Always Midnight

Madison Johnson's life changes the moment she lays eyes on Christian Watson. Christian is unlike any boy Madison has ever met in her life, he's a guy with a secret-he's a vampire with a deadly past. When they fall in love, Christian's past soon makes its way into their future together. As his past catches up to him, Madison must decide how much she will sacrifice to be with the man she loves.

Copyright © 2011


54. Always and Forever (pt 3)


“Oh-” Christian's face fell. 

“No, I meant you were wrong when you said it was good for me to live a normal life. I’ve never been in more pain, I put on a good front but I’ve missed you and I’ve been miserable. I’ve tried to distract myself with schoolwork as if it was more important but nothing is more important to me than you.” Christian's own eyes softened with tenderness. 

“I love you.” He whispered softly. 

“I love you too.” I told him. “I want to be with you for all eternity, Christian. If I became like you-” I started to say. It’s what I’ve been thinking about for a while now, if I was a vampire then we would always be together. Love required sacrifices sometimes and though I’d be given up my humanity, I’d be getting a new life. A life with Christian, making everything worth it. I gazed up at his face, to give Christian credit, he tried to hide the revulsion in his eyes. I sighed, and waited for his answer. 

“I can’t do that. You don’t have to be like me for us to be together in the long run. We’ll be together forever I promise and for every day of our long life together I will do everything in my power to make you happy.” He assured me, searching my eyes willing me to understand. 

“No, we won’t, only one of us will be around forever. I’ll eventually get old and die. We would be equals, no more of you having to save frail human Madison. I’d be like you, able to celebrate one hundred years together and so forth. That night in the library you told me you hoped I would find what I was looking for, and I did. I found you. Don’t you want to be with me forever?” I asked him. 

He remained quiet for a minute before answering, "Of course I do. Madison, wherever you go, I will follow I promise. And when you are at the Gates of Heaven, I'll be right there pleading with God to let me in. I will follow you even in death, I promise. Making you a vampire seems like such a easy way out but it's just not that simple."

"But it is that simple, Christian."

"Okay so I make you a vampire. What then? Are you going to be able to live with seeing everyone you love around you die? Seeing how bad the world continues to become? Being a vampire is unnatural, it's a curse I could never place upon you. Being with you, an angel, it's the closet feeling to Heaven I've ever come close too. Maybe it was God who put us together, maybe you're my Salvation. If that's the case then I don't want to spend an eternity on this cruel planet, I'd rather spend eternity with you in True Paradise."

"I'm the farthest thing from being an angel. I think you're my Salvation and we're meant to be together on Earth, what you are is not a curse. It was a blessing, if you had died when you were supposed to we wouldn't be together. You're not living with a curse but a blessing." I countered. Christian shook his head, sadly. I was on the verge of destroying this perfect moment. 

"It's obvious we both have different views about this Christian but I don't want to worry about forever now. Right now, I want to live in this moment."

I took his hand into mine. I led him to the blanket, taking off my high heels in order to sit down comfortably on the blanket. Christian sat down next to me staring at my intensely. 

“You’re beautiful.” He breathed to me.

“You’re not bad yourself.” I told him, moving closer to him. “Since I can’t seem to totally convince you to change me to be like you. May I try to convince you to do something else?” I asked suggestively, raising an eyebrow. Christian looked puzzled, until I pulled him closer for a long kiss. Christian broke the kiss first.

“What’s wrong?” I asked him, breaking through the hazy fog in my brain. 

“I love you more than I‘ve ever loved anyone.” He told me seriously, his eyes filled with passion. 

“I love you too. Always.” I told him, more serious I’d ever been in my short life. A million silent unspoken words were spoken between us with a single look, and for once we had no more arguments of why forever couldn't begin now. Christian’s eyes turned blue as a bright blue sky, and I was unsure of what I’d just actually convinced him to do. Did I convince him to change his mind to take our relationship to the next level or did I change his mind on changing me? Either way I didn’t care I was ready. 

“And forever…” He responded, once more placing his lips upon mine before he started to plant of trail of kisses down to my throat. I tilted my head back and prepared myself for a new beginning.       The End Thanks for reading, I would appreciate any feedback or comments you guys want to give. Thanks again for reading!
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