! Which means we need to go shopping!" All the girls squealed except Danielle

"Should you get to know him better, like invite him to hang out with us all before you go spend time alone with him?"Liam blurted out

"No. Did you spend time in a group with Danielle before you went out alone with her?" I spouted back

"Well no but thats different." He said flatly

"Oh really how? Please inform me" I said sarcastically

"Because she was and is your sister! I knew you already so I figured I could trust her." he snapped

"So you still assumed!" I clenched my fist and Aleu barked, letting me know I need to calm down. Everyone else but Liam and I flinched

"GOOD GOD REBECCA! What is up with you lately?" He shouted

"OH I DONT KNOW! WHY DONT YOU GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ARSE AND STOP BEING A SHITTY BEST FRIEND!" I yelled and everyone flenched, they knew what I was like when I was angry and it was never a good thing. Aleu barked at me again and licked my hand.

"How am I being a shitty friend?" He lowered his voice some

"Hm I dont know, your never there for me to talk to and oh yeah you let my own sister slap me and did nothing about it!" I spat

"I'm always here for you to talk to!" He siad

"No you arent! Do you remember that night I came home in the middle of your date with Daniell and I was sobbing and dirty?" I snapped

"Yeah but whats that gotta do with anything?" He was getting mad again

"I got raped that night! And you didnt even bother to ask if I was ok and why I was crying. You just looked at me and went back to sucking face with my sistere!" I was shaking by now and on the verge of tears

"Becca I-I didn't know!" His eyes filled with sorrow and guilt.

"Exactly! You didnt even care to ask though!" A tear rolled down my cheek

"Becca I'm s-" I cut him off

"DON'T Liam, just leave me alone. Its not worth it anymore. I'm gonna stay here while y'all go rehears at the stadium." I said

"I'll stay with you!" Maddy offered

"No you go and have fun with the other girls, I'll be fine." I said

"Alright, we'll be back at 6." She said and they all left.

I layed down on the bed and waited till I heard the elevator go down. Once I heard the ding, I got up and decided to write a note.

Dear Maddy and everyone else,

 By the time you read this, I dont know where I'll be. I need some time to think but I'll be back for the concert on Sunday. Dont bother to come look for me I just need to be alone. I'll have my phone switched off so no need to call. I love you all and I'll see you in 4 days.

                                            With Love, Rebecca

I grabbed my bags and signaled Aleu to follow me. We went down the back stair well and out the door. I turned the corner and began to sing.

I've got my things packed, my favorite pillow
Got my sleeping bag, climb out the window
All the pictures and pain, I've left behind
All the freedom and fame, I've gotta find

And I wonder, how long it will take them
To notice that I'm gone
And I wonder, how far it'll take me

To run away, it don't make any sense to me
Run away, this life makes no sense to me
Run away, it don't make any sense to me
Run away, it don't make any sense to me

I was just trying to be myself, have it your way, I'll meet you in hell
It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell, I've got to run away
It's hypocritical of you, do as you say not as you do
I'll never be your perfect girl, I've got to run away

Well, I'm too young to be taken seriously
But I'm too old to believe all this hypocrisy
And I wonder, how long it will take them to see my bed is made
And I wonder

If I was a mistake, I might have nowhere left to go
But I know that I cannot go home
These words are strapped inside my head
Tell me to run before I'm dead

Chase the rainbows in my mind
And I will try to stay alive
Maybe the world will know one day
Why won't you help me run away

It don't make any sense to me, run away
This life makes no sense to me, run away

I could sing for change on a Paris street
Be a red light dancer in New Orleans
I could start again to the family
I could change my name, come and go as I please

In the dead of night
You'll wonder where I've gone
Wasn't it you, wasn't it you
Wasn't it you that made me run away

I was just trying to be myself, have it your way I'll meet you in hell
All these secrets that I shouldn't tell, I've got to run away
Hypocritical of you, do as you say not as you do
Never be your perfect girl, I've got to run away

It don't make any sense to me, run away
This life makes no sense to me, run away
It don't make any sense to me, run away
It don't make any sense to me

This life makes no sense to me
It don't make any sense to me
It don't make any sense to me
Life don't make any sense to me

Authors Note:Song: Runaway by P!nk, I know this is short but I couldnt think of how else to end the chapter. I promise to try and make the next couple of chapters longer! Please comment! Written By: CarrotPrinceandPrincess on 10/7/12
 

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